Chapter 475: High mountains and flowing water, confidantes
Chen Shisan seems to have always been a ruthless person. In Chen Shisan's eyes, Ling Shiqing can't see a trace of emotion. Whether facing himself or Chen Banliang, Chen Shisan is always so...
With her cool look, Ling Shiqing finally understood that for a person who doesn't even know why she is alive, if you talk to her about feelings, this thing may be too heavy for her.
Ling Shiqing didn't know whether Chen Shisan had feelings for Chen Banliang, but Ling Shiqing understood her feelings for Li Longqian, so even though she understood what Chen Shisan said, people who are unsympathetic and unjust would live a happier life.
, but Ling Shiqing understood that she might never have
How to achieve true ruthlessness. As for whether Li Longqian is a ruthless person, Ling Shiqing doesn't know and doesn't know, but Ling Shiqing hopes that Li Longqian can live a free and easy life like Chen Shisan.
, after all, if you are more free and easy, your life may be easier.
Ling Shiqing looked at Chen Shisan opposite her, and she didn't know why she felt pity for this person from the bottom of her heart, because a person who doesn't know why he is alive is indeed worthy of being pitied by others.
Chen Shisan looked at Ling Shiqing and smiled, then whispered: "Miss Ling, do you think I'm pitiful?"
"Well, it's very pitiful." Ling Shiqing nodded slowly.
"Actually, there is nothing pitiable. My life was an accident. If my master hadn't happened to pass by that year, how could I have survived to this day? So I am a damned person, and damned people are very lucky to be alive. As for
Why are you alive, even if you don’t know?
What else can there be? How many people in this world know why they are alive, but have nothing left. I think this kind of people are the saddest." Chen Shisan seems to have always been so generous when looking at problems, and never because of
I feel troubled by these mundane problems.
Ling Shiqing smiled faintly and said softly: "Thirteen, aren't you curious about why I am alive?"
"Not curious." Chen Shisan smiled lightly.
Ling Shiqing shook her head helplessly and said to herself: "My luck is better than yours. I have known who my parents were since I was a child, but my mother died when I was very young.
He was killed by people in the Jianghu."
"Do you also want to take revenge?" Chen Shisan asked with a smile.
"Why do you use the word "ye"?" Ling Shiqing frowned.
"Isn't Mr. Li coming out just because he wants revenge? Mr. Li is actually more bohemian in his temperament. I think he is not suitable for this world. If he is given a chance to choose, he will definitely not appear in this world.
But he still came out, which only means that there are things in his heart that he can't let go of. There are only two things in the world that people can't let go of." Chen Shisan said lightly.
"Which two?" Ling Shiqing asked with a frown.
"Love and hate."
Ling Shiqing smiled and said nothing.
"Since Mr. Li didn't come out because of love, it was because of hate."
"You are generally right. In fact, Li Longqian has hatred in his heart, but he also has love in his heart." Ling Shiqing explained helplessly, and then continued: "It's just that the love in Li Longqian's heart is not in mine."
On the body."
"Aren't you and Mr. Li a couple? How could his love not be with you?" Chen Shisan asked with some confusion.
"The fact that he and I are husband and wife is nothing more than the fact that the red hydrangea happened to fall on his head when I was trying to get married. But it's true that he was able to leave the town not because of me, but because of another woman." Ling Shi was sentimental.
The voice explained something.
"Where is that woman? Why have I never heard Mr. Li mention it?" Chen Shisan asked.
"I don't know where that woman is now." Ling Shiqing slowly shook her head.
Chen Shisan smiled and looked at Ling Shiqing and asked, "Then do you think Mr. Li loves you more, or that person more?"
After hearing this, Ling Shiqing smiled lightly, shook her head slowly and said nothing.
"You don't know, right?" Chen Shisan also smiled.
"Well, I only heard Li Longqian talk about it once, but I don't know whether he loves me more or loves her more." Ling Shiqing nodded and said.
"Then Mr. Li has another woman in his heart. Aren't you jealous, Miss Ling?" Chen Shisan quickly asked.
