Because he is a living person, not a so-called god, not one of those aloof, indifferent machines.
No one can be strong forever, because no matter how firm the will is, it all comes from emotions, and emotions are complex. In addition to being strong, they are bound to be accompanied by loss, despair, decadence, etc.
Maybe there is that kind of existence in this world, that kind of existence whose willpower never fluctuates. We often call such people machines.
Because he can only execute the orders given to him by his will, he has no other variables, and he will not make people feel close to him.
Gu Que will never be such a person.
Because the reason why he practices cultivation, besides loving it, is to make his feelings safe.
But there are always times when emotions are uncontrollable. He can listen to Su Xue's words, but his heart can't gather himself and can't use any strength.
He had no choice but to sigh.
There are some things that you can do just because you don't want to.
Just like the excitement now.
Why doesn't he want to cheer up? Why shouldn't he know how to cheer up?
I just can't do it.
Su Xue lay paralyzed in his arms, her body soft and always conveying warmth to him.
Gu Que sighed, patted her thin back, and said softly: "It's night, go and have a rest."
Su Xue whispered: "What about you?"
Gu Que said: "I will walk alone again."
Su Xue's eyes were red, and she quickly grabbed Gu Que and said, "Can you stay with me? You can't stay up all night now, you can't bear it."
Gu Que's mood was really not very good. He knew Su Xue was sincerely trying to comfort him, but the last two sentences were really uncomfortable.
He shook his head, put aside Su Xue and walked forward slowly.
"Husband!"
Su Xue trembled and shouted from behind.
The cold wind blew up her white dress, and the night dew almost soaked her through.
Gu Que stopped, but did not look back, and walked forward again after a moment.
Su Xue burst into tears and kept shouting from behind. Her voice was really distressing.
But Gu Que wants to be quiet now.
"Sister Su Xue, don't call him!"
At some point, Mei Jun also appeared. She helped Su Xue up, pointed at Gu Que's back and cursed: "What did you tell him to do? He doesn't care about you now, he doesn't care about you anymore."
"Isn't it just that your cultivation is completely lost? Isn't it useless? You just practiced it from scratch, and now it looks like this?"
She has a loud voice and is not gentle.
"Go away! If you can, just go on like this alone forever. You've abandoned all the sisters!"
"I, Meijun, misjudged the person at first. I thought you were an indomitable person. Do you still remember the banks of the Chu River? Do you still remember all the words that gave you strength? You forgot that I said that my man is forever.
Won’t you fall?”
Su Xue quickly covered Meijun's mouth and whispered: "Sister Meijun, please don't talk nonsense. My husband has lost all his cultivation, and he feels sad."
Meijun sneered and said: "What a sad person. You talk as if no one is sad. Why should he be special? He is the only one who has to lose his temper. Even I...even I don't lose my temper anymore!"
Caroline appeared next to Meijun, gently held her hand, and said: "Sister Meijun, don't be so hasty, your words will hurt your husband. What if he doesn't like you anymore?
"
Meijun rolled her eyes, pouted and sighed, saying: "Normal methods are useless now. It's better to use collapse therapy to stimulate your husband. Anyway...he won't dislike me anyway, hehe."
."
Caroline said: "Give your husband more time, or...let Sister Tianji go."
Meijun's eyes lit up and she laughed immediately and said, "Why did I forget Sister Tianji? She is so smart, she must have some tricks up her sleeve."
The three of them turned back and walked towards the mansion, while Gu Que was already walking deeper into the mainland.
The moisture in the forest near the sea is very heavy, and at night it is bitterly cold, and the moisture is like a tarsal maggot that cannot be shaken off or sealed.
Only then did he remember that his clothes were already wet, and his whole body was sticky and covered with broken grass and rotten leaves. His skin was purple and red from the cold, and the goosebumps would not go away, and soon started to itch again.
I don't know if it was some kind of bacteria or bugs that bit out pimples on his body, and soon a red rash appeared on his entire back.
I grabbed it hard, it was extremely uncomfortable, and there were blood marks after scratching, but it was to no avail.
Breathing heavily, Gu Que gritted his teeth and suddenly shouted: "God, I will kill your ancestor!"
With a sore nose, he picked up a branch and beat the surrounding leaves wildly. The leaves fell one by one, and the moonlight slowly fell through the gaps, like sparse remaining snow.
The earth is so wet that when you step on it, you feel like you are sinking deeply into it. Water seeps out from the edges of your shoes, along with stains, which makes you irritated.
After venting for a long time, I almost had no energy left, so I could only hold my thighs with both hands and breathe heavily.
He laughed again, his smile was extremely exaggerated, even ferocious.
If the fallen palace master and others were still alive, they would probably not believe that this was the Gu Que who frightened them when they saw this scene, haha!
Who would believe it? I don’t even believe it myself.
