Chapter 355: At this moment, the person who wants to talk
It’s most relaxing to be alone
Once you travel with others
You will no longer be yourself
I’ve only loved swinging since I was a child
The moment you sit on the seesaw
It's just a matter of blindly cooperating with the other party
I don’t know when I came back to my senses
You and I are so close at hand
...
Humming the 13th single "At this moment, the person I want to talk to", and dancing in front of the mirror according to her own comfortable rhythm, Ms. Oda had an inexplicable feeling in her heart, as if this song was just for her.
Creative.
This song is very similar to me, but also completely opposite to me.
If we talk about the story line of this song, it is basically the same as that of Oda: when I was a child, I always lived a solitary life, unwilling to communicate with others, but at a certain opportunity, I met someone who could communicate with me, and
Becoming more hopeful about the future and becoming happier - at least in the eyes of others, Oda's life is like this.
But has becoming an idol made him happier? Oda really can’t figure out the answer to this. Although he has become better at communicating with others and expressing himself after becoming an idol; but if Oda hadn’t
Become an idol, and perhaps you will now have a best-selling author or a rising star in academia.
In fact, if I had asked Oda a few months ago whether he regretted becoming an idol, Oda would definitely have said that he had no regrets. However, Shiraishi's late-night confession these days made Oda feel that he should not have come to Nogizaka. If he said
If Nishino is the only one, then Oda can still think that most of the reasons are Nishino; but even Shiraishi of the senior group has such feelings for him that he shouldn't have, so it means that the problem should be with him.
body - but the most critical point is that she herself doesn't know what she did to make others like her (naturally born with central air conditioning).
Oda wanted to go back to the time when he entered Nogizaka, and he paid attention to the distance between himself and other members from the beginning, just like he and Wu Geng were complaining about each other in school, so that there might not be anyone else
She must have special feelings for herself... But there is no way to go back in time, and the option of graduation is just an escape, not a correct way to solve things; moreover, Oda promised to himself that he would protect Nogizaka and his group of friends.
They waited until it had fully fledged. Although the slight shock caused by Shiraishi's confession shook Oda's heart a little, his heart remained unchanged.
"So... let's live like this for now." Oda stopped what he was doing, stood in front of the mirror and looked at his slightly rosy face, perhaps because of his own psychological suggestion, although he only used
After three days of using skin care products, Oda felt that her skin had improved a lot. "And the cosmetics are Mai... I can't think about it anymore!" Oda patted her face with her hand and forced her to pester her for several days.
With his name on the back of his head, he took out a book from the bag beside him. He looked at the title and found that it was the manga "I Will Become You" that Shiraishi had recommended to him a few days ago, so he flipped through two pages.
Then she closed the book and threw it back into her bag. She lay on the ground and stared at the ceiling. Then she impatiently picked up her phone and looked at the forum... However, the words Shiraishi Mai could not escape her sight like a nightmare.
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"Nogizaka is under surveillance!" Himura shouted out the member introduction session that will be included in every issue of "Nogizaka Under Construction" after upgrading from "Where is Nogizaka" to "Nogizaka Under Construction". What a coincidence, the target of surveillance in this episode is
Miss Mai Shiraishi.
"Shiraishi is a pervert." Matsumura said with a smile, "Mai often touches the members."
"Yes, Mai likes to start from the bottom and push up all at once." Another pervert Ikoma stretched out his hands to demonstrate, and Shiraishi did not look shy at all, but demonstrated the correct way to touch the buttocks.
posture.
"Shiraishi, what you do is inexplicably like a boy in the second grade of junior high school." Shitara continued to tease Shiraishi, "When I'm in the lounge, my mood is always very high, and I say, 'Yeah, hoo, lift other people's skirts.'
"
"We often do it together." Eito raised his hand and said with a smile.
"Do you do it too?" Shitara had a strange smile on his face.
"Two people often do each other." Although Wei Teng was a little shy, he still told the truth.
"Isn't that just lace?" Shitara put his hands on his chest and complained. Both Eto and Shiraishi hurriedly waved their hands to say no, but Shiraishi's face looked particularly red compared to Eto, which made Oda feel embarrassed for no reason -
—Even if this matter has nothing to do with you at all.
After that, the members began to exchange perverted topics such as "whose butt is easier to touch", "whose butt is a sacred area and cannot be touched", "where in Matsumura the meat is more comfortable to touch", and the strange thing is that most of them
The fact that all the members were able to participate made Oda couldn't help but suspect that maybe these were not his own problems, but problems with the atmosphere of the entire group.
"Oda-san, do you have anything you want to say about Shiraishi-san?" Shitara saw that Oda was not very active in this issue, so he gave her a cue.
"Ah? Oh, if Mai is like her in private..." Oda was startled by Shitara's words, but he quickly thought about it and said with a bad smile on his lips, "Mai is like her,
Maybe he especially likes girls."
"Isn't that just lace?" Shitara pointed at Eto and Shiraishi and said, but still waved to retort when they were greeted.
"No!" Shiraishi shook his head vigorously, and the blush on his face seemed to bleed, which made Oda's bad taste even more intense.
"We all know that we often like to touch members' bodies." Oda said with his fingers. "Some time ago, I went to Mai Nai's house to play and stay, and she was a little drunk that day."
"You can't say this!" Shiraishi came over and tried to cover Oda's mouth.
"Matsumura, stop Shiraishi-san!" Instructor Shitara gave the order, and Miss Matsumura obediently hugged Shiraishi and rubbed her waist while eating tofu.
"As a result, I kept acting coquettishly at night, saying that I liked everyone, that I wanted to marry everyone, and so on." Most of what Oda said was true, but he changed the target from himself to all the members. "It was obvious when I was sleeping.
There were two quilts, but for some reason they came over and wrapped around me, like an octopus."
"Ah!" Shiraishi wailed, covering his face like a red apple with both hands, while Matsumura next to him looked at Shiraishi with a regretful expression. It seemed that he also wanted to be held by Shiraishi like an octopus.
sleep.
"This looks like a lesbian!" Shitara pointed at Shiraishi and concluded, "Reika, as a lesbian senior, what do you want to say?"
"Very good...wait a minute, I'm not a lesbian senior!"