Gu Que's words were like bells that traveled through eternity, ringing heavily in Li Wang's heart, shocking her and making her soul tremble.
She collapsed on the ground and kept breathing heavily. She suddenly thought of what Master Prajna said back then: "Son of Buddha, you are born with a Buddha's heart, and you are the person closest to the Buddha, but at the same time, you are also the person closest to the Buddha.
People who are far away, because the Buddha is a living being, and you are far away from all living beings."
She has never understood the meaning of this sentence. She has thought about it for many years and still does not understand why she is the farthest person from the Buddha at the same time. She does not understand why Prajna says that all sentient beings in her are far away.
He has always taken it as his own duty to save all sentient beings, and he must overcome demons whenever he encounters them, and he must punish evil spirits whenever he encounters them.
At that time, she felt that she was wronged, but now she feels fear in her heart because she feels that these words are correct.
Gu Que looked at her, snorted coldly, and strode outside.
He had to do this, he had to wake up Li Wan, even if she was now disappointed, sad, painful, or even desperate, he had to be cruel.
This is the most critical time for Li Wang. He cannot care for her because it will only be counterproductive.
He walked out and decided to relax. He believed that Li Wang was firm in her pursuit of Buddha, but she was still too naive and fragile.
And what about Li Wang? She was still sitting cross-legged on the ground. She was in agony, but she had stopped crying.
"You think Prajna has abandoned you? Wrong! You have abandoned Buddha and Prajna."
Gu Que's words were too sharp, piercing deeply into her heart like a knife, forcing her to recall and examine her life.
She was born with a Buddha's heart, and a vision came from the sky when she was born, with lotus growing under her feet, and then she was taken away by Buddhism.
She had no so-called childhood, or even family or friendship, because she had been reciting the Tripitaka from the time she could remember, comprehending the mighty Dharma, and exploring the profound and wonderful treasures of the Dharma.
Born with a Buddha's heart, his talents are naturally excellent. Within a few decades, he has understood the Buddha's teachings in the world, and has even understood the immeasurable treasures and immeasurable dharma.
So, finally, he was selected by Prajna and became his thirteenth disciple.
That sentence, that sentence "You are born with a Buddha's heart, you are the person closest to the Buddha, but at the same time you are also the person farthest from the Buddha." It was the first sentence he said when he saw himself.
It turns out that Prajna has already seen through his own heart, but he didn't point it out like Gu Que did. He wanted to understand it by himself.
After all, he didn't realize it, so he reincarnated himself. Perhaps the reason why Prajna reincarnated himself was not because of inheritance, but because he wanted to be close to all living beings.
"All the gods and Buddhas have survived countless kalpas, but what about you? Have you ever survived a single kalpa?"
"The heart is infected with demons, the body is broken, and in such a small calamity, you are going to live or die, and you are trying to commit suicide. Which Buddha is so fragile? Which Buddha does not suffer more than you?"
"Li Wang, just rest. You are not worthy of becoming a Buddha at all, because your heart is too fragile and your pursuit of the Buddha is not firm at all. A little flaw can easily defeat your pursuit of the Buddha. You cannot become a Buddha."
Although Gu Que's words are sharp, they seem to be correct. Master Prajna lived ninety-nine and eighty-one times, suffered all the sufferings in the world, and suffered bitter farewells before he finally attained enlightenment and transformed into a golden body...
But I have always had smooth sailing and have never suffered any disaster.
Now, the disaster has come to me. My body is broken and my heart is infected with demons. I can't hold on for a moment. If it weren't for Gu Que, I might have committed suicide on my own.
Yes, my pursuit of Buddha is so unsteady that a mere demonic will can destroy my heart.
She slowly stood up and walked feebly outside. When she reached the door, she looked at the blue sky and white clouds and the scorching sun, and couldn't help but sigh.
What is a Buddha? It has an important meaning. It means sacrificing oneself to save all sentient beings. However, if one cannot withstand suffering, how can one save all sentient beings?
It turns out that in the past, I only used Buddhism to defeat demons. In essence, it was the same principle as the wanderer who drew his sword to help when encountering injustice.
I am not a Buddha, and I don’t even understand what a Buddha is.
She seemed to have achieved enlightenment, and her body was shining. I don't know if it was the sunlight shining on her, or her own Buddha's light.
But she suddenly felt that it was not important anymore. She finally lost her Buddha mind and became the same as Prajna.
If you have really never cultivated Buddhism or transcended tribulations, then start from now on!
From now on, contact all sentient beings, and from now on, you can transcend tribulations and become a Buddha.
She smiled and suddenly felt that everything was cheerful and her whole body felt relaxed.
Since the accident, she has never felt truly happy. The grudge against Gu Que has been weighing on her, and the fact that she has lost her Buddha heart has also been weighing on her.
She suddenly felt that she valued the Buddha's heart too much. In fact, the Buddha's heart could only help her comprehend Buddhist sutras and realize the majesty of the Dharma, but it could not truly improve her realm or change her character.
She sighed, feeling more relaxed, and murmured: "I'm starting over. No matter what, my pursuit of Buddha is firm. I will not deviate from Prajna. Even if I become a demon, my heart will always be towards the Buddha."
of Buddha.”
"Then doesn't this mean that...the demons are not all wrong? Not all should be killed?"
She had just walked out of a blind corner and had a new understanding. She was not in a hurry to pursue the answer. She just walked in the small courtyard and completely let herself go.
Gu Que didn't expect such a big change in Li Wang. When he got home, the dishes were finished, the bowls were washed, and Li Wang was washing clothes...
Damn it, am I fucking blind?
Gu Que opened his mouth wide and stared: "Li Wang, are you okay?"
Li Wang didn't look at Gu Que, or even raised his head. He just beat his clothes hard and said, "Didn't you say that you have to live like a mortal and don't rely on your own cultivation in order to fully understand and find the Buddha's heart? I am now
Isn’t that what is being done?”
Gu Que murmured: "That's the truth, but you've changed too much, right? Besides, with your thin arms and legs, can you do this kind of rough work?"
Li Wang nodded and said, "I'm a little tired, come on."
She stood up, twisted her waist, stretched, wiped her hands, and said, "I'm going to take a rest, my waist is very sore, and my hands are almost exhausted."
Damn it, the world is too crazy. Gu Que swallowed his saliva and said: "You, you reduced your body to a mortal body?"
Li Wang said: "You can do it, why can't I?"
Gu Que murmured: "I'm not that pure. At least I have connected my arms and legs."
Li Wang said: "That's your business and has nothing to do with me. I just do my own thing."
Having said this, she slowly walked into the house and said: "By the way, you should wash these clothes quickly. We will go to Sister Li's house to visit later. We have known each other for a few days and haven't visited. I'm sorry.
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Before Gu Que could reply, Li Wang added, "Don't worry, I might dress up a bit and spend more time."
She had already walked into the house, leaving Gu Que alone standing there stupidly. (To be continued)