The first thousand four hundred and twenty chapters
The sun was shining brightly, and the small courtyard was dyed with a layer of golden light. The broken and moist land was gradually drying out, but the bare flower branches were as sharp as swords.
There were still faint sounds of crying in the room behind her, and Li Wan was still in the process of collapse. Her collapse came from the uncertainty of fate, but also from the chaos of her own soul.
Does she really know what she wants?
Gu Que sighed and carefully reconnected the broken flower branches, hoping that they would still have hope of growing and blooming.
And what about yourself?
What is your attitude towards Li Wang?
After all, living in seclusion here is not a long-term solution. When one's origins are recovered, or the lost Buddha's heart is recovered, the bad relationship between the two of them should finally be resolved.
At that time, how will you make a choice?
Killing Li Wang to avenge his previous revenge? Of course not. Gu Que asked himself that he was not a ruthless and indifferent person. He would not let interests blind him, nor could he bear to kill Li Wang.
Just say goodbye and pretend that nothing has happened? This may be a choice, but for Gu Que, he is not willing to do this.
Because he is a man, he does not want to be a stranger to the women he has had. He wants to take on the responsibility or fate.
So, do you want to regard Li Wang as your real wife?
This is not a bad idea, Li Wang's nature is kind and simple, she has enough charm to attract him, and besides, she is already his woman.
If she can truly get out of the inner barrier, break the shackles of her thoughts, and be willing to stay with her and love each other, this would of course be a good thing.
But Gu Que didn't think this idea was realistic, because Li Wang obviously didn't want to face himself like this. Having sex twice, or living for such a long period of time, was all because of the force of reality, not Li Wang's original wish.
.
She is not from this era. She is born with a Buddha mind and is a direct disciple of Prajna. Buddha thoughts are rooted in her soul. How could she be willing to be someone else's wife and abandon the Buddha?
Moreover, her feelings towards herself are complicated. She cannot say that she loves herself, or even likes her. She may still have the hatred from before.
The key is that this kind of thing cannot be solved like other things. Even if it is difficult, you can just face it. This kind of thing cannot be solved by courage and self-confidence.
Everything is complicated and troublesome, especially for Gu Que and even more so for Li Wang.
It was almost dark, and looking outside, there seemed to be a faint moonlight emanating from the end of the eastern sky.
The night is not cold, only Li Wan's body is cold.
The tears seemed to have dried up, and the mood seemed not to be so sad anymore. What was left was just endless sadness.
The sheets were still messy, and the lingering and panting last night lingered before my eyes like a nightmare.
She sat on the bed, hugged her knees, huddled up, and let her long hair cover her cheeks.
She is used to having long hair.
What should I do? How should I face the future? Does Prajna know the answer?
Li Wang's heart was always active, with inexplicable thoughts. She tried to strengthen her murderous intention, but failed to find the Buddha's heart.
She tried to forget everything, but still could not find the Buddha's heart.
Do you really have to become Gu Que's wife in order to regain your Buddha's heart? Is this the will of Prajna?
No, Buddha will not force others to do something difficult. Buddha knows that he is not willing and has no face to do so.
So how can we find the Buddha’s heart? What is the problem?
"This is a bowl of ginger soup. It's very warm and can take away the coldness on your body, but you don't want it."
At some point, Gu Que walked in, holding a bowl of ginger soup in his hand.
Li Wang looked at him and murmured: "What are you doing here? Do you want to see my joke? I have become like this, do you feel a sense of accomplishment?"
Gu Que brought the ginger soup in his hand close to her and said calmly: "This bowl of ginger soup represents everything between you and me, and represents your calamity. Do you think that in the face of this calamity, you have only three choices?
Way."
Li Wang said: "What do you want to say?"
Gu Que said: "You may be thinking about what choice you should make when facing disaster or facing me."
"You will think that there are three ways to choose. As you said before, the first is to maintain the murderous intention in your heart and hold the intention of killing me, that is, to conquer the disaster and eliminate the disaster."
Li Wang nodded and said: "This is indeed a choice."
Gu Que said: "Second, you turn a blind eye, be completely relieved, let me go, completely sever ties with me, and become your Prajna disciple."
"good."
Gu Que said: "The third option is that you choose to be my wife, cherish this bad relationship, and move on, right?"
Li Wang shook his head and said, "I won't choose the third option."
Gu Que smiled coldly and said, "You haven't found the Buddha's heart in the first two cases."
Li Wang said: "I would rather not find the Buddha's heart than choose the third kind. Gu Que, you should give up this heart."
Gu Que smiled and said, "You feel really good about yourself."
Li Wang said bitterly: "Isn't that what you think? You don't want to possess me? You don't want to linger with me in this bed every night? You even want me to regain my appearance and make love with you, right?"
"Wow!"
Gu Que said excitedly: "You really know me well, I do think so."
"you......"
Li Wang was so angry that his eyes were red and he couldn't say a word.
Gu Que waved his hand and said: "Okay, I'm just teasing you. In fact, even if you choose the third option, you won't be able to get back the Buddha's heart. It's absolutely impossible to get back the Buddha's heart."
Li Wang raised his head and asked seriously: "Why?"
Gu Que said: "Because you haven't let go yet."
"lay down?"
"Yes, let it go."
Gu Que looked into Li Wang's eyes and said, "The reason why you can't survive this calamity and find the Buddha's heart is because you haven't let go in the essential sense."
"You want to kill me because you haven't let go of the suffering. You want to sever ties with me because you are escaping."
"And the third type, marrying me as my wife, is enduring."
"You have never let go of suffering and have been making changes around it, but have you ever thought about what real letting go is?"
Li Wang said: "What is it?"
Gu Que said: "When suffering is no longer suffering, and when calamity is no longer calamity, you have truly let go."
Having said this, he handed the ginger soup to Li Wang and said: "When you feel that what happened to us is not a bad thing, nor a suffering or calamity, your Buddha's heart will come back."
."
"Whether you want to kill me, break off the relationship, or marry me, the Buddha's heart will come back."
He strode outside and said calmly: "It's a pity that you can't do it. Your understanding is not that high. To be precise, your experience is not enough. The disaster has not allowed you to truly understand."
Gu Que closed the door and heard the last words: "For Buddha, what is the meaning of disaster? It is not to let you defeat it, escape from it, or succumb to it, endure it, but to let you completely let go
It, treat it as a normal thing."
"In this way, kalpas will naturally disappear and eternity will disappear. At that time, you will naturally become a Buddha." (To be continued)