Xingan was so full that she climbed into bed after washing up and fell asleep as soon as her head hit the pillow. Lin Wanwan laughed.
She touched the little girl's chubby face and said, "It would be nice if your brother was as heartless as you."
The little girl slapped her mouth, turned over, and slept soundly with her little butt stuck out.
Lin Wanwan tucked the quilt in for her, turned off the light, and walked out of her room quietly.
Just turned around.
Then he saw Ruirui lying next to the floor-to-ceiling window, looking down.
Seeing Lin Wanwan walking out of the sweetheart's room, the little guy immediately sat up straight as if nothing had happened.
"..."
This behavior is actually no different from hiding one’s ears and stealing the bell.
Lin Wanwan held back her laughter and walked to his side.
She lay by the window and glanced downstairs, then said with a smile, "This is the twenty-sixth floor. It's impossible to see downstairs."
Ruirui's face was tense, "I'm not looking at Xiao Lingye!"
Lin Wanwan raised her eyebrows and her smile deepened, "Huh? Aren't you looking at the snow? It turns out you are looking at Xiao Lingye!"
"..."
Rui Rui's ears turned red. After all, he was a child who was less than four years old. Hearing this, he immediately lost control, "I, I..."
Lin Wanwan sat on the sofa next to the green plants and waved to the little one, "Come to Mommy."
The little guy walked over timidly.
Lin Wanwan grabbed his wrist, pulled him into her arms, and asked him to sit on her lap.
"Mommy..." He struggled to think, "Ruirui is a man, how can he sit on Mommy's lap?"
"Silly boy." Lin Wanwan hugged the little guy, not letting him get away, pinched his nose, and said with a smile, "No matter how much of a man you are, in mommy's eyes and heart, you will always be a child.
.”
The little guy was stunned.
The roots of his ears were slightly red, but he nestled in Lin Wanwan's arms and stopped moving.
In my memory, Mommy has always been very busy.
He also tried hard to grow up quickly and become a man, so every time his mother came near him, he would pretend that he had grown up and push her away.
He forgot how long it had been since his mother hugged him like this.
now.
Leaning in her mother's arms, Ruirui felt awkward and satisfied at the same time.
Mommy smells so good and soft.
It felt much better than when Xiao Lingye hugged him.
He frowned.
Why am I thinking of that person again?
He forced himself to drive Xiao Lingye out of his head.
"Mommy..."
"Rui Rui, let's talk, okay?"
Ruirui lowered his eyes, "Mommy, do you want to persuade me to accept Xiao Lingye again?"
"no."
Lin Wanwan rubbed the little guy's hair. Xingan's hair was soft, but Ruirui's hair was very hard.
She had heard people say before that children with thick hair would be more stubborn, but she still didn't believe it, but now she has learned the lesson.
She thought for a while and guided him with a more acceptable topic, "Ruirui, can you tell mommy why you don't like Xiao Lingye?"
"There's no reason, I just don't like him!"
"But Mommy remembers that you clearly liked him before." Lin Wanwan lowered her head, "Can you tell Mommy why you suddenly don't like him?"
The little guy lowered his head and said nothing.
"If I remember correctly, you started to dislike Xiao Lingye after you learned that he was your father."
"He is not my father!" Ruirui's tone was harsh. He hugged Lin Wanwan and said aggrievedly, "Ruirui only has a mother, but no father."
"..."
Lin Wanwan sighed and raised the little one's chin, "Ruirui, tell mommy, is it because Xiao Lingye has been missing from your life for a few years that you don't like him and don't want to recognize him?"
The little guy pursed his lips tightly, obviously rejecting this topic.
But Lin Wanwan made up her mind today to find out why.
She had to figure out what Rui Rui was thinking.
Otherwise, if he keeps these things in his heart at such a young age, he will only get sick.
Before, Ruirui had not been discharged from the hospital and his condition was unstable. She did not dare to ask for fear of irritating him. But now that his condition is stable, she has no worries.
"Ruirui, tell mommy!"
Lin Wanwan looked into his eyes, "Is mommy the person closest to you?"
The little guy nodded without hesitation, "Yes!"
"Then tell mommy what you think."
The little guy bit his lip and looked up at Lin Wanwan. As he watched, his eyes slowly turned red.
"Mommy..."
Lin Wanwan hugged the little guy tightly, feeling heartbroken.
Ruirui has been well-behaved and sensible since she was a child. In order not to worry her, she would not cry even when she was sick and uncomfortable.
Seeing that his eyes were red, the tip of Lin Wanwan's nose was also a little sore.
"Rui Rui..."
"Mommy! I hate him! I just hate him!"
hatred?
Lin Wanwan's heart skipped a beat.
This word is too heavy.
"Rui Rui, tell mommy why, eh?"
The little guy hugged Lin Wanwan's neck and buried his face in the crook of her neck. Soon, Lin Wanwan felt that her sweater was wet. She felt uncomfortable and hugged Ruirui tightly.
Ruirui collapsed and cried bitterly, "I hate him! Whoever is my biological father is fine, why him!"
"You don't like Xiao Lingye?"
"No...it's just because I like him that I hate him even more!"
Lin Wanwan was stunned for a moment.
What is the logic?
"Rui Rui..."
"I hate my biological father! If it weren't for him, Mommy wouldn't have suffered so much! Mommy worked so hard to take care of me. In order to keep me alive, you were willing to do any dirty work! In country M, I
When I was sick, my mother worked during the day and took care of me at night, and could only sleep two or three hours a day. Where was my biological father at that time?"
"Rui Rui..."
"When I was just diagnosed with leukemia, I had to buy expensive medicine to control the disease. Mommy, you have no money... I know you contacted a black clinic and planned to sell your kidney secretly!" The little guy cried even more and broke down. He asked,
"Where was my biological father at that time?"
Lin Wanwan's nose suddenly sore.
Selling a kidney...
She had indeed had this thought.
That was the darkest period of her life.
There are many black clinics in country m.
At that time, she did contact the clinic and prepared to sell her kidney to save her child.
But Xu Yi discovered it later, and Xu Yi scolded her, and then lent her a large sum of money when she was at her most desperate, so that she had enough money to buy medicine for Ruirui.
but……
These things were all done secretly without Ruirui's knowledge. How could he...know?
"Rui Rui..."
"I heard mommy secretly talking on the phone..."
Lin Wanwan's tears fell heavily.
She had never heard Ruirui mention these things before. This child was less than four years old, how could he have so many things in his heart.
It's because she, as a mother, has neglected her duty.
I didn't realize that there were so many things weighing on my child's heart.
"Ruirui, I'm sorry..."
Ruirui cried until he sobbed and hugged Lin Wanwan tightly.
"Mommy, sometimes I often think that if I die, Mommy won't have to work so hard!"