He is such a profound person, and the corner of his mouth never dropped throughout the whole day.
Little Xingxing had to pour cold water on him.
"Chu Li, I did make peace with Chu Mohan, but that doesn't mean I will be with you."
"..." Chu Li's smile did not change.
He raised his eyes and glanced at her.
Did she think she could still run away?
Not to mention that Little Xingxing doesn't dislike him, even if Little Xingxing hates him, he is not afraid.
As long as he works hard, even if he is a stone, he is sure to warm her up.
"dare you laugh!"
"Well, I'm happy."
"..." Little Xingxing suddenly felt powerless.
It feels like a chicken talking to a duck.
"Stop focusing on me. I can't respond to you."
"How will you know if you don't try."
Chu Li looked at her deeply and said seriously, "Xing'er, don't persuade me to give up. This is the first time in my life that I have such a deep obsession with someone. No matter what you say, I can't let go.
"
"..." Xiao Xingxing felt a little uncomfortable when she heard that. She asked him, "You don't care that I am married to Chu Mohan?"
"The one who married him is Su Xing'er!"
"But it was me who consummated his marriage."
"..." Chu Li's smile froze.
The two of them consummated their marriage?
Seemingly sensing his doubts, Little Xingxing said directly, "Lu'er is yours, so you should figure out the day I came, which was the night when Chu Mohan and Su Yirou had their wedding.
Su Xing'er couldn't bear the humiliation and committed suicide by jumping into the lake. The people from the palace jumped into the lake to salvage her, and then I was fished out."
"After I was rescued, Chu Mohan was very angry. He thought Su Xing'er threw herself into the lake to attract his attention on purpose. He thought I was Su Xing'er... In short, the marriage was consummated that day."
Chu Li didn't speak for a long time.
Seeing that he was sullen and silent, Xiaoxing's mood became complicated. She sighed and said, "You men shouldn't be able to accept this kind of thing, right?"
Modern ones may not be acceptable.
Not to mention that this is an ancient time where machismo was extremely serious.
"Does it hurt?"
"ah?"
He asked abruptly, and Little Xingxing didn't react for a long time. She was still staring, but Chu Li had already pushed the wheelchair to her side and gently held her in his arms.
"It hurts a lot."
This hug did not contain any lust or possessiveness, but only pity and comfort. Chu Li's eyes brought some pain in places that Xiaoxing couldn't see, "I encountered this kind of thing when I first came here. Wasn't it very broken at the time?"
despair?"
"..." Little Xingxing finally realized what he was referring to.
As a noble prince in ancient times.
His first reaction was not that she had lost her virginity, but that he felt sorry for her experience. Looking back on the situation at that time, Xiaoxing's anger and collapse were gone, leaving only traces of grievance.
She felt a little uncomfortable, and forgot to push Chu Li away for a moment, resting her chin on his shoulder and whispering, "I was quite broken at the time. I wanted to kill Chu Mohan, but I couldn't beat him."
"What now?"
"Um?"
A cold light suddenly appeared in Chu Li's eyes, "Do you still want to kill him now?"
"If I say I want to..." "I kill someone and you bury the body."
"..." His tone was solemn, not joking at all.
Little Xingxing quickly pushed him away, seriously and seriously dispelling his terrible idea, "Don't mess around, I don't blame him now."
"Can such a thing be forgiven?"
"Of course not.
But thinking about it from Chu Mohan's point of view, he seems to be a victim too, and I have been with him for several months in Prince Jing's Mansion. He is not a bad person, and he has helped me so many times.
After the hatred gradually subsides, I can only admit that I am unlucky because I look exactly the same as Su Xing'er."
Chu Li looked at her with squinted eyes and said nothing for a long time.
Little Xingxing felt a little uncomfortable when he looked at her. She touched her face and asked, "What's wrong? There are flowers on my face?"
"no."
Chu Li thought for a while and then told the truth, "I just think you are different from other women. If it were anyone else, I'm afraid you would be seeking death."
But as a woman, it is impossible not to care about this kind of thing.
However, little Xingxing will never seek death just because she lost her virginity.
She was forced because Chu Mohan made a mistake against her. If she wanted to die because of something like this, wouldn't she be punishing herself with other people's mistakes?
Therefore, when the incident first happened, she only wanted to get revenge on Li and never thought about hurting herself.
Seeing that Chu Li was still waiting for her answer, Xiao Xingxing told the truth, "The women here do value chastity more than life, but I don't.
My life was given by my parents, and I will not give up my life easily for anyone or anything."
"It's right to think this way. Under any circumstances, you must put your own life first. With your life, you have a chance to make a comeback in any situation. If you lose your life, you really have nothing."
"I know."
"..." Chu Li held back for a while, but still couldn't help asking her, "Are all the women in your place as free and easy as you?"
"Of course not entirely."
Little Xingxing said proudly, "Of course my parents taught me well."
"educate?"
"Well...it means discipline."
Chu Li couldn't help but said, "I'm becoming more and more curious about your... parents. I guess parents mean your parents. Your parents should also be very special people."
"of course!"
Little Xingxing looked proud, "Their stories are enough to write several legendary books."
"Tell me when you have time later?"
"Okay."
Little Xingxing didn't know that her vest had been stripped off at Chu Li's place, so she chatted with him happily about interesting things between her parents.
Chu Li listened very attentively.
He didn't want to miss any opportunity to get to know Little Star.
After talking for a while, Little Xingxing realized that she was off topic, and she brought the topic back again. She narrowed her eyes and looked at Chu Li, "Why do I feel like you haven't given up yet?"
"Never give up."
"Why?"
Little Xingxing was surprised, "You don't mind at all?"
"Listen to the truth?"
Little Star nodded.
"I mind! I mind a lot! I mind quite a bit!"
Chu Li pinched the armrests of the wheelchair with both hands and straightened his mouth, "The more I like it, the more I mind it! But compared to the long years to come, these concerns are insignificant."
"You..." Chu Li covered her mouth to prevent her from saying disappointing words, "Just like you won't give up your life for anything, I won't give up on you for anything."
"..." Little Xingxing was shocked.
Does he mean that in his heart, she is as important as life? His love for her is already so deep!... It was not until the sky was filled with glow that Chu Li left Xingchen Mansion.
After leaving Little Xingxing's sight, Chu Li's face suddenly turned cold. His eyes were cold and stern, and he shouted from behind, "Long Night!"
The long night emerges from the darkness.
"Son."
"Isn't there going to be a fire in Chu Mohan's backyard? Go push it and give that bastard Chu Mohan something to do!"