Chewing the sweet-scented osmanthus cake carefully and slowly drinking the lotus heart soup cooked by Nangong Yun himself, Qin Feng smiled softly, looked at Nangong Yun jokingly and said: "What? Could it be that you want to ask me if I like Shuiyue Dynasty?"
Your Highness the Princess?"
Nangong Yun was stunned for a moment, and a blush appeared on her pretty face. She seemed to feel that she should not care about this issue. After all, she was Nangong Yun, not Lin Xue who was engaged to Qin Feng.
"Just think that I'm asking for Sister Lin Xue." Nangong Yun handed Qin Feng another piece of osmanthus cake, which was an excellent way to hide some of the true emotions in her heart.
"Well... although I met her by chance." Qin Feng took the osmanthus cake, took two bites, took another sip of porridge, and said casually: "The osmanthus cake is delicious, but the porridge is also delicious, then
Although the little girl acts like a tomboy all day long, she is still somewhat lovable after all, so you should understand..."
Qin Feng's words are indeed easy to understand. It is probably a man's idea. Of course he is eating from the bowl, but also looking at what is in the pot. After eating the fragrant white rice, he also wants to eat some small desserts. After eating the small
For snacks, if you add some fruit or something to moisturize your mouth, of course it would also be very good.
This is undoubtedly a very random thought, and it may also be a very real thought. When Qin Feng said this, he even had the sentimental tone of some libertines in the royal city.
But Nangong Yun heard some unexpressed meanings deep in Qin Feng's heart, because she is Nangong Yun. If there is anyone in the world who knows the feelings of Qin Feng's emotional world best, then in this world, besides Lin Xue,
There is only Nangong Yun.
"Yes, the sweet-scented osmanthus cake is delicious, and the porridge is also delicious, but since there are delicious and lovable fruits delivered to your door, why do you turn them away?" Nangong Yun asked seriously.
"Of course it's for practice, and practice requires abstinence... Um, no, it's fasting." Qin Feng said simply.
Of course Nangong Yun knew that the so-called desire or food actually refers to women and emotions. But she obviously does not believe Qin Feng's statement, nor does she believe that this is part of spiritual practice.
Qin Feng is cultivating his body, but he is also cultivating his mind, which is the forbearance and calmness of the hidden dragon. But how can a person who is always worried about being destroyed and his calm state of mind be able to cultivate true peace? If his practice is true
If you need abstinence from sex, why not find a secret room to lock yourself up and practice?
Being in chaos without being frightened, being in the world of mortals without being confused by the world of mortals, only then can one truly be at peace. Nangong Yun did not believe that Qin Feng would not understand such a simple truth.
Therefore, Nangong Yun was convinced that the reason why Qin Feng did not see Shui Qianyue was not for cultivation, but for some deeper reason.
After a while, Nangong Yun saw a touch of calm hidden in the deepest part of Qin Feng's eyes in Qin Feng's seemingly casual expression. That calm was no longer the usual spring lake, but a layer of solid ice...
So, Nangong Yun couldn't help but think about the past days, thinking about the kiss that seemed to exist but seemed not to exist after the two hugged each other in the bamboo forest. Thinking about the past six months that he and Qin Feng seemed to be close, but they were always separated.
After a long-term relationship, thinking about the decision that Qin Feng avoided when water came thousands of miles away, I finally gradually understood Qin Feng's true thoughts deep in his heart.
"Actually, are you worried that you will forget her?" Nangong Yun said leisurely.
Nangong Yun did not say who that 'she' was, but Qin Feng obviously knew very well who that 'she' was. That she, of course, was Lin Xue, and could only be Lin Xue. So Qin Feng suddenly looked casual and wanton.
The smile faded away and turned into the most real calm, like the calm when the lake is frozen after a severe winter.
Afraid of forgetting her? Yes. Time is ruthless. As time goes by, people will always forget some things. This is related to people's memory ability, but warriors have very good memory abilities. Qin Feng, who was once a saint, has a better memory.
Well, even many past events of thousands of years can be recorded.
But some things cannot be retained by memory, such as feelings, the feeling of rapid heartbeat, the feeling of love, the feeling after getting used to someone being around... That kind of feeling is extremely mysterious and may be fleeting.
Soon it will be forgotten forever and never be found again...
Lin Xue has been away for more than half a year. Although Qin Feng has been living peacefully in the past six months, he has to admit the fact that his body and even his consciousness are adapting to the new environment subtly. A person without
Lin Xue's environment, a life without Lin Xue.
He was worried that he would get used to this kind of life and forget his previous life and what it was like when Lin Xue was here...
Therefore, in addition to practicing, he lived as usual every day, chatting with Nangong Yun as usual. He even felt that while chatting with Nangong Yun, Lin Xue was watching and listening quietly.
Just like when the three of them chatted together...
When you eat the food in the bowl, you still have to look at the food in the pot. After eating the white rice, you still want to eat some snacks, or it would be good to eat some fruit... As long as you can afford it, as long as your stomach can hold it.
