The answer to this question is definitely no. As long as you are an idol, you will definitely aspire to a better position, and becoming a ter in the team will definitely make people happy.
But what frightened Shiraishi was the pressure that came on him along with Ter.
In fact, before this, although I thought Oda's attitude and spirit in training every day were amazing, there were questions in Shiraishi's mind such as "Why is Oichi working so hard?" and "Is it necessary to work so hard?"
"As Oda's second term after Ikoma, the sales volume of this order is inseparable from her." Shiraishi actually knew this - but when this matter really happened to him
Only when he went to the store did Shiraishi understand how much pressure this was, especially when the fifth order had already achieved a miraculous sales volume of 332,000.
To be honest, although he was five years older than Oda, Shiraishi felt a little longing for Oda at this time. He longed for her ability to withstand heavy pressure, longed for her to have the perseverance to train desperately, longed for her.
She was able to find a way to comfort herself with calmness and gentleness in such a tense moment.
However, Shiraishi didn't want to be the one following Oda. Their positions were parallel. She didn't want to step back half a step like Ikoma did to give Oda all the room to play.
After watching Oda's solo singing and dancing at the anniversary concert, Shiraishi deeply realized that it is still difficult to catch up with Oda with his current ability, but since he can't compare now, he must work hard to catch up with Oda's pace.
.This is her determination and dignity as a sister and a master.
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When she heard the news that Oda became a Ter, besides congratulating her, Nishiyomi actually felt a little uncomfortable. It was not because Oda rejected her that she looked down upon her, but because she suddenly discovered that Oda had reached a higher level.
place - it seems that after he and Oda distanced themselves, Oda became even more powerful and developed better.
"Doesn't this mean that during the previous period, I have always been Xiaoshi's dragster..." Nishino lowered his head, and the tears that he couldn't hold back when he was announced as the God of Fortune just flowed down.
Gao Shan beside him thought that Nishino was crying because he was so excited to return to the God of Fortune, so he reached out and touched her back.
Nishino raised his head and glanced at the person standing next to him. Although Gao Shan was very excited inside, he still gathered his energy and showed a gentle smile to Nishino.
Nishino and Takayama are the only members of the third row who entered the Lucky God in the sixth single. The relationship between the two has always been very good and they have been making progress together.
"I like Xiaoichi, but this love has hurt both of us. I have also dragged her down so that she can't use her abilities..." Nishino once again confirmed his inner thoughts, "This kind of emotion
Is it correct? A good relationship shouldn't allow both people to make progress together?" Thinking of this, Nishino secretly glanced at Gao Shan again.
"So, why do I confirm that I like Xiaoshi?" Nishino began to doubt his own thoughts, "I have had a very good relationship with Xiaoshi since we stayed together, so is it possible that this kind of emotion is also true?
Do you like it?" Nishino felt like her mind was in a mess, which made her a little confused as to what to do.
Just when Nishino was struggling, she suddenly felt a warm hand put on the top of her head and rubbed it gently. When she turned around, she realized that the recording had ended, and Gao Shan saw that Nishino had been stunned.
, thought something was wrong with her, and hurriedly came up to comfort her: "Na-chan, congratulations on entering the God of Fortune. It's been a really hard time."
"Xiao Shi, you too." Nishino seemed to have figured something out, raised his head and showed his big white teeth towards the mountain, "Congratulations on entering the God of Fortune."
"Ah, Na-chan looks so cute when she smiles!" Gao Shan felt like his heart was being hit.
After the recording, most of the members gathered in small groups like Nishino and Takayama to comfort each other. Matsumura and Hashimoto also gathered around Shiraishi to comfort her as she cried. Oda originally wanted to find Akimoto, but found that Hoshino had already
I was chatting quietly with Akimoto; I wanted to go back to the lounge to look for Ko Asuka, but I saw Ko Asuka resting in Chiharu's arms, with Nojo whispering comfort beside me.
So, after Oda sneaked into the lounge and picked up his backpack, he spoke to the staff and left the studio alone, preparing to return to the building for afternoon training.
It was a working day, and it was noon. Apart from the passing vehicles, there were only students in twos and threes laughing and joking about going home for lunch. At this moment, Oda suddenly felt a little lonely.
When she was a child, she didn't like to wear skirts and was incompatible with other girls, but because she had various interest classes, she had no time to think about loneliness.
When she was in school, her attitude toward class was different from others, and she often acted alone. However, because she could do more of what she wanted to do by herself, she somewhat enjoyed this loneliness.
Now, in Nogizaka46, although she has many friends, she suddenly found that no one chose to rely on herself at such an important moment. Although she had good relationships with many people, she was not the first person they thought of.
One time - There was a Nishino before, but he was rejected by him outright. Although he believed that this rejection was a good behavior for the other party based on rational analysis, Oda was actually a little lonely.
Oda is just a fifteen-year-old girl. Although her thoughts are relatively mature, she is not the kind of weirdo who enjoys being lonely. She also hopes that she will be valued by others, but this sentence may be a bit too much for her.
It's hard to say.
"And after rejecting others, you still hope that others will value you. This is simply a scumbag who deceives people's feelings and treats people as spare tires." Oda complained in his mind about the idea he just thought of, closed his eyes and shook it off.
Shake your head to get rid of all these messy thoughts.
As a hero of justice, how can he retreat despite difficulties?
Now that the operation has recognized his ability and allowed him to become a TE again, he must do his best to fulfill the task of a TE and become the knife that can cut off all the thorns on the road ahead.
"After all, I can't be a being like Sakurai, Ikoma and the others who can encourage everyone to make progress together." Oda laughed at himself, and then quickened his pace towards the building.