It's getting further and further away, really getting further and further away.
After comforting Ikoma, Nishino wanted to find Oda to give away the chocolates that he had prepared for a long time, but found that Oda had disappeared. He asked the little bird who was closest to Oda, but still got "I don't know."
"Answer.
In fact, this was not the first time that Oda could not be found suddenly like this. Since the Chinese New Year, Nishino always felt that Oda had made a certain decision and had been busy with something.
He walked forward, and by the time Nishino came to his senses, Oda had already reached a place that he could not understand.
But what happened at the same time as Oda's change was the improvement of Oda's performance in Nogizaka. In terms of dance and vocal music, Oda was already one of the most powerful members in the group, but Nishino could still feel
She is still making progress, and has even reached a position that is difficult for other members to reach. As for her performance in variety shows, the same is true. Oda, who was originally a little restrained, has completely let go.
The behavior of "Village" was something Oda would not have done before.
He had obviously said that he would catch up with Oda, but he could only see her walking further and further away. And he, who was so complacent there, could only look at her back and stay away.
Just now, Takayama asked Nishino if he had quarreled with Oda. Nishino never knew whether the two confession times between him and Oda were conflicts, but it was undeniable that the relationship between the two was indeed because of these two times.
The confession incident became more unfamiliar. Nishino even felt a little uncomfortable when he was getting along with Oda. He didn't dare to hold Oda's hand from behind like before, and he didn't dare to put it on Oda's back like a plaster.
He didn't dare to have any skin-to-skin contact with Oda... These behaviors were obviously normal gestures of friendship between girls, but every time he saw Oda, Nishino would deliberately scruple his own behavior.
And Nishino also saw the same discomfort as himself from Oda's behavior.
Since both of them have concerns about each other, but they still have to wait for each other to go to and from get off work together to chat, won't this make both parties very tired? So since it is so tiring, can this kind of friendship be considered a true friendship?
Nishino once said to himself before: "Wait until you can no longer be dependent on Oda before considering your feelings for Oda." It has been several months since the last confession, and Nishino has also tried his best.
I tried my best to build my own social circle and made several good friends besides Oda.
When making chocolate, Nishino found that subconsciously he would always put in extra effort to make chocolate that was unique to Oda; in the process of making chocolate for Oda, Nishino's inner thoughts seemed to be the same as those for other members.
There is a slight difference when doing it.
What are her feelings for Oda? At least on February 14, 2013, Nishino believed that this emotion was different from ordinary friendship. Although Nishino herself was not very clear about it, she knew her feelings.
It should be regarded as love for the lover.
However, Nishino could not express his "like" for Oda who tolerated his unreasonable behavior twice in a row for the third time.
A few months ago, Oda had made it very clear that she did not like girls and would not like girls.
Oda worked so hard during this period, it must be because he wanted to fulfill his obligations as a TE and make the Nogizaka team even more powerful. However, at this busy crisis moment, he had feelings for Oda.
This kind of emotion that shouldn't arise made Nishino feel a little disgusted with himself.
If I continue to express my inner feelings to Oda without reservation, it will undoubtedly make her find it difficult to handle; but with Oda's gentle character, it is impossible to completely sever ties with him because of this incident.
, the final result may still make Oda feel pain, but at the same time he has to force a smile on himself, but he can't see through Oda's white lies and is reborn and satisfied, and continues the fourth and fifth confessions.
Bar.
This is really annoying, isn't it?
However, every time he walked with Oda, Nishino would feel very awkward. The distance between their hands was ten centimeters, but even though it was only ten centimeters, this distance could not be shortened.
This state is not okay, Nishino knows this very clearly. If he continues to maintain such a relationship with Oda, one day he will be unable to support himself and express his feelings again, but now, this is
No way.
Even while holding the box of chocolates given to Oda, Nishino felt that his heart was beating so fast that those words that were familiar to the whole world were about to come to his lips.
Nishino shook his head vigorously and put the box of chocolates in his hand back into the bag.
A few minutes later, Oda walked into the training room. His face was wet, probably from washing it with water. The makeup was removed because of this behavior, and Nishino noticed Oda's face that was originally covered by foundation.
Some deep dark circles.
Oda looked around as if he was looking for someone. Seeing Oda's movements, Nishino always felt that she was looking for him, so he turned around guiltily and intervened in the chat between Takayama and his group. Although he was replying.
He said "um" and "ok", but all he could think about in Nishino's mind was that tired face.
So, Nishino made a decision and made a call.
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On the way home from get off work, Nishino handed Oda the chocolate that had been in his bag all day.
"Hey, Na-chan, did you make this yourself?" Oda opened the lid with a surprised look on his face, "It looks so beautiful!"
"Yeah." Nishino nodded, "How do you like it, Xiaoichi?"
Oda took a small piece of chocolate from the box and put it into his mouth, then nodded with satisfaction and gave Nishino a thumbs up.
"As long as you like it, Xiaoichi." Nishino's voice suddenly became softer, "Xiaoichi, I want to tell you something."
"Well, what's the matter?" Oda swallowed the chocolate in his mouth and turned to look at Nishino.
"It's just...my mother is coming to Tokyo for a while in two days, so she wants me to move to my brother's place for a while..."
"Oh? Nana-chan, just go and live with peace of mind." Hearing Nishino's words, Oda expressed understanding, "After all, parents are always worried about their children living alone outside, so it is quite convenient to live with family members.
"
"Yeah." After hearing Oda's response, Nishino's tone was slightly disappointed.
"But, without Na-chan waking me up every morning, I might be late." Seeing Nishino's state, Oda thought she was feeling lonely because she was separated from him, so he made a joke.
But after Nishino heard this sentence, his head lowered even more: "Isn't it Xiaoshi that you got up earlier than me during this time..."
"Na-chan, what did you just say?" Because Nishino's voice was very low, Oda didn't hear it.
"It's nothing." Nishino raised his head and smiled at Oda, "It's only for a while. I should move back soon."
"Then I will clean up and wait for Princess Nishino to return to the palace."
"Obviously Xiaoshi, you are the princess, right?"
Yes, for Nishino, Oda City is the princess, the Taketori Kaguya floating to the moon, but he can only stand on the ground and watch her go further and further away.