If there are enough abilities, enough conditions, and there are more than one beautiful and charming women around him, more or less, a man will always have other thoughts. If a man insists on saying that he only loves one, he will never
I will be a little more interested in other women.
Then such words are undoubtedly the biggest lie in the world. Or, the man who said this is not a man at all...
Nangong Yun has never believed that any man can be absolutely single-minded and only want one woman in his heart. Of course, this is not because Nangong Yun does not believe in love, nor does it mean that she thinks men are bad, but as an alchemist, as a pharmacist
She knows very well that men and women are different, with different body structures and different thoughts.
To give the simplest and most understandable example, a woman only has the chance to get pregnant within certain days of each month, and after becoming pregnant, she has to go through ten months of hard work before she can have a child. But this is not the case for men.
If men are willing, they can impregnate many women on the same day and have many children in the same year.
Assuming that civilization and emotion are not considered, and the problem is viewed from a primitive perspective, from the perspective of racial reproduction and instinct, men have many seeds in their bodies, and can produce a large number of seeds every day, and have more offspring.
Opportunities. So in terms of nature, it is one of the most fundamental instincts of men to find more partners, so as to sow more seeds and reproduce offspring. This instinct has been deep-rooted from the moment the human race was born.
It is deeply engraved in the body of men, or male individuals.
Therefore, Nangong Yun believes that the so-called flirtatiousness or passion is a man's nature, an almost irrepressible instinct. Relatively speaking, men have stronger desires in certain aspects of the body, and they also like to be close to people of the same surname.
But the greatness of love lies in its single-mindedness and selfishness. Because love is selfish, it cannot accommodate a third person. For the sake of love, there will always be men who are devoted to love and obsessed with love, who forcibly suppress certain desires of their own, and even deliberately
Control your words and deeds, and deliberately alienate other women except your lover.
"The human heart is only as big as a palm, and it cannot hold too many people. And she is not here now. You are worried that someone will take her place inadvertently, so you freeze your heart and try not to let it go.
No woman can take a step closer." Nangong Yun looked at Qin Feng and said.
This is undoubtedly the reason why Qin Feng deliberately did not see Shui Qianyue. If Lin Xue was by Qin Feng's side at this time, with the relationship between Qin Feng and Lin Xue, he would naturally not need to worry about unnecessary things. But Lin Xue was not here at this time.
, so he has to be more cautious and more strict with himself and his actions. He doesn't even want to get close to other women, and he doesn't want to have any extraneous problems in his emotional world.
"To be honest, even if Lin Xue is not here, I don't think anyone can stop her existence." Qin Feng laughed at himself and said: "But who can say for sure about feelings? What you said is actually good, I do
I want to put a layer of ice in my heart, but since I want to freeze, naturally I will not allow anyone to throw a stone into the frozen lake."
Nangong Yun nodded slightly. She understood what Qin Feng meant. As Qin Feng said before, he and Shui Qianyue just met by chance. The possibility that Shui Qianyue could enter his heart was not high. But after all, Shui Qianyue would
It's still somewhat endearing. After all, it's a stone that has the potential to break the ice. Even though that possibility is slim, no matter how slim the possibility is, it's still a possibility.
But Qin Feng did not allow this possibility to exist at all, and did not allow anyone to break the ice in his heart and occupy the slightest bit of that person's position in his heart...
Thinking about this in silence, Nangong Yun couldn't help but feel envious of the girl who left Wolong Mountain. She envied Lin Xue for having such a love even though she was thousands of miles away. But besides being envious, she couldn't help but feel that she was in love with Lin Xue.
A little bit of disappointment arose...
Because she knew very well that if this was the reason why Qin Feng had not seen Shui Qianyue, then how could it not be the reason why Qin Feng had kept a distance from her during this period?
Love is selfish. For that selfishness, Qin Feng has to freeze his heart and shut out all girls. But at the same time, people are also selfish, and Nangong Yun is also selfish. Between envy and loss
, she didn’t know why she thought of the fake marriage letter that she had kept for a long time.
I thought about the words I said when Qin Feng fell asleep. I thought about how Qin Feng had murmured Lin Xue’s name thousands of times and read her name once when he was falling asleep in the bamboo forest. I thought about Qin Feng’s words in the bamboo forest.
When they woke up, the kiss between the two seemed to exist but also seemed not to exist...
During the long period of silence and remembrance of the past, Nangong Yun, who had always been very disciplined and reserved, suddenly became extremely bold. She stood up very abruptly and attacked like a sneak attack.
The kiss that really existed became reality.
Her marriage certificate is a fake, a child's play that was not real once upon a time. Compared with Lin Xue's name, which has only appeared once with her once, it is not worth mentioning and is humble. But even if
Only once did she really exist. Although her existence may be small, it cannot be ignored!
She was so small that she just wanted a little bit of love. She was not greedy, and she didn't want to compare with Lin Xue. She just wanted to ask for her share of the kiss that should have existed, so she kissed Qin Feng.