He was really tired and wanted to fall asleep immediately. He leaned against a tree, looked around, and thought about the past and the future.
His memory gradually became blurred, his thoughts became sleepy, his eyelids became heavier and heavier, and he finally fell into a deep sleep.
He dreamed that he was completely useless. No matter how hard he practiced, he was unsuccessful. His progress was not only slow, but he was also aging rapidly.
After growing old, I walked alone in the dusk. After walking, I finally collapsed.
Life has passed like this.
The only feeling I had during my lifetime was that the sunset was very warm, but my body was very cold.
No... my body gradually started to feel warmer.
Gu Que suddenly stood up, opened his eyes and looked around, only to see dappled sunlight filtering through the forest and shining on his face.
I actually slept until noon.
He rubbed his eyes and felt that his whole body ached and his stomach was extremely hungry.
Just when he thought of this, a chicken leg suddenly fell from the sky and landed firmly in his arms.
The aroma was overflowing and the chicken legs were hot. Gu Que picked it up subconsciously and looked forward, only to see Tianji standing in front of him for an unknown period of time, looking at him with a smile.
"Walk with me and eat while walking."
After she finished speaking, she turned around and walked forward without giving Gu Que a chance to refuse.
Gu Que sighed, took a bite of the chicken leg, and followed him in big strides.
The weather is really good, the sky is blue, the sunshine is clear, the trees in the forest are delicate and crisp, and all the moisture has long been evaporated.
The clothes on my body were also dry, and there was quite a lot of debris on my body. It all fell off with a slight shake.
Tianji didn't speak, she just walked quietly with Gu Que, looking at the scenery around her.
She has a very good complexion, delicate facial features, a beautiful face, and a skin as fair as jade that can be broken by blows.
With a smile on her eyebrows, she faced the sun and kept admiring the beautiful scenery around her. At this moment, she looked more beautiful than any other scenery.
Seeing that Gu Que had finished eating, as if by magic, another white handkerchief appeared in his hand, and he gently wiped Gu Que's mouth, leaving Gu Que confused.
It's true that Bing Luo was kind to her, but now that she was Tian Ji, she was so gentle.
Gu Que followed behind like a fool. He looked at Tianji for a while and felt that something was wrong.
The two walked slowly and gradually climbed up the mountain peak. The rocks were majestic and rugged, and there were pines standing proudly in the gaps, spreading their branches towards the sun.
Tianji stopped and looked at Cangsong, stunned for a moment.
Gu Que followed her gaze and saw a fly standing on the pine branch, its sharp claws clinging to the vicissitudes of the pine bark, its aura was extraordinary.
But at this moment, it suddenly let out a scream, its sharp eyes were filled with residual light, its sharp beak was like a knife, and it pecked hard at its sharp claws.
The sound of collision sounded, its body trembled, one of its toes was broken, and its claws fell off.
Tianji's face was very calm, and she just looked at it patiently.
Gu Que frowned and watched quietly.
He saw the goshawk screaming, and every time it pecked at its sharp claws, it was painful, and its claws were already bloody and bloody.
Tianji suddenly whispered: "It must do this because it is already old."
Gu Que didn't speak, just listened.
Tianji said: "Its lifespan is about thirty years, but its sharp claws will age in fifteen years."
"Without its sharp claws, it can only starve to death...or die from brutal fighting of its own kind. It cannot escape the laws of the natural biological chain."
"So at this time, it will use its sharp beak to completely peck out the claws and peck out the toes."
"This process is extremely painful, but it must be done, because soon, new claws will grow on the broken bones, and it will be reborn."
Tianji still didn't look at Gu Que, but said softly: "I don't know how many goshawks there are in the world, but almost all goshawks must be like this, and only in this way can they be reborn."
"The ignorant beasts are like this, but what about humans? As intelligent creatures, can they do better than them?"
Gu Que was shocked and stared at the goshawk. At this moment, it could no longer stand still. It was leaning on a branch despite the severe pain. It was so embarrassed, as embarrassed as itself.
But the severe pain really brought it to the second half of its life. It will soon become stronger and still be the king of the air.
Tianji looked at it for a long time and suddenly said: "I'm leaving. You can be wherever you want. I will tell Meijun and the others not to disturb you, but don't forget that there is food in your storage ring."
Her white clothes were fluttering, and she was walking on the clouds. She was as graceful as a startled giant, as graceful as a swimming dragon, and was extremely beautiful.
Gu Que didn't move, he just sat on the boulder and stared blankly at the pine tree.
The pine tree is old, and the geometry of the wheel of life is unknown. The bark is full of tumors, and I'm afraid it has suffered too many disasters.
It looks so rough and ugly, but it gives people a sense of vitality and vitality.
Is this a kind of greatness?
How did it break out of the cracks between the boulders when it was young, and how does it persist in this wind-swept place until now?
Will it also shed its skin and grow again, just like this painful goshawk?