In her mind, she imagined a Xiao Lingye who was chattering non-stop, and she suddenly shuddered.
Waving her hand, she quickly said, "No need to change, no need to change, you are fine just the way you are, I like you like this."
Xiao Lingye's eyes flashed, "You just like me like this?"
"..."
Lin Wanwan's ears turned red.
Depend on!
This man must have deliberately provoked her into saying such things.
Before she could speak, Xiao Lingye suddenly looked at her affectionately, "Wanwan..."
"Um?"
"You like me so much, then when are you going to marry me?"
marry?!
Lin Wanwan was frightened, and a piece of steak got stuck in her throat, which made her cheeks turn red.
Xiao Lingye quickly handed her a glass of water. Lin Wanwan hurriedly drank some water and washed down the steak. Then, she put down the glass and looked at Xiao Lingye in horror, "You, you, you, are you proposing to me?"
Xiao Lingye frowned, a little unhappy, "Is it so scary to marry me?"
"No... I'm just too shocked." Lin Wanwan swallowed her saliva, her almond-shaped eyes widening, "It's only been more than half a month since we confirmed our relationship. This is too fast."
Is it fast?
He felt that his days were like years, and he wished he could marry her home every minute to feel relieved.
This woman!
Very good at attracting peach blossoms.
Only by letting her become Mrs. Xiao can he feel at ease.
"Xiao Lingye, are you serious?"
"I won't joke about marriage."
"..."
Lin Wanwan laughed dryly, "We have only known each other for more than half a year, and we have only been in a relationship for more than half a month... Hey, Xiao Lingye, please think carefully. Flash marriages are very risky. What if after we get married, you suddenly find out that I am with you?
It’s different than what you imagined, so what should you do?”
"I like whatever you are."
"..."
One sentence blocked all her words.
Lin Wanwan felt warm in her heart. She moved her butt and said coyly, "But there are still many things that have not been resolved."
So, she has no objection to marrying him?
Xiao Lingye knocked on the dining table, "What's the problem?"
"A lot. First of all, Ruirui. Although Ruirui agrees that I am in love with you, he has not truly forgiven you in his heart. If the two of us suddenly get married, he will definitely not be able to accept it. And your parents,
Your mother doesn’t like me, it’s not like you don’t know..."
Lin Wanwan was a little frustrated.
Xiao Lingye frowned.
It's easy for him to tell his parents. He is already an adult and knows what he wants. As long as he is willing, he will still get the marriage certificate even if his mother objects.
Kerui Rui's side... is indeed a problem.
"More importantly... my reasons." Lin Wanwan lowered her head and took small bites of steak, and whispered, "As you know, I am... quite repulsive to men."
Xiao Lingye fell silent.
He sighed and had only one thought in his mind.
Who will God spare?
Five years ago, the night he was drugged caused her both physical and psychological harm.
So much so that she is still very afraid of being touched by the opposite sex.
Living together these days.
He was in pain and happy.
In the past, he had never had any desire for any woman, and he always felt that he was sick. But after meeting her and looking at her, his heart was surging, and he was burning with anger.
He also wanted to get closer to her.
However.
It doesn't work.
Although she tried hard to overcome her fear, her body's reaction could not deceive others. Every time she could not control herself, she would stiffen and then tremble.
Seeing this, he didn't dare to act rashly, so he quickly stopped all his unruly actions.
It’s your own fault!
Who can you blame?
Xiao Lingye looked depressed.
"..."
Looking at his expression, Lin Wanwan felt a little distressed, but also... wanted to laugh.
She actually laughed and pushed his arm, "Hey, are you okay?"
"fine!"
"Then why do you look like you are mourning for your heir?"
"..."
Xiao Lingye touched his face. Is it that obvious?
"It is clear."
"..." Xiao Lingye took a sip of red wine and spoke again and again hesitantly, "Wanwan..."
"Um?"
Xiao Lingye opened her mouth, but finally swallowed the words, "It's okay."
"..."
Depend on!
She hates people who only half-talk to entertain people.
Lin Wanwan raised her eyebrows and raised her eyes, "Stop talking nonsense and say what you want to say quickly."
"..." Xiao Lingye looked at her expression carefully and said helplessly, "I know a very famous psychiatrist..."
Said.
He observed her expression and saw that there was nothing wrong with her expression, so he added the following words, "Do you want to let him see it?"
"Okay." Lin Wanwan agreed happily.
"..."
This time, Xiao Lingye was surprised. He raised his eyebrows slightly, "I thought you would be angry."
"What are you angry about?"
"I'm afraid you think I'm scolding you for being sick by finding a psychiatrist for you."
"You have the disease!"
"Well! I'm sick! This psychiatrist was the one who treated me before."
"..."
Seeing her confusion, he reminded her, "My insomnia."
Oh oh oh!
Without mentioning this, she almost forgot that he had insomnia.
cough!
It's not that she wants to forget.
Really... Xiao Lingye's current situation made her unable to think of it.
In the past, when she first moved to Jin Palace, Xiao Lingye would get up and run every morning, but now...he would definitely not get up when it was almost time to go to work.
Don’t sleep too soundly every day.
Lin Wanwan observed Xiao Lingye carefully. Not to mention that before, the underside of his eyelids were always green and black, but now, his face is rosy and his eyes are bright... It's like a monster has sucked up enough blood and energy.
.
"If you can't even cure your insomnia, will it be in vain?" Lin Wanwan expressed doubts.
"..." Xiao Lingye said silently, "The psychiatrist said that my insomnia is also caused by psychological factors. If I overcome the psychological factors, it will be cured. You are the medicine to cure my disease!"
So that’s it.
After all, Lin Wanwan had been in country M for a few years. The people in country M are open and there are no taboos about mental illnesses, so there are more psychiatrists in country M.
Lin Wanwan is not opposed to seeing a psychiatrist.
Actually.
Modern people's lives are stressful, and many people are mentally sub-healthy.
It's just that the people in China are conservative and always associate mental illness with mental illness, so many people don't go to a psychiatrist even though they are mentally ill.
Her resistance to men is also a mental illness.
She became like this because of the psychological shadow caused by what happened five years ago. She had never thought about treatment before.
I always feel that she will spend the rest of her life with Ruirui, and she won't get married anyway, so why is she doing this treatment?
cough!
She won't admit that it was because she was too poor before.
Lin Wanwan took a covert sip of red wine and put down the glass, "Then you can arrange it for me. I just haven't been working recently and I'm in a gap period."
"Wanwan...you don't have to force yourself. If you don't want to watch it, we don't have to watch it."
"Don't force it."
Xiao Lingye didn't believe it.
He was worried that she would compromise for his sake. After thinking about it, he frowned and said, "Forget it, let's not watch it. It's quite good to live like this."
"..." Lin Wanwan gritted her teeth, "What the hell! Do you have to make me admit that it was actually me who wanted to knock you down?!"