Oda had always believed that running away was a cowardly act, but this time, she unconsciously became the kind of person she hated the most.
Hearing Nishino's serious confession, Oda was actually confused and thought Nishino was joking, but the serious look in her eyes made Oda believe it.
"I...I'll go back and clean up first..." So, Oda shook off the hands on her shoulders, and after spouting an explanation in a panicked voice that no one believed, she left Nishino without looking back.
At home, the slamming of the door was particularly loud.
As soon as Oda entered the house, he closed the door. He seemed to have thought of something and turned back to lock it from the inside. Then he threw himself on the sofa and buried his head deeply in the cushions on the sofa. His invisible face was already filled with tears.
All red.
Na Jiang, she likes me?
The kind of love that is not just a friend but a lover?
Before this, Oda had never thought about anything related. Growing up, she had rarely had close relationships with boys. She had only learned about love in books or some comics. As for
Whether he wants to fall in love or not, frankly speaking, Oda has never felt any excitement.
However, in her impression, shouldn't girls fall in love with boys and start a family? This is normal, and this is the emotion that most people in the world should experience.
Na-chan, when did she develop such feelings for me? Oda is puzzled. Going to and from get off work together, hanging out together from time to time, and encouraging each other in difficult times are not the most common things that normal friends do. It's just a matter of course. Although Oda herself had almost never made friends with whom she could do these things together before, she still learned about related consultations through communication with others.
Just like Nishino just now, Oda also went through everything that happened between the two in his mind like a rewind: they first met in the music room, went shopping together and rented an apartment together, and then went to and from get off work together. He felt uncomfortable in Nishino He encouraged her and helped her celebrate her birthday... At this time, Oda suddenly discovered that it seemed that he had been unilaterally giving Nishino tenderness, or the tenderness Oda thought he had.
"Before Na-chan confessed her love just now, she seemed to have asked me a question..." Oda calmed down a little, turned over on the sofa and changed his position to recall, "'Have I already
Did I catch up with you Xiaoshi?', that seems to be the question."
In this way, Na-chan seems to have always regarded me as her target. Na-chan also told me before that becoming an idol is just to improve yourself and make two better friends. So now, actually
Her goal has almost been achieved.
So, has she shifted her goals to me?
In other words, is it my unilateral compulsory tenderness that makes her feel dependent, and she mistakenly thinks that this feeling of dependence is the emotion of love, so when I recognize her ability, she directly asks me
Confessed?
Oda is not a dull person. She could also feel Nishino's slight dependence on her from the previous interactions between the two. However, she always thought that this was just because she was one of Nishino's best friends. This dependence
It symbolizes her trust in herself - but now it seems that this dependence seems to be somewhat wrong.
Now thinking back to Nishino's wish she made that day, Oda felt a little flustered.
"Being able to be with Xiaoichi forever" It's possible that Nishino has had such feelings for him since that time, no, even earlier, but he always thought that this was just a feeling between friends and didn't realize it.
That’s all.
Did I ever have any affection for Na-chan? Oda began to ask himself inwardly.
Indeed, when getting along with Nishino, her soft character made Oda want to protect her, and the little girl's naughtyness she showed from time to time did make Oda's heart flutter. However, this is really considered love.
Emotion? Although it may be a bit callous, at least in Oda's eyes, this is not true love.
Although she has never experienced it or thought about it carefully, when reading literary works, as a girl, Oda always had longing for love. Some of these longings may be like destined love at first sight, full of romanticism; some
It may be very plain, the two of them lived a quiet life of "picking chrysanthemums under the eastern fence and leisurely seeing the southern mountains"... But Oda can be sure that this kind of one-sided love is not what he wants, and the other party
Still a girl.
Will he like girls? Nishino's confession made Oda dare not answer this question accurately, but at least, he did not feel normal in the face of this strange emotion.
So, how should I respond to her.
Oda, who is usually very decisive when making decisions, was a little panicked at this time. The 15 years of education and his own brain were telling him to refuse, but he was worried that this refusal would lead to two people.
The relationship between people is like strangers.
I took out my cell phone from my pocket and wanted to find someone to talk to, but I found that my circle of friends was extremely narrow. Almost all the friends I could talk to knew Nishino. I flipped through a few pages before I found a suitable person.
"Hey, Oda-sama, what do you do for me?" The familiar voice that wanted to be beaten came from the mobile phone.
However, Oda didn't care about the title of "Oda-sama" and went straight to the topic: "Wuguang, I have a question for you."
Wu Geng, who was on the other end of the phone, was already prepared to be complained about, but before he got the expected reply, he heard Oda's somewhat hasty tone, and instantly restrained his frivolous tone and asked seriously: "What's wrong?"
"It's just... I have a friend who just confessed his love to me. I don't know what to do." As a result, the question from the other end of the phone surprised Wu Da. "Is this the I Have a Friend series?" Wu Da updated.
I complained a bit in my mind, but still asked about the specific situation seriously.
"It's just... my friend is a girl, and a female friend with whom I have a good relationship confessed his love to me some time ago. But I think... it's wrong. My friend feels that he shouldn't accept it, but he is afraid that if he refuses, the relationship will deteriorate.
So now I don’t know what to do.”
Hey, were you confessed to by a female friend? I searched Oda's friend list in my mind. It should be impossible for her classmates in elementary and junior high school, so it should be the members of Nogizaka. She has a better relationship with Xiaoichi, that is, only those
How many members are there? Let’s exclude the older sisters like Shiraishi first, and those who are too young like Ko Asuka. Then it’s either Nishino or Hika? Wu Geng probably had an estimate in his mind, and then he thought about it.
How to answer this question.
"Because my friend thinks it's weird to fall in love with a girl...and she thinks the other person doesn't necessarily really like her, maybe she just has the wrong intention..." Oda was still explaining stutteringly on the other end of the phone.
The reason seems to have been entangled for a while.
"Xiaoichi...don't you like each other?"
"You can't say that you don't like it... No, it's not that my friend doesn't like it, but he thinks there's something wrong with this relationship." Oda defended in a panic.
"If this is the case, then refuse..." Wu Geng gave his own opinion.
"But won't it be awkward for the two of us to get along with each other like this..." Oda's weak voice came over, and Wu Geng and Oda had been together for so long and they had never seen such a weak Oda.
"If the relationship between two people is really good, it's okay to explain it clearly. But the most important thing is not to hang on to others. If you don't give an exact reply, it will make the relationship between the two people awkward."
"Why are you so skilled!" After getting a fairly reliable answer, Oda's mood relaxed a little and he complained about Wu Geng.
"I was also confessed by many boys and girls in school." Wu Geng's tone became proud. Although Wu Geng likes to skip class and go to the library to read like Oda, but unlike Oda, Wu Geng is
She has a cheerful personality and gets along very well with her classmates in the class. Coupled with her somewhat boyish personality, it is naturally easy for other boys and girls to express her feelings for her.
"By the way, actually it's okay for girls to fall in love with girls." Wu Geng seemed to suddenly think of something, "Falling in love has nothing to do with gender. If you think you like it, just say yes, if you don't like it, just say no. It's that simple.