"That's right, actually I discovered that it was not Sayuri who was called out by Nanxiang in the first place, but you, Koichi." Shiraishi explained what he had observed, "Then after a while, Sayuri was also called out.
I was called out, but I still came back crying, and then I broke the news about Matsumura, and you were still present, Xiaoshi."
"Didn't a magazine release the recording later? I was thinking that the one who could record it on the spot was definitely not Sayuri, so it could only be you, Oichi."
"Remember Xiaoshi, you had asked me to watch Sayurim after work, and then told me not to watch him one day. Don't you think it's weird now that you think about it? And yes, you told me not to watch him.
The time seems to be exactly the day after Xiaoshi you and Sha Youlin were photographed by Wen Chun. Although there are coincidences in the world, with so many coincidences, I think it is still unlikely."
"So it's probably Xiaoshi who discovered that something happened to Sha Youlin very early on, so you helped her solve the problem... As for being harassed, I don't know the truth, so I don't dare or don't
I can guess, but I can only be certain of one thing, that is, Xiaoshi, you played a very important role in it."
Although Shiraishi's grades are poor, it does not mean that Ms. Shiraishi is not smart. On the contrary, she can always observe a lot of things from the subtleties, but she has never been willing to tell others.
Oda raised his head and looked into Shiraishi's eyes, but did not dare to look any further. He picked up a tong and picked up a new piece of meat and placed it on the wire fence. He thought for a while and then asked a question that seemed completely unrelated.
Question: "Maiyang, what do you think would happen if someone really liked someone?"
"Ah?" Shiraishi seemed to be frightened by the sudden turn of the question, but he still thought about it for a while, and then answered seriously, "It should be that he has been thinking about the other party, being affected by the other party, and then being able to do a lot of things for the other party.
Something that can’t be done, right?”
"So if you like someone, and that person really likes you, but the love between the two of you is not allowed by the world, just like Romeo and Juliet, how would you make a decision?"
"I... don't know either." Shiraishi was stunned for a moment, as if he was thinking about the role he was involved in, but in the end he still couldn't come up with an answer, "If it were you, Xiaoichi, what choice would you make?
"
"If it were me... I would probably give up immediately, right?" Oda raised his eyebrows and said.
"Hey, but Xiaoichi, you really like each other." Shiraishi said with some surprise, "Although you said, Xiaoichi, that you don't have anyone you like, the premise of this question is that you have someone you really like, Xiaoichi.
oh."
"Yes." Oda nodded, "I always feel that the word love is not worth the effort I put into it."
"If I really like someone, and then face a situation like this, I will probably tell them directly why I can't be with them, and then agree on a time. If it's true love, the other person will still like them by that time.
I, I will still like each other at that time, isn't it good like this? If two people don't like each other, it's okay, at least this choice will not have a particularly big impact on both parties."
"But... if a person really likes someone else, he might really ignore them." Shiraishi frowned and said, obviously not agreeing with Oda's point of view.
"Have you ever been in love, Mai-yang?"
"No, no." Shiraishi curled his lips, "But romance comics and so on are all written like this."
"But reality is not like comics." Oda put the meat grilled on the wire mesh on Shiraishi's plate, "You can't guarantee that if two people fall in love, they can really hide the matter forever.
I'm not sure that the other party can protect you like this if you are exposed...Rather than relying on luck or others, I would rather end it early and go on in my own way."
"Actually, I've felt this way since a long time ago." Shiraishi cut a large piece of meat in his bowl into two halves, then picked up half of it with a fork, dipped it in the sauce, and handed it to Oda's mouth, "Oichi, you
Is it a lack of trust in others?"
"No..." Before Oda could finish his words, his mouth was blocked by the juicy piece of meat.
"I usually sit alone in the lounge, and I often can't find anyone at noon. Then I found you alone in the rehearsal room, Oichi." Shiraishi put the fork back on his plate, and then
He raised his head and thought, "The same goes for training. I have always been very good at singing and dancing in the training class. Later I found out that Xiaoshi you had been secretly training in the rehearsal room. Although I trained with you for a while, later I
I also gave up, but Xiaoshi, you must have persisted."
"I just think that to be an idol, you have to do your job well." Oda explained after swallowing the meat, "And sitting alone is just because I'm not very good at communicating with others."
"But... I always feel that you keep a lot of your own things in your heart, Oichi." Shiraishi continued, "If Ikku-chan, Hikaka and many other members, I would even go to Xiaoichi when I have difficulties.
I have come to the city to solve it, but I have never heard you, Xiaoshi, talk about the problem in your heart. You only tell everyone when you have to expose it every time."
"Actually, I have said it, just less often." Oda complained silently in his heart, but he continued to explain openly, "It's because I usually don't have any psychological problems."
"You and Na-chan didn't have a bad relationship before, and there was also the recent incident involving Sayuri." Shiraishi shook his head, "I think they are all very serious problems, but Xiaoichi, you always think about yourself.
Go solve it instead of asking for help. Obviously if you talk to us, we should be able to solve these things more properly."
"I..."
"I know you are very capable, Oichi, and you think about things very comprehensively, and you have solved all these matters properly." Shiraishi interrupted Oda, "But, can you try to trust others? After all, you, Oichi
He is still a 17-year-old child, but there are some things that we adults can still do."
"I...Okay." In fact, Oda also knows this problem of his own. It may be because he has been "other people's children" since he was a child. In addition, due to the environment in which he grew up, the people around him have relatively poor abilities and attitudes.
It was difficult to meet the standards that Oda wanted to see, and over time, he developed this idea-compared to trusting others, Oda preferred to get things done silently by himself. This is why Oda felt that he was not suitable to be a leader.
reason of the person.
But since Mai said this, she should try to change herself in the future.
Oda thought of what his father said to him before he left four years ago: "I hope you will grow and change, Oichi."