"Jealous?" Ling Shiqing was stunned for a moment and said with a smile: "This kind of thing is nothing more than the fact that I came a few days later than that person. It can't be said to be jealous. Moreover, I am now married to Li Longqian, and I am already very worried about it.
Once I’m satisfied, I can’t think about other things, and I can’t control them even if I think about them, so it’s better not to think about them.”
"Miss Ling is quite open-minded about this matter." Chen Shisan smiled.
"There are some things, not that I want to look away, but what if I don't look away? What can I do about some things even if I don't look away? In the end, it's just a pointless moan. I feel like that
It would be better not to think about it at all."
Chen Shisan smiled helplessly after hearing this, not understanding what Ling Shiqing was thinking right now.
"What are you going to do, Thirteen, after you go back?" Ling Shiqing seemed unwilling to talk more about this issue, so she simply changed the topic.
"After you go back?"
Chen Shisan was stunned for a moment, then looked at Ling Shiqing and said: "Actually, I have never thought about what I will do after I go back. It is just to practice martial arts every day and kill the boring time. If there is anything you need, master
I will do it, I will do it, and when it is done, I will come back and continue practicing martial arts, and then wait for the young master to return."
"So boring?" Ling Shiqing shouted with her little mouth raised.
"Isn't life like this? People like me seem to have arranged everything since they were born. There is nothing else to do except practicing martial arts. It's not like you can go out and see things that you can't see at home.
." Chen Shisan said calmly.
"That's just because you don't want to see it. If you want to see it, you can come out."
"What's good about coming out is just some fighting and killing." Chen Shisan shook his head.
"You are a martial artist who must fight and kill. Otherwise, what is the purpose of practicing martial arts?" Ling Shiqing asked with some confusion.
Chen Shisan raised his head and glanced at Ling Shiqing, and said with a smile: "Who said that the world is just about fighting and killing?"
"I think the rivers and lakes are endless fights and killings. Otherwise, how could there be so many people dying in the rivers and lakes?" Ling Shiqing blinked her big watery eyes.
"The fact that so many people died in the rivers and lakes is not because there are endless fights and killings in the rivers and lakes, but because there are endless love and hatred in the rivers and lakes. I think a love-hate rivers and lakes is
A real river and lake, if all that is left in a river and lake is fighting and massacre, then it is not a river and lake, but a war." Chen Shisan explained with a smile.
"The love, hate, and hatred in the world." Ling Shiqing muttered in a low voice. Naturally, she couldn't understand how much love, hate, and hatred there were in the world now, because Ling Shiqing's thoughts were all on Li Li.
In Long Qian's body, Li Longqian is Ling Shiqing's love and hatred, and Li Longqian is the world that Ling Shiqing wanted to visit since she was a child.
The original Ling Shiqing thought that the world was so big that she might not be able to finish it in her lifetime.
But after Ling Shiqing left the City Lord's Mansion, she realized that this world was very small, and the only one who was small was Li Longqian.
I thought I would leave home and join the world, but I never thought that when I met that person, the world would be over.
Others' world is very big, but Ling Shiqing's world is very small.
Other people's world is like the endless mountains, flowing water, and confidante, but there is only one Li Longqian in Ling's poetic world.
Ling Shiqing felt that having him alone was enough.
…
Outside the carriage, Li Longqian was leaning on the horse board, squinting at the blue sky and white clouds above his head, with a relaxed and comfortable expression on his face.
Chen Banliang turned to look at Li Longqian and asked with a smile: "Brother Li, what is your world?"
When Li Longqian heard this, he slowly moved his head, glanced at Chen Banliang, and whispered: "I don't know what my world is, why do you suddenly ask me this question?"
Chen Banliang stretched out his hand and scratched his head, and said with a smile: "I'm just curious if Brother Li doesn't have a world in his heart, so does that mean there is no world either."
