"..." The lights were turned on on the balcony, and the dim yellow light shrouded the two people in the light, making them look particularly warm. However, the atmosphere between the two people did not seem friendly.
Ji Yehuo sat opposite the little guy and looked at him deeply.
When we were not talking, he thought about a lot of drafts, but when it came time to actually talk to him, he realized that those drafts were of no use at all.
He was in a somewhat complicated mood.
opposite.
The little guy didn't have such good patience. When he saw Ji Yehuo didn't speak for a long time, his little brows furrowed tightly and he urged, "Do you want to talk or not?
Don’t talk about it, I’m leaving!”
"Talk about it!"
Seeing that he was about to get off the sofa, Ji Yehuo quickly stretched out her hand to hold him down. He complained, "How come you don't have any patience at such a young age?"
"snort!"
"..." Ji Yehuo took a deep breath and looked at him solemnly, "First of all, I owe you an apology. Chenchen, I'm really sorry. I didn't fulfill my responsibility as a father before!"
The little guy sneered and said nothing.
"I know, a light apology is nothing compared to the hurt you and your mommy have suffered..." "It's good that you know."
"..." Ji Yehuo rubbed his hair and smiled bitterly, "I still have to say I'm sorry. This is my attitude.
In addition...whether you believe it or not, before yesterday, I really didn't know that you were my son."
"..." The little guy didn't believe it at all.
Although he didn't speak, his expression expressed all his thoughts. Ji Yehuo explained to him helplessly, "Your mother and I knew each other five years ago, but at that time we were just ordinary friends..." "Ordinary friends"
Can you do the thing of giving birth?”
The little guy taunted, "I never went to school, don't lie to me!"
"..." Ji Yehuo choked again, and he coughed lightly in embarrassment, "Anyway...your mommy and I are not what you think."
The little guy asked, "What is that?"
"..." Seeing that he would not give up until he asked why, Ji Yehuo held his forehead with a headache, "Do you have to know?"
"Must know!"
"..." This little thing, although only four years old, is not easy to fool.
Ji Yehuo could only tell the truth, "Back then...I was drunk and did something bad to your mommy. After I woke up, I forgot all about it. Later...your mommy became pregnant."
She never came to see me after leaving you. I had no idea that she had my child. Later...she went abroad. She told me that she went abroad to study, so I didn't think much about it.
We had no contact in the past few years when she went abroad. It was not until your mommy took you to the crew for an interview some time ago that we met again. You know what happened after that."
"..." The little guy listened expressionlessly. After he finished listening, he commented with a sneer, "Have sex after drinking. Do all men like to use this excuse?"
You don't sound like a four-year-old child when you say this.
Ji Yehuo couldn't refute, he nodded repeatedly, "It's my fault!"
"In the final analysis, I still have to make excuses for your scum!"
"..." The little guy sat cross-legged on the sofa and looked at Ji Yehuo seriously, "Even if what you said is true, so what?"
"I..." "Even if you don't know my existence, can you be forgiven?"
The little guy looked at him coldly, "Xiao Yin! Are you thinking too simply? You just said sorry and you want me to forgive you?
There is no such good thing in the world! Yes! I believe you don’t know my existence. If you knew... With your financial resources, you would give some support or something, but... Mommy and I have suffered over the years.
It’s not a lie, and it’s not something you can erase with just a few words of apology!”
As he said this, the little guy's eyes suddenly turned red.
"Do you know what life was like for mommy and I when we were in country M?
Since I can remember, we have been moving constantly. New York is a very developed city with a high level of consumption, but...when my mother and I were there, we had never been to the city center at all. We lived in the most shabby house
slum.
It’s a mess there, with whites, blacks and yellows all mixed in. To use a saying in our country, it’s called a mixed bag of dragons and fishes.”
"...Security there is very poor. Fights and robberies occur almost every day. Mommy and I rent a small room. Mommy is beautiful and has a child. She is a vulnerable group.
, many gangsters there would tease her... She lived a cautious life every day, and she tried not to take me out with her."
"Several times, I saw her hiding and crying secretly."
At this point, a layer of mist formed in the little guy's eyes, and he choked and said, "But at that time we had no way to change the status quo.
Mommy has no money, so she works in a restaurant every day, and also works part-time as a translator for others. We work hard to make a living, but we are not treated equally.
Those white people discriminated against us. They knew that Mommy was a single mother and needed money, so they deliberately lowered the remuneration for her work!"
The little guy clenched his fists, "So, even though Mommy worked hard, she couldn't make much money. I was still young at that time, and Mommy usually worked part-time and didn't worry about me being alone at home, so she even hired an hourly worker to eliminate our daily life.
Expenses, plus the wages of hourly workers, there is no money left at all.”
"..." Neither Sun Qian nor Chen Chen ever mentioned these things to him.
Ji Yehuo's heart almost crumbled when he heard this.
He simply couldn't imagine how Sun Qian managed to bring Chenchen up in that situation.
His eyes were red.
But the little guy continued to say, "At that time, I really hated myself for being weak! I hated myself for not being able to help my mommy, and I also hated my biological father very much.
If he hadn't made Mommy pregnant with me, Mommy could speak several languages, she was smart and beautiful, and she wouldn't have had such a hard time!"
"..." Ji Yehuo finally knew why Chenchen hated the word "father" so much.
Because "father" was a cold title to him, which not only failed to bring him warmth, but also brought endless harm to him and Sun Qian.
"Although Mommy has never said anything bad about her biological father in front of me, I secretly swore that I hate him! Hate him forever! It's best that he never appears in front of Mommy and me, otherwise... I will definitely use
Treat him in the most cruel way and let him experience the suffering that Mommy suffered all those years!"
"..." Ji Yehuo's heart felt cold after hearing this.
He opened his mouth, his voice hoarse, "...I'm sorry!"
"So, now you know why I can't forgive you!"
Chenchen wiped away her tears, rubbed her neck and said, "Just leave, there is no way I can recognize you."