After about a few minutes, Matsumura's crying slowed down and turned into sobs. Oda also waited a little longer until Matsumura's mood stabilized before continuing to speak.
"Sayulin, I don't know what you think, and I don't want to know, because it has already happened." Oda spread his hands, "What I want to ask is, Sayurin, do you still want to be an idol?
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"..."
"If you still want to be an idol, then we will come up with the best solution together." Oda said calmly, "If you think this is good, Sayuri, then there is a solution. Just go and talk to him directly.
Konno-san said that he wanted to graduate once and for all."
"It's just that after you graduate, whether the relationship between you and that man will be like it is now is not something I can say." Oda reminded "kindly", "After all, we
Apart from the idol status, he is an ordinary student or graduate. That man can take you to eat in a high-end place like Ginza. His family must be quite rich. Do you think they would really care about a person who is the most popular?
Ordinary, meta idol, school girl?”
"I..." Oda's words were like a needle that once again punctured the somewhat repaired balloon in Matsumura's heart. "No, no, what he said was true..."
At this point, Matsumura found that he could not say these words directly.
"Has he told you the real information about his family? What is his job? Where is his hometown? Have you discussed with Sha Youlin how to solve the problem after your relationship is discovered? He said that he will take the responsibility after the relationship is discovered.
Responsibility?"
Oda asked a series of questions that left Matsumura speechless. Each question was like a knife that stabbed Matsumura's inconspicuous but fatal Achilles' heel.
"Xiaoichi, did you accidentally see me and... him together?" After a moment of silence, Matsumura asked such a question.
"...Yes." Oda gave a rare fluster, "It's just that Mai also told me that Sayuririn, you have been acting strange recently, so I was able to discover you in disguise so quickly..."
"Did even Mai Xian notice it? It's true." The corner of Matsumura's mouth raised a slight arc, as if he was laughing at his previous self.
"So, Sayuri, what is your decision? Is it to become an idol or not?"
“Can’t the two coexist?”
"Of course not." Hearing Matsumura still speak so childishly, Oda felt a little angry, "I really don't understand now, Sayurin, are you really not understanding or are you just pretending not to understand."
"It's you, Oichi, who doesn't understand!" Oda was startled by Matsumura's suddenly louder voice, "I know all about the ban on idols not being able to fall in love, and the fact that idols have the lowest status in the entertainment industry!"
"What about you, Sha Youlin?"
"That's why I said it's Xiaoichi, you don't understand!" Matsumura's voice became a little hysterical, "Xiaoichi, haven't you ever had that feeling? The feeling that he is the only one in the world and no one else matters."
"I have always thought that I was a rational person before, but when I really like someone, I will feel that my heart will be moved when I think of that person, and I will miss that person all the time. As long as I can be with that person
Even for a second, you will feel a feeling of happiness from the bottom of your heart."
"Although like Mai, I am very happy when I am with you, Xiaoichi, but this kind of emotion is completely different."
"The moment we hug and kiss each other, I feel as if I have the most precious treasure in the world, that unparalleled sense of happiness... that nothing else can give me."
"I can't let go of this feeling...I really can't let go..."
"So... can love really be such a blind thing?" Oda sighed in his heart. Whether it was Nishino before or Matsumura now, Oda always felt that when they fell into this kind of thing called "love"
"When they feel the emotion, the brain will not think other than "being with the other person". It is like a poison that may hurt them even though it is sweet, but they keep flocking to it.
"I know, Sayuri, you like him very much." Oda raised his head and stared into Matsumura's red eyes, "So, does he like you?"
"affim."
"Then why didn't he let you know the information I just asked you about?"
"Because he said it was because of work and it was not convenient for me to know..." Matsumura's voice became quieter as he went on.
"Then what if the other party is not because of work, but just sees you as a sweetheart?"
"What if he already has a wife and children, but he just regards you, an idol who is younger than him, as his so-called date?"
"How do you know if he has any other lovers besides you?"
"if..."
"Stop talking!" Matsumura covered his ears with his hands, as if he wanted to drive all the words Oda said out of his mind, but they lingered in Matsumura's ears like gangrene in the bones.
"These are not scaremongering, nor are they lies that I constructed to break up the two of you." Oda said calmly, "These are issues that you must consider and worry about before starting this relationship. Now it seems that Sayuririn
You haven't thought about it at all."
"If you think like this before falling in love, then it's not considered love at all!" Matsumura whispered with tears in his eyes, "How can it be considered true love when all emotions are calculated?"
"But these are not plans for everything, but rather solutions to some problems that will arise between two people. If the other party is not willing to give you a guarantee even for these problems, then the other party must be an irresponsible person.
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"But...this isn't love anymore."
"But what we are discussing now is not the issue of love..." Oda brought the topic back on track, "Now there are two ways in front of you Sayuririn. The first is to break up with that man before everyone finds out.
, continue to be an idol; the second way is to declare graduation directly."
Matsumura still lowered his head and remained silent.
"If you can't make a choice, I can help you choose." Oda shook the phone in his hand, "I will show the photos I took to Nango-san and Konno-san and let them decide what to do next.
Which way to go?"
"No... don't!" After hearing Oda's words, Matsumura immediately shook his head and refused, "I... I still want to be an idol."
"So, have you made up your mind to break up with that man?"