Chapter 2 Two people who are similar but not the same
This period of time was very difficult for Nishino Nanase.
After the Chinese New Year, the workload gap between the selected members and other members has been clearly reflected. During this half month, the work of the non-selected members except participating in PV shooting is only training. When the selected members ran east
When Xi Pao guest-starred in various programs and broadcasts, they could only practice those few songs back and forth in the training room.
Although Mr. Akimoto said when the selection was announced that the selection of the album was based on considerations such as "music testing" and "business cooperation", and "the matter of who is better and worse does not exist yet," Nishino clearly knew that this was just a consolation.
Their excuse is that as idols, the gap has been widened in just a few months.
She doesn't like to talk, is not good-looking, and can't express herself... Nishino has always felt that it was a miracle that she was selected to become a member of Nogizaka46. In fact, it was her mother's suggestion that she signed up to join Nogizaka.
My purpose in joining this group is just to make friends.
What could have happened like this... I became an idol for the first time, I made a few true friends for the first time, the two joys overlapped each other, and this double joy brought more and more joy.
We should have had a dreamlike happy time, but why did it become like this?
"Am I too greedy?" Nishino Nanase patted his face with both hands. He could vaguely see the ceiling through his slightly opened eyes. This was not the first time Nishino lay in bed like this and thought about this problem.
.
It seemed that she had achieved her goal, but the unspeakable regret and unwillingness in her heart still made her feel very uncomfortable.
The ceiling covered with dark shadows in front of her eyes seemed to be swallowing her up like a bottomless pit. But for some reason, after her debut single selection, she who should have been afraid of the night inexplicably fell in love with the darkness and enjoyed being alone in the darkness.
Wait for a while alone.
She still wanted to catch up with them.
She still wants to catch up with her.
This period of time is very difficult for Zhongyuan Japanese Yaxiang.
Although the chat with Oda on the night when the selection was announced gave her a lot of psychological comfort, but when the pre-release work for the debut single officially started, she realized that not being selected would become so uncomfortable.
"When your friend fails, you feel bad; when your friend tops, you feel even worse."
Ikuta, Saito, Oda...several close friends were all included in the selection list. Ikuta and Oda were even one of the Seven Gods of Luck - she should be happy for them, but something suddenly flashed in her heart.
Unexplained jealousy.
Nakagen Hikaka has never been a person with low self-esteem. She has always believed that she has the talent to become an idol. Since she was a child, although she cannot compare with her younger sister, she has always been at the top of the idol school whether it is singing or dancing.
Excellent level.
However, she has never been on the selection list.
During singing and dancing training, she had actually been paying attention to the members who were selected for the debut single. Maybe this is not a good way to put it, but there was always some "why not me" emotions bursting out in her heart.
come out.
Although she had suppressed this emotion at the time, this feeling of jealousy mixed with unwillingness would resurface in her heart late at night when she was alone.
"I think there is no one more suitable to be an idol than Hika." Oda's previous words were repeatedly played in her mind, mixed with this strange emotion, making her whole thoughts become more...
of chaos.
Can hard work really bring success? She couldn't help but ask herself in her heart. Although this statement may make people feel arrogant, she really feels that she has worked very hard in the six months since she became an idol.
Staring at the ceiling, his eyes were a little red. The feeling of being unconsciously left behind by all his friends was really uncomfortable. It was even more uncomfortable to watch his friends busy while he could only train.
For some reason, Hikaka suddenly recalled the figure of Oda City in her mind. Although she did not show it deliberately, it can be seen from her life, behavior, hobbies and specialties how much she has put in since she was a child.
Work hard. Hinaka had asked Oda before why he was so strong in all aspects. At that time, Oda said in a joking tone, "Just practice more," but Hinaka believed that this was the correct answer.
So, I still need to work harder.
There is no requirement to catch up with her, but it would be great if you could walk side by side with her.