So we beat on,boats agai,borne back ceaselessly ihe Great Gatsby》
On August 10, 1998, an ordinary day, a girl named Saito Asuka, like countless newborns, was born in a hospital in Katsushika Ward, Tokyo. She weighed six pounds and two taels, and the mother and child were safe. At this time, from this
There is no information about the crying baby hanging upside down by her naked butt that tells her that she will become an idol in the future - maybe the only thing that makes her different from others is that she is of mixed Japanese and Burmese descent.
Myanmar is a small country located in the Indochina Peninsula, bordering the Andaman Sea to the west and China to the east. It is an ancient civilization with a long history. However, in fact, the little bird knows very little about this country with the same blood, and can only learn from it.
From the stories told by my mother, I learned very little knowledge about Myanmar: Myanmar has a very beautiful Shwedagon Pagoda, Myanmar men like to wear long floral skirts, and the mosquitoes in Myanmar are particularly poisonous. The last point is true for Little Bird
I have personally experienced it. I heard my mother say that when she was a child, she was bitten all over her body and contracted a disease similar to malaria, so she had to be sent back to her country. It sounds ironic, but for Xiao Asuka, she only has one hometown, and that is Tokyo.
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However, part of the country of Myanmar was passed on to the little bird through blood: some dark skin, thick and long eyebrows in a line, and bangs that she likes to tie up in the sky. During the kindergarten, people who came to talk to her
The most frequently asked question is "Are you mixed race?" It's strange to say that this question that sounds so normal makes Xiao Feiniao very resistant to answering. This unique label that has been with her since birth made her
Xiao Feiniao didn't want to mention it.
"Where is Myanmar? What's delicious in Myanmar? What's the difference between Myanmar and Japan? Why do you have to ask me such questions? I can't answer them!" So the young bird began to avoid it.
Because of these classmates who came to ask her questions, over time, she was also labeled as a weirdo.
After arriving in elementary school, similar situations intensified. "Black eyebrow", "Burmese weirdo", "gloomy girl"... countless nicknames were heavily attached to the thin shoulders of Xiao Feiniao in the jokes of classmates. The identity of a mixed-race person is
It was like an invisible wall built between her and other classmates. No matter how hard she tried, she could not shake it. Even if she shouted loudly at the other side of the wall, the response she got was only more unpleasant and dirty words.
There is a saying in "Wonderful Stories of the World - Forbidden Games": Children's evil is the purest, because they don't even know what evil is. It is true that for primary school students, the existence of exclusive thoughts is understandable, but that's how it is
Intentional or unintentional neglect made Xiao Feiniao's childhood become a bit gloomy, and even made her gradually hate her mixed-race identity and her "dark" self.
However, the strong-willed little Feiniao has never taken the initiative to talk to her parents about her feelings. For her, these negative emotions should probably not be brought back home. Because in her eyes, home is the warmest harbor.
Little Flying Bird’s mother, who was born in Myanmar, is an extremely gentle person, so gentle that it is difficult to describe it with all the beautiful words in the world. She feeds Flying Bird every morning, is responsible for applying body lotion to her at night, and helps her timid little girl who is afraid of the dark outside the bathroom.
The little bird acts as the gatekeeper... Faced with such meticulous care, most children will probably be spoiled and become naughty children.
But the little bird didn't.
The word gentleness seems to have been inherited from the bloodline that this little bird doesn't like: cooking porridge for her sick mother, learning Burmese-style egg roast for her mother's preference, or just for her mother's words "Asuka Shining"
She must look good when she shines." And then she entered the entertainment industry, a circle that was completely unfamiliar to her.
Xiao Feiniao once said on the show before that the purpose of becoming an idol is to change his dark personality and make himself more shining. But is it really for this reason? Even Xiao Feiniao himself may not know
Well. But at least for her now, she is probably just putting a pink covering on her personality.
Yes, Asuka Saito is indeed such a strange child, but she always works hard in her own way and lives in her own unique way, for you and me, for everyone, even if no one cares.
So, what does Oda City look like to Little Asuka?
In fact, during the selection process, Xiao Asuka was deeply impressed by Oda. He wore a gorgeous kimono and sang very beautifully. In Xiao Asuka's eyes, he was completely different from Oda.
After that, the two of them were assigned to neighboring dormitories. The four people in the two dormitories often moved together. Xiao Asuka also became familiar with Oda and came into contact with the gentle soul hidden under the somewhat cold surface. Although Nogizaka's
The members are all gentle, but Xiao Asuka feels the most comfortable and familiar with Oda.
It is not like Fukawa, who treats everyone equally; nor is it like Hika, who hides all her emotions in her heart because she does not want to affect others. Oda's gentleness is something special, she will take care of everything she cares about.
Treat the person as a person with the same status as him, communicate as a peer, and will not wrong others for yourself, nor will you wrong yourself for others, but will truly put forward suggestions that you think are good for the other person.
Perhaps these words may sound uncomfortable, but Xiao Feiniao likes this approach very much and likes this unique gentleness.
Therefore, Little Asuka especially likes to stick to Oda. She wants to be as powerful as Oda, and she wants to learn various things from Oda. If Hashimoto is a cool idol in her eyes, then
In her heart, Oda is a sister she can rely on and talk to. So when Shitara mentioned the so-called "Ichitori" CP in the program, although she seemed to be resisting on the surface, she actually felt a little jealous in her heart.
Happy. For a 13-year-old child, it can be said that it is difficult to understand love, love, or CP operations, especially for the "dark" Miss Saito Asuka. In her mind, the two
If they are written together, it must mean that the two of them have a good relationship.
At least for now, she is happy enough to be able to stay with her favorite friend all the time.