She always thought that such selfless and dedicated people only existed in TV dramas. She never thought that such people really existed in life. She admired them deeply, but she couldn't do it herself.
And... whether she is selfish or her consciousness is too low, she does not want her other half to be so selfless. Her ideal other half should devote more attention to her and her family instead of spending everything
All your energy is spent on strangers.
Xie Yan then told her about his family's situation, "My hometown is in a mountainous area. When I was seven years old, there was an earthquake in my hometown. My parents, grandparents, and my sister were all killed in the earthquake.
It was the people in the village who rescued me. From then on, I mostly lived with my aunt. My aunt wanted to take care of me and refused to have a second child with my uncle.
There was a estrangement between the couple. Later, when I grew up and could take care of myself, I returned to my own home."
“The people in the village take good care of me and often bring me food and drinks. If any family grows a lot of vegetables, they will pick them for me to eat. In addition, the expenses before I go to college are also provided by the villagers one by one.
I cashed it out.
At that time, I thought that when I grow up, I must give back to society."
"you did it."
"yes."
Xie Yan grinned, showing his big white teeth, and his smile was bright, "When I was in college, I saw news reports and knew about this welfare home, and then I became a volunteer. After getting in touch with Sister Zhang and her husband, I felt that I also found
goals in life.
Maybe my behavior seems stupid to you, but I can use the money I earn to help these children, watch them recover, watch them be adopted, and change their lives, I feel that everything is worth it."
"Do you plan to continue living like this in the future?"
"yes!"
Xie Yan said with a smile, "My aunt passed away due to illness two years ago... I couldn't use the land, house and homestead in my hometown, so I gave it to the brigade and asked the brigade to share it equally with the village.
I plan to work and live in Yuncheng from now on... What's that look in your eyes? I don't think life is hard.
Really! Compared to previous years, I can now have enough food and clothing every day. I don’t know where my happiness is.
And I didn’t do anything, I just spent most of my salary and a small part of my time.”
"..." Xin Gan had mixed feelings when he heard this, "I mean, are you planning to dedicate your life to this?"
"To say dedication is too exaggerated.
I quite like the life I have now, it is fulfilling and full of ambition.
And I have a big problem, that is, I don’t like to see others suffer, otherwise I always want to try my best to help.
A person like me is not suitable for finding a girlfriend, let alone getting married, otherwise I will really harm other girls."
"..." Xin Gan's mood became more complicated, "You are telling me these things to keep me away from you, right?"
"Miss Xiao is very smart."
"What if I say I don't mind?"
"Then you don't mind if your boyfriend doesn't have time to spend with you?
You don’t mind that the other person doesn’t spend any of the money he earns on you, you don’t mind that your boyfriend makes appointments with you, and you don’t mind that you leave immediately after receiving any call for help?
Don’t you mind if the other person doesn’t put you first? A stranger you meet anytime and anywhere is more important than you?”
"..." Xingan stopped talking.
Xie Yan chuckled lightly, "Miss Xiao, your expression tells me that you mind."
"..." "To be honest, maybe I am good-looking, or is it because of my personality?
When I first met, there were quite a few girls who had a crush on me, but after understanding my specific situation, without exception, they all backed down.
And... to be honest, I don’t really want to have a girlfriend, it’s too much trouble.”
"..." "Bringing you here is a coincidence.
But it will allow you to get to know me more deeply, so the trip is not in vain.
Miss Xiao, thank you for your good impression of me, but don't waste your time on me, we are not suitable."
...Xingan was very silent on the way back.
Being rejected by Xie Yan was a bit heartbreaking. What was even more heartbreaking was that even if he rejected her, Xie Yan was very considerate and sent her back to the city.
Xingan was a little confused and didn't know where to go, so he simply went to the hospital to see Xiao Rui.
"What's the matter? Why are you wilting?"
"got rejected."
Xiao Rui raised his eyebrows, seemingly a little surprised, "Thank you?"
"if not!"
Xingan glared at him and said, "I don't have the habit of treading two boats."
"..." Xiao Rui was very calm, "You two are not the same people."
The heart sighs.
"Peel an apple for me."
She took an apple as if she was wandering, washed it and sat beside the bed to peel the apple. She looked around the ward, but did not find An Nuan Nuan, so she asked casually, "Where is Nuan Nuan?"
"Going out with her friends."
"friend?"
"Zhao Xinyi, the intern nurse led by Xie Yan."
Xie Yan... mentioning this name made her heart ache a little. She sighed, "Oh! It's hard to fall in love at first sight, but it ends like this."
Forget it, it’s better to understand it earlier so as not to fall deeper into it.
How are you and Nuannuan?"
"..." Xin Gan's mood finally improved, and she chuckled, "It seems that the progress is not going well."
"Which pot should not be opened?"
"It's not that you are too weak."
"She is too difficult to chase."
Xingan nodded in agreement, "Maybe it's because of her family of origin, they are more defensive.
You have only been with her for a short time, but she already has a very good attitude toward you."
Xinggan patted him on the shoulder with a look of sympathy on his face, "You are pitiful too. You have tried all kinds of bad tricks to chase her, but you haven't succeeded yet, haha."
"She has someone in her heart."
"I know."
Xingan laughed loudly, "If there wasn't someone in her heart, how could she withstand such a fierce attack from you?
Oh mom, I’m so curious, how good does that person in her heart have to be to be able to compare with you?"
"Xiao Xinggan!"
"Oh, it's just a joke. Why are you still angry? Come and eat an apple. Don't be angry."
"..." He should have kicked this dead girl out as soon as she came in.
He was broken in love, so he came to prick his heart.
Are you your biological sister?... At the same time.
Zhao Xinyi and An Nuannuan met at a milk tea shop outside the inpatient department.
"Okay, let's talk about it. What is so important that we can't talk about it until we meet?"
"..." Zhao Xinyi held the milk tea, licked her lips, and looked at her with a complicated expression, "Nuan Nuan... I told you, be mentally prepared."
"Say it, I'll listen."
"Actually, I hesitated for a long time, but I still think you have the right to know."
Zhao Xinyi said word for word, "Nuan Nuan, I'm sorry, I worked with Xu Qian to deceive you before."
"..." An Nuannuan tightened her fingers.
Seeing her reaction, Zhao Xinyi felt even more guilty. She whispered, "Xu Qian asked me to hide it from you. I didn't plan to tell you originally, but... after thinking about it, it's not fair to Xu Qian.
Nuannuan, the story about winning the lottery before was false."
"..." An Nuannuan raised her head suddenly.
"That money was given to me by Xu Qian and asked me to use it to help you."