At Fukagawa's graduation concert, Hashimoto, as the member's representative, wrote a letter to Fukagawa.
"Ever since we were first formed five years ago, whenever I recall, I feel that a lot has happened."
"We lived in the same room, chatted in the dormitory cafeteria every night, and went to eat together. When we lived together, because we were together all day long, we also experienced a period when we stopped talking to each other at all after we returned. Do you still remember
?"
"Maimai, who is so close to me, will move to a place slightly farther away than it is now from tomorrow."
"Maimai has not changed since five years ago. Maimai has always been like this." When they said this, the two of them raised their heads at the same time and looked at each other. "That is, in everyone's mind, she is like the Virgin Mary.
Her gentleness and overflowing thoughtfulness and care, as well as her somewhat silly nature.”
"Maimai is loved by everyone, but at the same time he has always been a more mature person than anyone else." When Hashimoto said this, Fukawa gently shook his head and wiped away the tears on his face with his hands, "
Mai Mai's gentleness is gentleness with strength and faith."
"In this way, Mai Mai has the gentleness to consider others and can make more mature judgments than others. As I watch from the sidelines, I think the path you have chosen now is the right one. I will continue to work hard and be able to
I will improve myself on a different path from you and become a better person."
"In the past five years, I have received help from Mai Mai many times. It is great to have Mai Mai with me."
——No, I should say, Nanamin, it would be great for you to accompany me.
"I didn't say it formally before because I was shy. I respect you very much and like you very much. We will be close friends forever."
——Yes, dear friend.
Behind the two of them, Shiraishi and Oda, as members of the first row, were also the people closest to Hashimoto and Fukawa - both in terms of position and heart. He rubbed Shiraishi who was standing next to him and cried into tears.
Oda stared at the reluctant and complicated expressions on the faces of the two people, and actually felt a lot of emotions. They were obviously the best friends, but it was because of this unexplainable emotion of "like"
It becomes awkward and cold war, and it is not until one person completely takes a stand that they get back together; but even if they are still close friends, there will always be some awkward emotions when the two get along, just like the holes left in the nails when they are pulled out.
Thinking of this, Oda couldn't help but glance at Nishino, but happened to meet Nishino's eyes. Although Nishino was also full of tears, he still managed to squeeze out a smile, but seeing that smile made Oda even more embarrassed.
, he could only nod his head slightly and then immediately turned his head and lowered his head.
Yes, in fact, the pinhole in Oda's heart has always remained. Akimoto said before that Oda's unusual innocence may be due to this reason: Oda actually does not really believe that people can give up a relationship so easily. This
Liking has been able to support you to have fallen in love with the same person for several years and crossed the same-sex bridge. Is it so easy to be wiped out by a conversation between two people? Oda thinks it is impossible.
The more likely scenario is that she just forcibly hypnotized herself so that she no longer liked her, and then used the shackles in her heart to hide this feeling in her invisible heart. However, it would be okay if the two were of different genders.
After all, men and women cannot communicate clearly, and even if they are still friends, they will not have much contact in the future; but the relationship between women is inherently difficult to define. Except for sexual intercourse, most intimate contact, even if they are friends, is difficult to define.
It can be done: holding hands, comparing bodies, lying on the same bed, and even kissing are the most common behaviors for Shiraishi, Ikoma and others. And if the two girls remain close friends, then
It can be said that this kind of intimate contact is inevitable...and maybe, the emotion hidden in the heart may come back.
The feeling of love is like the tide of the Qiantang River. The back wave will always beat the front wave. If you break through the restrictions you have set for yourself and find that you still like the other person, then this feeling will be almost uncontrollable - Oda Conjecture
, Fukawa and Hashimoto have probably reached this situation, which may also be the main reason for their current situation.
In fact, although Fukagawa is older, Oda feels that it is a pity to graduate when Nogizaka is the hottest. Maybe staying for another two years will make Fukawa's development outside the circle even better in the future... However, this
It was Fukawa and Hashimoto's choice, and Oda was not qualified to intervene. All she could do was to try to avoid this situation. This kind of story where both sides were harmed and still couldn't get HE, Oda didn't want it to happen.
Performed on oneself.
"Makini?" Oda suddenly felt a head leaning on his shoulder, and the piece of clothing on his shoulder quickly got wet and stuck to his thin, already sweaty shoulders.
"Xiaoichi...let me lean on you for a while." Shiraishi sobbed intermittently.
"Yes." Oda nodded, stretched out his hand to rub Shiraishi's hair, which had become a little messy due to dancing, "Although I have known that a day like this would come, I will still be sad when this day comes.
.”
"Why, why do you have to graduate?" Shiraishi asked in a low voice, as if he was talking to Oda or talking to himself, "Obviously, obviously we have always been friends."
"But this is Mai Mai's own choice." Oda sighed, feeling a little bit more sympathetic, "Actually, when Na-chan confessed her love, I also had the urge to graduate, but I still suppressed her.
Come down."
"Huh?" Shiraishi seemed to have become a warrior now. When he heard the graduation, he turned to look at Oda with special vigilance.
"I no longer have such thoughts." Oda smiled and shook his head, "Probably because I believe that I can handle the relationship with other people well? Maiimai may have had the idea of graduating, and then she and Nanamin
If this incident is triggered again, I will graduate directly."
"...Xiaoichi." Shiraishi raised his head and looked at Oda, his eyes filled with bloodshot eyes.
"Um?"
"If you really want to graduate in the future, you must tell me as soon as possible." Shiraishi said seriously, "It is precisely because Xiaoichi you usually live alone and make your own decisions on everything, so it is even more important.
Come talk to me."
"...Okay." Oda nodded, and in front of them, two girls of similar height and age were hugging each other.