Oda considers himself a very timid person, afraid of communication and contact, and afraid that the relationships with people around him will change beyond his control because of him.
So when Nishino asked the series of questions, she just used various ambiguous words to divert Nishino's attention in a roundabout way. But Nishino had no intention of letting Oda go, as if he was following Jotaro closely.
It’s the same as Killer Queen’s second bomb that Duola can’t drop.
Of course, Oda still believes that Nishino is his best friend until now, but Oda hates Nishino's behavior; it is obvious that he clearly rejected it last time, and it is obvious that Oda has not asked clearly what he is thinking in his heart.
, Nishino took a series of actions to make the relationship between the two take a step forward.
Obviously he has been very careful to maintain this friendship that is easily broken, but Nishino wants to break this line abruptly, which makes Oda feel that all his efforts have been in vain.
A relationship should be based on mutual respect, but Oda didn't feel Nishino's respect for him.
Of course, Oda still likes Nishino and is willing to continue to be close friends with Nishino... However, if we don't explain the current situation quickly and clearly, the situation will only get worse and worse.
So, Oda made up his mind, stretched out his hands to stop Nishino's body from leaning forward, and at the same time pulled out from under Nishino and sat on another small sofa next to him.
"Koichi..." Nishino was frightened by Oda's sudden resistance. He still maintained the same posture as before, but raised his head and looked at Oda blankly.
"Na-chan, what do you think of me?" Oda stared at Nishino's eyes seriously.
"I..." Nishino originally wanted to be as vague as Oda before, but looking at Oda's eyes, Nishino decided to speak out what was in his heart, "I like you, Xiaoichi, no, it should be love.
.”
"After that day, I went back and thought carefully about what my feelings for you, Xiaoichi, were." Nishino straightened up from the sofa and straightened his posture, "You said before, Xiaoichi, that my feelings may be
It comes from a sense of dependence or other emotions that I would misunderstand, but after thinking about it, I still feel that this emotion is not the so-called dependence, but that I really like you, the kind of love that a lover would have."
"Why don't I like Akimoto Manatsu?" I don't know since when, Nishino's tears have been shed, but she didn't wipe them with her hands, but clenched her hands tightly in front of her, "Are you
Do you think it’s because of her sudden air landing? Actually, this is only a small part of the reason. What makes me feel most uncomfortable is that she and you, Xiaoshi, stay together every day.”
"She will bring you a lunch every day, and you should go out to play often on your days off. Every week, you are told to have extra training, but that day I saw the two of you sticking together and I didn't know what you were doing."
"She, Akimoto Manatsu, is a god of good fortune, so she can stand side by side with you in the second row, laughing and joking every day, and working on various teams together. But I can only stand behind you and watch you silently.
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"Obviously I can dance better than her and sing better than her, so why is it that she is not the one standing next to you, Xiaoshi!"
"I am your best friend, Xiaoshi, and I should be the one standing by your side! Why did that woman secretly steal everything from me without doing anything!"
"So, I hate her, and also, I like you."
After saying these explosive remarks, Nishino seemed to have lost all her strength, but she still held on to herself and waited for Oda to give her a reply.
"Na-chan, I like you." After hearing the words from Oda's mouth, Nishino's eyes lit up, but the second half of the sentence brought her heart back to the abyss, "But that's just
The likes of friends can only be the likes between friends."
"I am not your whole world, Na-chan. You have your own life." Oda said this in a very low and serious tone, "You have your own circle of friends, you have your own
Hobby, you shouldn’t put all your happiness, anger, sorrow, and joy on me.”
"After that day, I went back and thought carefully about whether I like boys or girls." At this point, Oda paused for a moment. In fact, she has not found the answer to this question yet, but under the current circumstances, she can only
I told a little lie first, "Sure enough, I like boys just like normal girls. So I cannot accept your feelings for you Na-chan. But if you are willing, we are still
My good friend, I will not change my attitude towards you because of this incident."
"As for our relationship with Akimoto, we are really just friends. If Na-chan, you need me to teach you some knowledge about singing and dancing in my spare time, I am also very willing."
"So, Na-chan, there is no need to vent your anger on Qiu Yuan. It's all my fault for not noticing your emotions in time."
"That's my answer."
After finishing speaking, Oda had no intention of staying in this room anymore. So she put the handle aside and walked out of the room.
Different from before, this time she walked very slowly, as if she was waiting for someone to stop her.
But this didn't happen. With the sound of the door closing, there was only a girl holding her knees and crying in the room.
In the TV screen, the two characters were still standing next to the dragon's corpse. Because the two of them had not operated for too long, a prompt "Press F to peel off materials" appeared at the bottom of the screen.
However, Nishino has no mind to take care of these things now. Oda's words just now are repeated back and forth in his mind, like a heavy millstone. Although it is slow, it is powerful enough to crush everything into slag.
On the other side, Oda, who had just closed the door to Nishino's house, slid down and sat down against the door as soon as he entered his house. His feet seemed to have lost their original function and were a little weak.
These words are not some angry words spoken by a hot-blooded person, but what Oda has been holding in his heart for a while and wants to say to Nishino. Perhaps the blunt language will cause great harm to Nishino, but Oda
I don’t regret saying this at this time.
"Maybe Na-chan won't pay attention to me in the future." Oda held his head in his hands and smiled wryly, somewhat self-deprecatingly.
That night, Oda City went to bed very early, but fell asleep very late.