"Where there are people, there are rivers and lakes. If you insist on talking about rivers and lakes, then I think rivers and lakes are nothing more than people and people, things and things, connected by the so-called human relations and sophistication. To put it bluntly, people are rivers and lakes, and rivers and lakes are people. If
If a person disappears from the world, he is still a human being, but if there is no person from the world, then the world is no longer a world."
After Chen Banliang heard this, he was silent for a moment, stretched out his hand and scratched his head, his face full of confusion.
"Don't you understand?" Li Longqian tilted his head and looked at Chen Banliang and asked.
"I don't understand, I still don't understand what this world of rivers and lakes is. Everyone says that rivers and lakes are big, but I can't see how big they are. Everyone says that rivers and lakes are sinister, but I feel that compared to the sinisterness of rivers and lakes, people's hearts are sinister.
The most terrifying thing." Chen Banliang replied in a low voice.
"Because people are the rivers and lakes, and the rivers and lakes are people. The dangers of the rivers and lakes are actually caused by the evil people's hearts. If the people's hearts are not sinister, how could the rivers and lakes be dangerous?" Li Long said with a slight smile.
"Then if it's what you want, Brother Li, the human heart is the world, then why are there so many people going out to travel around the world? Wouldn't it be better to just stay at home?" Chen Banliang turned to look at Li Longqian with a very serious expression.
"..." Li Longqian smiled helplessly when he heard this and said in a low voice: "If there is peace at home, who would want to travel to the end of the world with a sword and a green shirt?"
Chen Banliang turned to look at Li Longqian. It seemed that Li Longqian could always say something he couldn't understand. If he meant peace, his home should be pretty quiet, but Chen Banliang still chose to leave the house and come out to see this.
Jianghu, but after coming out, Chen Banliang discovered that this
This world seems to be very different from the one he imagined. This world is not as chivalrous and tender as he imagined, nor is it as affectionate and righteous as he imagined. On the contrary, the world Chen Banliang has seen these days
Everyone and everything seems to be very different from the world in the books.
When Li Longqian saw that Chen Banliang was silent, he smiled helplessly and whispered: "What you see now is only a part of this world, and it is only a part of the human heart. When you see more in the future, you will see more
If you do more, you may understand what I said today."
"Brother Li, what you are saying is just to say that the human heart is the rivers and lakes, the rivers and lakes are the human hearts, the dangers of the rivers and lakes are nothing more than the sinister human hearts, and the dangers of the rivers and lakes are the sinister hearts of the people." Chen Banliang paused for a moment, and then said slowly: "Actually, Brother Li
I understand what you said, but I feel that there can’t be only the danger of people’s hearts in the world. There must be something else. It’s just that I can’t see it, and neither can you.
I have just seen it. If people's hearts are blinded by hatred, then there will only be hatred in their hearts. If people's hearts are kind, then what they see is kindness. So how you view this world depends entirely on your mentality.
What the world looks like actually depends on your mentality. If Brother Li gets revenge one day, the world you see will not be what it is now."
Li Longqian listened to Chen Banliang's words. He didn't know why, but he was a little surprised. Maybe in Li Longqian's eyes, these words were not something that a person like Chen Banliang could say, but Chen Banliang really did
He said it, and there were simple truths inside and outside the words. These truths, if you taste them carefully, they are indeed what they are. Li Longqian looked at Chen Banliang and smiled, without saying anything. This time, Li Longqian looked at Chen Banliang and smiled.
Long Qian didn't even refute.
Chen Banliang saw Li Long smile slightly, and he also grinned.
The two looked at each other and smiled, the sun was just right.
After a while, Li Longqian got up and walked into the carriage, perhaps because he was tired of staying outside. Ling Shiqing, who was chatting with Chen Shisan in great interest, saw Li Longqian come in, and her pretty face immediately became cold and wrinkled.
Dai Mei looked at Li Longqian without saying anything.
Chen Shisan smiled helplessly after seeing Ling Shiqing's appearance. Just now, Ling Shiqing could still be generous and not care about who the person in Li Longqian's heart was, but now Ling Shiqing was because of Li Longqian's wrong words.
