"Qingluan..." "If you don't tell me, I will ask Wanwan myself tomorrow!"
Long Xu paused for a moment, "I said..." He continued to talk while observing the changes in Su Qingqing's expression.
When Su Qingqing heard that Lin Dafu used Lin Wanwan to blackmail Lin Yue and forced her to marry the old man who was married for the second time, her tears fell. When she knew that the middle-aged man married Lin Yue, not only did she
Lin Yue was not good, he cheated on her repeatedly and domestically abused her, which made her tremble all over. When she found out that her miserable marriage had lasted for eleven years, she was already numb with heartache.
That's her daughter.
Before she knew it, her daughter had suffered so much pain and suffering, and where was she, the mother?
She was on vacation in country m for recuperation! Su Qingqing simply couldn't forgive herself.
"Later... Lin Wanwan returned to China and forced the man to divorce Lin Yue. Only then was she free..." Su Qingqing sat there motionless and didn't speak for a long time.
"Qingluan..." "Keep talking!"
"Everything has passed now. Lin Yue met the person he liked after the divorce, and now the two of them get along very well."
Passed?
How is that possible! Eleven years of torture have been deeply ingrained in my bones. Even if I start a new relationship, these memories cannot be erased.
"Where's Wanwan?"
She clenched her fists and tried her best to restrain herself, "How has she lived these years?"
"..." Long Xu was silent.
Su Qingqing saw that he looked even more troubled than before, and her whole body trembled uncontrollably. She stared at Long Xu in disbelief, "After Yueyue's experience, what else can't you do about Wanwan?"
By the way, could it be that... her life is even more miserable than Yueyue's?"
"..." Long Xu remained silent.
His silence had confirmed Su Qingqing's guess. Her throat was choked and her whole body was on the verge of collapse.
Yueyue... She was already in such a miserable condition. She couldn't imagine what Wanwan, who was even worse than her, had gone through! Su Qingqing held her head and screamed in a broken voice, "Tell me, I have the right to know the truth!"
"Qingluan..." "Say it!"
"I said it, I said it! Don't get excited yet!"
Long Xu didn't dare to hide it anymore, and told her everything about Lin Wanwan's childhood experiences. Ever since she was brought to live in Yuncheng, Lin Dafu and Sun Xiaying had abused her. At a young age, except during school hours, they would only be at home.
There is always endless housework to do.
They ate only leftovers and wore old clothes that Lin Wei didn't want.
When she grew up, she fell in love in college, but her boyfriend was snatched away by Lin Wei. She was framed and kicked by Xiao Yu until she bled profusely. Finally, in order to remove obstacles for her daughter, Sun Xiaying repeated her old tricks and threw her into the sea.
Then it was difficult for her to give birth to a child, and she was eventually forced to move away to country m. In country m, she had to take care of the child alone and also take care of her studies. She lived a very difficult life and told her everything.
Long Xu tried to use milder words, for fear of irritating Su Qingqing.
But after she heard what happened to the two sisters, Su Qingqing still covered her face and sobbed, "My poor child..." "Qingluan... everything has passed. Look, Lin Wanwan's life is not quite right now."
OK.
She now has her own home, a pair of lovely twins, a husband who loves her and a successful career.
She is not as miserable as you think. After returning to China, she entered the entertainment industry and made Lin Dafu and Sun Xiaying receive the punishment they deserve.
And Lin Wei... She also ruined Lin Wei's acting career. The ex-boyfriend who hurt her is now in the detention center.
You saw her just now, did you think she was having a bad life?"
Su Qingqing suddenly raised her head.
“Qingluan…” “Isn’t this considered bitter?
She has already experienced nine deaths. Isn't this considered suffering?
She survived because she was lucky and because she was strong and refused to admit defeat. If she had been weaker, she would have deserved to be beaten down by life, right?"
"That's not what I meant..." "Then what do you mean!"
Su Qingqing suddenly laughed self-deprecatingly, "Ha! That's right! Yueyue and Wanwan are not your children, so of course you can act like an outsider.
Long Xu! Think carefully about what I have done to Yutian in the past nineteen years. Because he is your son, I love Wujiwu. Even if he contradicts me, I will treat him as my own child and treat him desperately.
He is good.
But as for you, for so many years... you have clearly known that my two children have been living in dire straits, but you have just stood by and done nothing. You... you are simply a cold-blooded animal!"
"..." Long Xu lowered his head, appearing unusually silent.
Yes! Over the years, he has known everything about what happened to Lin Yue and Lin Wanwan, but he has never thought of helping them.
First of all, he has no feelings for them, and he is indeed indifferent to their experiences.
It's not that he never thought that if one day Qingluan regained his memory, he would hate him for being cold-blooded. He also thought about helping them, but he... was afraid! He was afraid that if he helped the two sisters, he would cause conflict between the two sisters.
Suspect.
Or maybe they are worried that they are not secretive enough and Qingluan will find out.
He was too afraid of losing her. Even if there was only a slight possibility, he didn't want Qingluan to discover the existence of the two sisters.
"Long Xu..." Thinking of what happened to her two daughters, Su Qingqing's eyes went dark. She fell weakly on the sofa, but her eyes were full of anger, "I hate you!"
"Qingluan!"
"I hate you!"
She raised her voice and repeated it again with tears in her eyes, "I hate that you obviously have the ability to help them escape from the sea of suffering, but you don't do anything! I hate you even more for hiding my life experience and not letting me know about their existence!!"
If she knows the truth and knows that she still has two children, even if she has no memory, she will return to her two children.
If she were here.
The two sisters wouldn't have suffered so much! "I'm sorry..." "I'm sorry?"
She murmured these three words absentmindedly, and said with a wry smile, "What's the use of apologizing... My maternal love has been absent for nineteen years, how do you ask me to make up for it, how do I forgive myself!"
Long Xu couldn't help but say, "They won't blame you."
"I know!"
But...just because they don't blame her, she blames herself even more.
Su Qingqing curled up on the sofa, hugged her knees with her hands, lowered her head and cried silently.
Seeing her like this, Long Xu was heartbroken, "Qingluan... I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. If you hate me, you can punish me. If not, you can beat me or scold me. As long as you can relieve your hatred... But I beg you, don't follow me."
I can't get through it myself.
Your body cannot withstand such great joy and sorrow..." "Get out!"
Long Xu was stunned, "Qingluan..." "Get out! I don't want to see you now!"