Chapter 347: Ashi, who always likes to think about things while taking a bath
"Are I as good as Manatsu said?" Oda was lying on the sofa thinking, the sound of the water heater in the bathroom was still whining, and the pair of clogs that had tortured Oda for a long time were scattered.
It fell on the ground next to the sofa.
In fact, Oda felt very ashamed when he heard Akimoto's words at first, as if his fig leaf had been forcibly taken off by someone very close to him, so Akimoto's words were also used by Oda.
The so-called filter label was put on it. But now she calmed down and thought about it carefully, Oda found that what Akimoto said just now seemed to be indeed what she had done; so, "I am so powerful" she had never said before.
Unthought-of questions arose in her mind.
"No, no, I don't have the potential for central air conditioning." Oda complained to himself in his heart.
Although I am not gentle to everyone, I will help friends I recognize if they can help me.
I always take all the work on myself unconsciously.
He always wants to take care of those who rely on him and makes a lot of efforts without telling them.
"Wait a minute, aren't there many people like Na-chan who have mixed feelings of friendship and love for me?" Oda shouted out as if he had caught a blind spot, but he was as worried as a thief.
When others heard him, he immediately covered his mouth and began to twist around on the sofa. The mask that was not taken off on his head accidentally slipped to the ground while Oda was twisting his head, and he let out a crisp sound.
Sound - Fortunately it didn't break.
Picking up the mask from the ground, Oda looked at the fox pattern on it. Oda thought about the topic about "Forest of Fireflies" that she and Akimoto had talked about before. In fact, Oda didn't know why he was there.
Oda was so excited that she suddenly threw all her views on love to Akimoto, and Akimoto's reply also made her a little confused - the word "innocent love" was the word that Oda felt had the least relevance to her.
In fact, Oda doesn't long for so-called romance or crazy heart-pounding emotions. Instead, ordinary, long-lasting and comfortable emotions are more suitable for her. And the so-called emotions in "The Forest of Fireflies" are more suitable for her.
Oda believes that it is not true love at all, but a mixture of good feelings and dependence. And such an emotion that is destined to be endless from the beginning is a manifestation of irresponsibility for both parties. It is not so much pure love.
Oda thinks this may be more like what is called "Platonic".
However, after witnessing the emotional entanglement between Matsumura and the unknown married man, to be honest, Oda had a little doubt about his view. The eyes can't deceive, and from that time on, the two of them had a relationship
Through the various expressions during the hug, it can be seen that the emotion between them is real love... Moreover, the heart-pounding feeling I had when I saw Nishino jumping from the Macau Tower was real.
Love or the feeling of guilt that comes from rejecting the other person - Oda doesn't know all these things now. However, since Akimoto, the only insider, took the initiative to talk to him about this matter, he probably hopes that he can see it sooner.
Do this kind of thing.
Shaking his head to throw all these thoughts to the back of his mind, Oda stood up and put his clogs in the shoe cabinet. Then he picked up his slippers, loosened his tight yukata, walked into the bathroom, and started his daily routine.
enjoyment.
——
Coincidentally, in another building in this city, another girl who had just finished visiting the fireworks display was also lying in the bathtub, burying her head in the water, which may be larger than ordinary people, and blowing small bubbles.
Akimoto didn't know why she was able to muster the courage to tell Oda these few words that she had always wanted to say. Seeing Oda's somewhat embarrassed reaction, she also felt a little regretful——
But what I regret is not telling the other person these things, but not telling the other person in a better way or on a better occasion.
Although he usually shows everyone his happy side as a variety show star, Akimoto knows that Oda is essentially a very introverted and even autistic person. Of course, this autism is not silent in the traditional sense.
Communicate with others, but does not like to tell others her true inner thoughts; that is to say, she prefers to be a listener rather than a talker - and this seems to be completely consistent with the birth position of the idol profession.
The opposite of.
Akimoto's sexual orientation is normal - there is no doubt about this. For so many years from birth to now, although she has been growing up in a girls' school like Sakurai, she has never had any feelings for the female friends around her.
Instead, I had the idea of falling in love with certain men while passing by the playgrounds of other boys' schools or watching movies and TV series.
However, in the process of getting along with Oda, she found that she had some emotional feelings because of Oda's unique tenderness - even before she knew about the relationship between Nishino and Oda.
That night, she was dragged to her home by Nishino to talk all night; during the whole process, as a pure listener, she understood Nishino's mental journey throughout the process. And she was a little surprised after listening to it.
I discovered that the process of Nishino developing a good impression in his early days seemed somewhat similar to his own.
However, this feeling was defined by Oda as a sense of dependence and "thinking too much".
Nishino said that he had always insisted on this idea, and later he couldn't figure out whether it was Oda he liked, or whether he was just chasing the shadow left by Oda. Maybe he really liked it at the beginning, but like this
If you keep grinding it, it will eventually disappear.
Recalling this, Akimoto thought of what Oda said at the fireworks display, "If you like someone, you must have a good impact on both parties." "If you really like a relationship, then you should be able to continue to like it.
Until this feeling no longer affects the relationship between two people," and so on, I couldn't help but smile again, and once again felt the innocence in the heart of Oda City, "someone else's child."
But coincidentally, although the two people seem to be almost completely different in terms of emotions, career outlook, etc., they still have one thing in common.
That is, love and other matters must wait until there is no impact on each other's work before they are eligible to proceed.
After all, this relationship is too luxurious for an idol.