Selection is always a cruel thing. There are only so many seats. Someone entering means someone quitting. Everyone knows this.
But when this happened to him, Xiao Feiniao still cried in embarrassment.
In fact, she knows that she does not have strong abilities like Oda, Shiraishi, and Hashimoto; she herself cannot give an answer to the question of whether she can be a good idol; as for her confidence in entering the selection, she is even more afraid.
Yes. Perhaps, from the moment the selection was announced, Xiao Feiniao felt that she would not be able to enter the selection. However, she still retained a little bit of luck in her heart, which still allowed her to muster up the courage to stand up and open the black hole-like door.
door.
However, the blank card with her name on it was undoubtedly announcing her failure.
In fact, Xiao Feiniao never understood what was going on in her heart. She was obviously prepared for failure, but when the news of failure really came, tears could not stop flowing down her face.
But this time it was different. The person who would tenderly hold him in his arms every time he failed in the selection was not by his side.
Is the person who accompanied him through the two single selections in the room next door, happily celebrating his selection? Or is he sitting quietly in his seat, clasping his hands and praying for the other members?
Little Asuka didn't know any of this. All she could do was go to the waiting room prepared nearby and slowly lick her wounds alone.
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Faced with every selection, Oda actually didn't know what to say - whether it was what he should say to the camera when he knew he was selected or not, or what he should say to the unsuccessful members after the filming.
In the idol industry, hard work is the most important, but it may also be the least important. As long as a person works hard, she will definitely become an excellent idol, but excellent idols may not necessarily succeed. Opportunities, choices
, courage, all of these will affect the success of an idol.
However, when facing the camera, Oda can only say that she will work harder; when comforting other members, she can only say to continue working hard; knowing clearly that they have worked hard enough, Oda can still only use this
There are some false reasons to regain their confidence.
As for the members who failed to be selected, although they were already very sad, they still had to smile to congratulate Oda for entering the selection.
This gave Oda an inexplicable feeling of guilt, guilt, guilt? Oda didn't know what adjectives to use to describe his mood.
Therefore, after the recording ended, Oda was the first to sneak out of the room of the new members. Behind her, Nagashima, who was entering the selection for the first time, was crying in Shiraishi's arms. Inoue, who had just entered the room, was also sitting there.
She was crying, and a group of people were surrounding her to comfort her. But Oda, who walked out of the room alone, seemed a little out of place.
After asking STAFF about the content of the afternoon group's recording, Oda came to the music rehearsal room. In fact, Oda didn't want to play a piece of music to express her emotions like an artist, she just wanted to find a place to be alone and quietly.
Just stay for a while.
Close the door, put on your headphones, sit in the corner of the room, and completely empty your thoughts.
I don't know why, but this sentence suddenly appeared in Oda's mind. It seemed that he had seen it when watching a superhero movie before.
"There are two kinds of people who can lead the team forward: the first kind of person can stand at the center of everyone and lead the team forward through his own ability and appeal; the second kind of person is a sharp knife, always at the forefront
At the front, fighting for the entire team."
Previously, these two tasks were undertaken by Ikoma, and Oda could see how much pressure Ikoma was under.
This time, since the operation gave Oda the position of TE, he must do something for this team.
Oda believed that he could not be the most loyal to every member of the team. Although it sounded a bit cold-blooded, when Nagashima and Nakata, who were not very familiar with him, entered the selection process just now,
She didn't feel the urge to rush forward to hug and celebrate, she just stood back and applauded.
Can I lead the team as the "captain" like this? Oda thinks it's impossible.
Then, Oda must make the knife that cuts through the thorns, which is extremely sharp and extremely hard.
Although it sounds quite silly and silly, this is what Oda really thinks in his heart.
It was already past noon, but Oda didn't feel hungry at all. After resting for a while, Oda opened his bag and took out a mirror to adjust his makeup, and then went to the recording site to record the episode.
At the entrance of the studio, Oda met Banana Man who also came to record.
"ter, congratulations." When Shitara saw Oda, he said to her with a smile, and Himura also smiled and nodded. Both Banana Man fans love this formula sister.
"Well, thank you." Oda had forgotten the tangled emotions just now and put on a bright smile.
"How about it? Are you nervous?"
"If you say you're nervous, it's actually okay." Oda scratched his head, "But since you've become a Ter, you have to do your best."
"Well, if you need any help from us, just ask."
"Okay, if you really have difficulties, I'm not welcome."
Seeing that Oda was still in the mood to joke with him, Shitara also let go of some of his worries. After saying goodbye to Oda, he and Himura went to the preparation room to read the script.
After saying goodbye to the banana man, Oda also went to the members' lounge. After opening the door, he found that all the other selected members had arrived. Everyone had adjusted their mood and was chatting and laughing there.
"Xiaoichi, where have you been just now?" Seeing Oda come in, Shiraishi immediately called her over.
"I was in a bad mood just now, so I walked around for a while." Oda slowly walked to Shiraishi and sat down, "But it's okay now." After finishing speaking, Oda showed a smile.
"Did you touch up your makeup?"
"It was repaired just now!"
"niice emoticon package edible)
Seeing Shiraishi's funny expression, Oda burst into laughter.
Perhaps the purpose of my existence in this team is to protect this group of friends who are close to me.
Since we already have a shield to protect everyone, Oda doesn't mind becoming a spear that cuts through everything.