Recently, it has been a period full of surprises for Zhongyuan Japanese Yaxiang.
For the fifteenth single after Fukagawa's graduation, the management boldly chose Saito Asuka as the new terminator, and Nakamoto also entered the selection team for the first time after the seventh single. Ikuta still firmly ranks as the god of luck, and Oda firmly ranks as the god of luck.
In the first row, this can be said to be the first time that the training four have officially reunited in the selection since the establishment of the team.
What makes Zhongyuan even more happy is that the relationship between Oda and Nishino that has been entangled for a long time has finally come to an end. Perhaps it has come to an end a long time ago, but it is only half of the end.
, it was only recently that the last touch was completed.
That night, Oda took the initiative to call Nakamoto and chatted for a long time, but the content of the conversation seemed to have nothing to do with this incident. They talked about their current work status during this period, their experiences in coaxing Ikuta, and their recent past.
Which barbecue restaurant is delicious? Can we go to eat together... At the end of the chat, Oda sighed on the other end of the phone: "Hiyaxiang."
"Um?"
"Inexplicably, I feel that we have all changed a lot." Oda's tone was particularly heavy. "Before, I always thought that change would definitely be a good thing, but now I have doubts about myself. Change is really
Are they all good things?"
Zhongyuan remained silent after hearing Oda's words. Among the four people in the dormitory at the beginning, Oda was the one who changed the most. Xiao Asuka's external personality and attitude also underwent a 360-degree change. Although Ikuta did not change,
But he also went further and further on the road of his own musical, leaving the other members far behind.
As for herself, although she thinks she has changed a bit, she seems to have changed the least among the four. She has always maintained her enthusiasm for fans, always treated everyone who paid attention to her with a bright smile, and always tried to use her own way of looking at her.
The seemingly silly special moves and "miserable" characters brought joy to those who watched the series... However, she found that her gains seemed completely out of proportion to her efforts.
To be honest, if you ask her if she has ever been jealous of other members, she definitely has. Although she sounds very proud, she is quite confident in herself in terms of singing, dancing ability and attitude. In terms of overall performance, she is not better than any other member.
The members are poor - except for Oda, for Zhongyuan, Oda's abilities in all aspects seem to be beyond the level of idols.
Therefore, she was very unwilling.
Very, very unwilling.
"Why can she stand in the first row of c?" "Why can she enter the selection?" Such thoughts passed through her mind countless times, but they always only appeared for a moment before being replaced by other brain cells.
The new ones are metabolized.
It must be that I didn't work hard enough. She said to herself.
So, she pushed herself to become more and more tired. It is said that comedians are very cold in private. Zhongyuan thought it was just a joke at first, but when she put herself in his shoes, she realized that
When I am always shining brightly in front of everyone, when I am alone, I really have no motivation or energy to continue, and only FUWAN is left.
"What about you, Hiyaka? Do you think you have changed in any way?" After hearing Oda's question, Zhongyuan suddenly realized that he had never thought about this issue carefully; he had been trying to move forward, but not a few times.
Look back on the journey you have traveled.
"I think, Riyaka, you have become a lot more." Zhongyuan was still thinking silently, and Oda continued, "How should I put it, although I don't know Riyaka yourself.
What do you think, but I feel that Hikari is shining brightly now.”
"..."
"Actually, from the very beginning, I admired you Hiyaka." Oda continued, as if he was drunk and said all the words he was hiding in his heart at once, "Hikaka, do you still remember?
, at the first meeting, I was severely scolded by Nanxiang-san, saying that I was a poker face. At that time, Riyaka happened to be shaking hands next to me. Although there were more people on my side than yours, we
The two people's response was completely like heaven and hell. Even now, I still feel that although my performance at the handshake meeting was not bad, it can only be regarded as average among the members. But Riyaxiang, you are definitely the best member.
one."
"No..." Zhongyuan shook his head vigorously, "In my heart, Xiaoshi, you are the goal I have always wanted to catch up with. I think your singing, dancing, and ability to adapt to changes in variety shows are super.
Awesome. I have obviously studied in idol schools for a long time, but it is still difficult for me to catch up with you, Xiaoichi..."
Regarding Zhongyuan's words, Oda could only remain silent because she did not deny her ability, but it would hurt Zhongyuan's heart to admit it at this time.
"But I also know that Xiaoshi, you have put in a lot of effort before, so I don't think it's unfair." Zhongyuan showed a relieved smile, "So I also want to put in a lot of effort to get to you.
Next, but..."
"uh-huh?"
"I'm really tired." I don't know why, but tears couldn't stop welling up and slowly flowing down from the corners of my eyes. "I'm really, really tired. Every night when I get home, I lie in the bathtub and just
I feel like my whole body is falling apart and I don’t want to come out. I want to stay in it for the rest of my life. I even want to sleep like this and not wake up, so that I don’t have to be as busy as I am now.”
The words coming out of Zhongyuan's mouth made Oda a little strange and a little creepy. She really had never had such thoughts in her life. She always believed that she could succeed in anything as long as she worked hard. If she couldn't succeed, she would just be nothing.
Not working hard enough... But Zhongyuan seemed to have really worked hard, but the reward he got was... at least in Oda's eyes, he felt very sorry for her.
"But this kind of thought disappeared in a flash. After a sleep, it's a new day, and I have to face those people who like me with full energy." Zhongyuan's tone was tearful, but he could still hear it.
He smiled slightly, "To be honest, I feel like I am not an idol now for myself, but for the people who like me. For example, fans, members, and of course you, Oichi."
"...So, everyone is changing." Oda sighed and ended the topic early.
"Yes, so I have to continue to move forward." Zhongyuan stretched out his hand to wipe away his tears, "Since I want to make changes, how about cutting off my twin tails?"
"Then it's better not to do it." Oda was amused by Nakamoto's words, "I think Hikari with long straight hair looks very good."