Sometimes you really can't understand the thoughts of these girls. At least Chen Shisan, as a girl, can't understand these things.
"Are you still angry?"
After Li Longqian entered the carriage and saw Ling Shiqing's reaction, he smiled helplessly and slowly sat next to Ling Shiqing.
Ling Shiqing saw Li Longqian sitting next to her and moving slightly, as if she wanted to keep a certain distance from Li Longqian. She frowned and still refused to talk to you.
"It won't look good if you keep doing this."
Li Long said with a smile.
"What does it have to do with you whether you look good or not? You don't have to keep talking here. The person I'm most annoyed with right now is you." Ling Shiqing puffed her mouth and shouted angrily.
Li Longqian smiled awkwardly, then actually stopped talking and slowly closed his eyes.
Ling Shiqing turned her head and looked at Li Longqian, who had her eyes closed tightly. She was furious, stretched out her hand to push Li Longqian, and shouted loudly: "Are you a fool? You can't see me when I'm angry?"
"Didn't you say that you're annoying me the most right now? I just wanted to stop talking." Li Longqian explained helplessly.
Ling Shiqing looked at Li Longqian and shook her head gently. She really didn't know how to communicate with Li Longqian.
"Actually, it's not that I don't want to take you away. You also know what I'm going to do. I want to kill a high-ranking official of the court. If you follow me, think about it if someone recognizes you and ends up...
It will implicate your father, a parent official of Daliang, and a prince of the previous dynasty. If the court knew about my relationship with you, do you think they would let your father go?" Li Longqian frowned and looked at Ling Shiqing and said.
Ling Shiqing frowned slightly. She had indeed never thought about such a problem. Li Longqian's identity and her father's identity were indeed very sensitive, and the two sides were originally in opposing camps. Even though Li Longqian had no idea in his heart
The meaning of restoration of the country, but
It is a crime for Li Longqian to live, not to mention that he wants to kill people in the court, which is adding crime to crime. Ling Shiqing is not afraid of these things, but she has to consider her father, so Ling Shiqing stared at him.
He looked at Li Longqian with wide eyes and said nothing.
Chen Shisan looked at the two people who were silent for a long time and said slowly: "Miss Ling, Mr. Li is actually right. If you keep following him like this, no matter what you do, someone will eventually discover you two.
Due to the relationship between the two, you will be able to find your father through casual investigation, and both your father and Li Longqian will be controlled by the court, so I think it is better not to follow him."
"Oh, Shi San, are you with him or with me?" After hearing this, Ling Shiqing looked at Chen Shi San helplessly and shouted.
"Thirteen is just saying something fair. Mr. Li's own protection is not complete now, let alone taking you with him. Wouldn't it be more dangerous? So I think you should listen to Mr. Li and learn martial arts with my young master at Shentian Peak.
, it won’t be too late to come back to you after Mr. Li has taken revenge.” Chen Shisan continued to help Li Longqian out of the siege.
After hearing this, Ling Shiqing turned to look at Li Longqian, frowned and said, "If one day he really takes revenge, he might go somewhere else. How could he come back to find me?"
"I will definitely come back to find you." Li Longqian said helplessly.
"Really?" Ling Shiqing turned around and looked at Li Longqian.
"Really, I promised you that I will definitely come back to you." Li Longqian nodded.
Ling Shiqing looked at Li Longqian and said nothing. After being silent for a long time, she frowned and said, "If you take revenge, I will no longer be in the Shentian Sect. How will you find me?"
Li Long smiled lightly, reached out and touched the three thousand black hairs on Ling Shiqing's head, and whispered: "If one day you leave Shentian Sect and I haven't come to find you, you will be waiting in Le'an City.
Me, waiting for me to go back."
"Le'an City." Ling Shiqing smiled happily after hearing the name, nodded and said, "Okay, I'll be waiting for you in Le'an City then."
Li Longqian looked at Ling Shiqing and smiled, but did not continue talking.