The three hundred and fourteenth chapter reputation hangs down (3)
Alice's words brought her plans for a future trip to Europe. She must go on this trip sooner or later, very soon, but Sun Suhe is not in the plan of her colleagues. Sun Suhe's strength and experience in a short period of time
It won't be of any help to Alice, but may become a hindrance.
Since meeting on the afternoon of August 7, Alice and Sun Suhe have been getting along almost day and night for more than three months. This will be the first time that the two have been separated for a long time. It may be funny to care about this kind of thing, because it
There doesn't seem to be anything special at all. It's not like they won't see each other again, and they are not a couple in love, nor are they a mother and her newborn child. How could they be tired of being together all day long.
But Sun Suhe understood that this separation had a special meaning for the two of them. Sun Suhe carried the talisman he got from Zhuang Fengyu with him, and he read the information in it countless times. Every minute and every moment these days.
For a second, both Sun and Suhe were eager to rush to Hanabi.
Go aside. This is a journey that Sun Suhe must take, and he hopes to go by himself, hoping to rely on his own strength to face it alone. This idea may be hypocritical, and may not overestimate his capabilities, but this is the first thought that appears in Sun Suhe's mind.
A thought, and this thought burns more and more fiercely like a flame.
Therefore, even if Alice did not plan a trip to Europe, Sun Suhe wanted to say goodbye to Alice temporarily, or in other words, it was time to say goodbye temporarily.
Brother Mao had previously deliberately given Sun Suhe a score of 59 points, and told him that the one point difference between passing and passing was called "taking one's own step."
Sun Suhe asked himself, and thought a lot about this. The more he reflected, the more he felt that he was too dependent on Alice, both realistically and psychologically. As long as he saw Alice, he could calm down even in the most critical situation.
As long as Alice is around, it seems
It seems that he has an indestructible support, and he can overcome any difficulties. Trust is almost blind. This kind of dependence has become a habit unconsciously. What will happen if Alice is not there? Sun Suhe was surprised that he had not even done anything before.
Think about this question seriously.
Perhaps, it's time to take a step and take a step of your own. The Hanabi incident is a perfect opportunity. If faced with other things, Sun Suhe is worried that no matter how much psychological preparation he has done beforehand, without Alice, he will be in trouble.
It is still possible for him to be timid and shrink back, but if it is about Hanabi, Sun Suhe has reason to believe that he will not take a step back because of cowardice. He has the will and courage to face it alone.
However, these are Sun Suhe's thoughts from his own perspective and putting his own thoughts first. But what if he were from Alice's perspective? Sun Suhe didn't even need to think about Alice's perspective to understand how she felt.
Her thoughts are really selfish and irresponsible to her, not only to herself but also to the people around her.
Sun Suhe's true strength is also very clear to him. Compared with the situation he has to face, he only needs one word to describe it: weak, too weak. Just like what Brother Mao said, it is completely superficial and not worth mentioning at all.
.Therefore, it goes without saying that this journey is dangerous. Every step is walking on the edge of the cliff of life and death.
From the moment they really see Hanabi again, Son Suhe will face Hanabi's fierce attack with the purpose of "killing". Hanabi said:
"You are not allowed to set foot outside Fang again. If I see you again, I will kill you. Instead of letting you go through hellish pain, why not let me give you a good time."
Once she said this, she would never hold anything back.
Whether it is due to luck or strength, even if Sun Suhe can pass this level, the dangers he will face are just the beginning. If he wants to realize his wish, according to the information provided by Zhuang Fengyu, Sun Suhe will face the next step.
The right thing would be a hundred times this, a thousand times this, and even a dangerous situation beyond the limit of imagination.
Sun Suhe can not care about the danger that can easily lead to death. He has his courage and arrogance. This is a step he must take, this is an experience he must go through. But he has to consider: Will Alice not care? His family
Where is your father? Where is your mother? Where are your other relatives and friends?
This is a "conflict" that is "not a contradiction" between Alice and Sun Suhe. They had had a quarrel before about Xiao Xiong and Cha Baiyuan for similar reasons. At that time, Alice took the initiative to apologize and offered tea as a
Express your feelings.
"The same leaf can experience different lives and taste different flavors. I will no longer force you to become a Mingqian Longjing like me. Although the road ahead is difficult, maybe you can really be like Baihao Oolong.
Bloom your own light.”
Sun Suhe liked this metaphor very much, and he was very grateful to Alice for her understanding, but he knew in his heart that Alice could not really not worry or care. In fact, when Sun Suhe reflected on himself afterwards, he also felt that his naive and insistent thoughts and actions were wrong.
Immature and irresponsible. He was like a child having a tantrum, but was tolerated by Alice tenderly. It was this gentleness that made Sun Suhe feel ashamed.
How should the "conflict" be resolved? Alice has already taken a step back, but Sun Suhe himself is hesitant and difficult to decide whether to take this step forward.
Because the current highlight is the renovation plan of Zhulin Trading Company, Sun Suhe has not had a candid conversation with Alice about this topic. Sun Suhe also understands deep down that this is just an excuse. It is not that he does not have time, but that he is hesitant and does not know how to speak.
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In fact, how could Alice not know what Sun Suhe was thinking? She didn't need to say anything, she didn't even need to look at it, she could make a pretty good guess with her eyes closed.
When Alice brought up her plans for a trip to Europe, Sun Suhe happened to look at her. The two looked at each other, and the air was silent for a few seconds. It was a short time, but it felt like a long time had passed. Alice smiled slightly, stretched out her hand and gently covered Sun Suhe's.
On the back of the hand.
"What are you doing?" Sun Suhe asked with a slight smile.
Alice didn't answer, but still held his hand, her gentle gaze spreading like clouds in the depths of Sun Suhe's eyes.
"I...um..." Sun Suhe hesitated to speak.
"Do you know? This guy Lao Cai is quite unreasonable. He hid the good wine and drank it himself without asking us. Fortunately, I quietly stole a bottle and brought it over. Let's raise a glass to the bright moon in the evening.
There are three people, uh, four, no, it should be five people." Alice joked, deliberately lowering her voice, as if she was secretly telling something extremely confidential.
Sun Suhe was amused and said, "I don't drink much."
"But it seems you need a little courage."
"Courage?" Sun Suhe repeated the word in confusion.
Alice said seriously: "At least you have the courage to tell me, am I terrible? I'm obviously very good-looking."
"How can you praise yourself for being so good-looking and do it so naturally without blushing at all? Say something like this."
"Just telling the truth, doesn't it look good?"
Sun Suhe knew that Alice was deliberately making him happy. He smiled and scratched his head, and then said seriously: "I can't imitate Li Taibai. The wine is too spicy. Can you treat me to tea?"
"tonight?"
"tonight."
Alice patted the back of Sun Suhe's hand twice. Their moods were subtle and different. But the same thing was that there were some words that didn't need to be said in more words. The intention was self-evident, and silence was better than sound.