One hundred and ninetieth eight chapters two halves
The soft chestnut cake can be cut in half easily with a knife, and the rice ball can be divided in half relatively easily, although it is a little difficult.
However, there are always some things that are difficult to separate by one's own strength.
For example, steel, the human heart, and...emotions.
In fact, Oda never knew how to deal with Nishino's feelings. In fact, according to Oda's habit in school, after receiving a confession, he would basically reject it decisively and break up with that person. Her only few
Friends all know Oda's character, so they will not have such so-called "love" feelings for Oda. A close friend confessed to him. This is the first time Oda has met him, even though it has almost passed.
Years later, the expression on Nishino's face sitting on the sofa, pulling his collar and crying, still makes Oda's heart ache whenever he thinks about it.
Regarding Nishino's situation, Oda has been struggling with how to deal with it: let's talk about severing contact. Oda doesn't want to give up the good friendship that the two have cultivated before, and since they have to work together in the future, it is impossible to completely sever it; however,
If it continues like this, it will be the so-called "emotional dispute" that Oda dislikes the most - he doesn't know if Nishino still likes him, and Nishino doesn't know how to treat himself. If there is something wrong with Nishino,
It would be even more troublesome for his own feelings. In short, Oda felt that it would not be a good thing for both parties if the stalemate continued like this.
More importantly, Nishino's two confessions were like opening Pandora's box, making Oda doubt his sexual orientation that he had cultivated for many years. In Oda's previous impression, it was natural for girls to like boys.
Oda's plan for his future life is to either be single or find a boy who matches his three views and get married.
However, throughout this whole year, Oda has asked himself the question "Do I like a boy or a girl?" more than once, but the answer he got was always "not sure."
Oda has always believed that it is extremely irresponsible to directly agree to other people's confessions when you are not sure of your own feelings. If you just leave others out there just to maintain the original relationship, it is even more like scum.
Therefore, Oda deliberately kept a distance from Nishino during this period, probably because he wanted to stop Nishino from thinking about him - or to stop himself from thinking about Nishino. But during the last time he went shopping with Nishino,
Oda found that Nishino was not as embarrassed as he imagined. Instead, he acted very calmly, as if he had returned to the state of getting along with each other two years ago when they first met. This made Oda feel a little happy and felt that the two of them were
The relationship can finally return to normal.
However, Oda is still a little worried, worried that his concern for his teammates will make Nishino rekindle the flame of love that has just been extinguished. Just as Oda thought before, the love that turns from dependence to love will definitely
It is not true love, but the development of personal emotional metamorphosis (referring to the abnormal development of amphibians and insects).
So now, Oda can only maintain his previous attitude and wait for it to change. In other words, he is living in the way he hates the most.
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"Oichi, what are you thinking about?" Akimoto waved his hand in front of Oda's eyes.
"It's okay, it's okay." Oda woke up from his thoughts, turned his head and nodded towards Akimoto with a forced smile.
"But Xiaoichi feels that you don't look good." Akimoto carefully observed what was wrong with Oda's smile, "Are you feeling unwell? Is my cake not delicious?"
"No way, it's super delicious." Oda shook his head vigorously and denied Akimoto's words, "Manatsu, don't think too much, I'm just thinking about some of my own things."
"What could make our Master Oda so worried?" Akimoto poked his head over, "Can you share it with me, Manatsu?"
"It's really nothing." Oda stuck out his tongue. The less people know about Nishino, the better. "I was just thinking about some things after Nogizaka. For example, if the seventh single has good results, will it be better in the future?"
Let’s let the second-term student be like this.”
"That's not even possible." Akimoto's attention was successfully taken away by Oda, "Actually, Weiona was very anxious two days before the release, and couldn't sleep well. She sent me emails every night, listening to Ruoyue
She said the situation was similar over there."
"After all, it would be too much pressure for Weiyang Nai to come directly as a Terminator." Oda poked his chin with his hand, "Dancing, singing, and variety show performances all require her to work harder to tutor. It must be
Try your best."
"Yes, it took Weiyang Nai two months to dance better than me, and her singing is much more stable than me." Qiu Yuan suddenly started to make a fool of himself.
"No, Manatsu, you have obviously passed the test in singing and dancing." Oda suddenly remembered something, turned to Akimoto and asked seriously, "By the way, Manatsu, I have always wanted to ask a question.
you."
"what is the problem?"
"Obviously when we were training privately, you were able to sing very steadily in the alto range. The same is true for dancing. Although it is not very good, it is already above average." Oda recalled, "But why?
Do you still sing like that on the show?"
"Well..." Upon hearing Oda's question, Akimoto showed an indescribable smile, "We at Nogizaka46 are a team, and we always need various members in the team. We can't everyone be a small market.
You are so versatile in singing and dancing, but if you want to stand out, you have to do it in a special way, and the team just lacks such a character right now."
"But like this..." Oda can understand Akimoto's behavior, but he still can't understand the reason why she does it like this. In Oda's eyes, no matter how weird she is in blogs, variety shows, or broadcasts,
But we can't joke about singing and dancing, the two idol's capital skills, because this will cause countless doubts about the idol himself.
"It's okay, Koichi." Akimoto touched the anxious Oda's head, "I officially returned to Nogizaka half a year later. If I want to catch up with your progress in the past six months, I can only work hard, but I'm not like Koichi
You are such a genius, so you can only act clever."
"I'm not..."
"Anyway, I don't care much about the opinions of the outside world. As long as you guys don't hate me, it's enough." Akimoto interrupted Oda's words forcibly, stretched out his arms to hug Oda and rubbed his cheek against Oda's.
cheek.
"Why do I hate you?" Although Oda was blushing by Akimoto, he still expressed his true inner thoughts to Akimoto seriously.
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In fact, who doesn’t want to show their true self to everyone...
I also want to be like you, Oichi, who can express myself freely, and after finding a goal of his own, he can rush towards it decisively and as he pleases.
But I'm just an ordinary girl, so I can only use girls' little wisdom to make myself more eye-catching.
I'm not a genius, I'm just an ordinary 20-year-old college student who loves to daydream.