Is Oda Ichi a dark person? Maybe, maybe not, or maybe she can’t even figure out what kind of person she is. Her life seems to have gone smoothly since she was a child, and her only regret may be
It's probably because her mother died before she could remember it. However, Oda herself has never really felt that she is a single-parent family: her classmates at school are quite friendly and did not use this to make fun of her;
Her father did not find another stepmother for her, and he did not pin his longing for Oda's mother on Oda like the infatuated men in literary works.
To describe Oda's father's attitude towards her in a few words, it would probably be strict and liberal. I say she is nervous because Oda has participated in various specialty classes since she was a child, and her father also attaches great importance to cultivating her various habits.
As for freedom, it’s because since Oda was in elementary school, his father would seek Oda’s opinion whenever there was a big issue at home. “You are also a member of our family,” his father said. When there was any conflict between the two,
At that time, my father would never scold Oda unilaterally from the perspective of an elder. Instead, he would sit face to face and reason with each other to see who could convince the other party.
Oda, who grew up in this kind of education, gradually became what she is now, versatile and a bit free and undisciplined. It would not be wrong to say that she is negative, nor would it be said that she is positive. For her,
The most important thing is to make yourself comfortable in the present moment. To use a more popular modern word, it would be a bit "sad".
Therefore, when the staff of the "Nogizaka Romance" program team informed her to prepare an introduction to the author's works, she found that the books she liked did not conform to the types that an idol should like. What's even worse is because the program team knew that she usually likes to read books.
, so the recommended books and recommended words are left to her to choose.
After struggling for a while, Oda chose the work of Mr. Mishima Yukio, which he liked better. Compared with the realism of Natsume Soseki or the pessimism of Osamu Dazai, Oda preferred to hide in the works of Yukio Mishima.
Norio's thoughts on the opposites in life.
It was a bit of a headache for the program organization to receive the book and excerpts selected by Oda, because they needed to record a PV that fit the situation based on the recitation excerpts, but this excerpt from Oda was really difficult to film on video.
There is no medicine to cure me in the world, and there is no hospital on earth to take me in; people will never love domestic animals that live longer than themselves, and the condition for being loved is the shortness of their lives; you think there are exceptions in history, but there are no exceptions; you
Thinking that people have exceptions, but there are no exceptions; there is no patent for misfortune in this world, just as there is no patent for happiness. There is neither tragedy nor genius. If there really is something in the world that is inherently beautiful or particularly evil, and so on.
The Creator will not let different existences go unchecked, and will definitely eradicate such existences, making them a profound lesson for people to remember that there is nothing "uniquely blessed" in this world. If aging is a disease
, then the body, which is the fundamental cause of aging, is the disease. The essence of the body lies in its demise. The reason why the body is placed in time is nothing more than to prove its decline and destruction. Memory is basically like deforming glasses.
You can not only see things that are impossible to see in the distance, but also bring them close at hand.
In the end, after discussions between Oda and the director, it was decided that the video of Oda's recitation would be about a girl wearing a kimono in a dark room, supplemented by some shots of holding dolls, to try to fit the artistic conception as much as possible.
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"Oda-san, why did you choose this content?" After discussing the script, the director couldn't help but ask Oda, because in this series, the recommendations from the members are basically positive and encouraging.
For the work, even Sakurai who chose Dazai Osamu also chose the most positive and uplifting paragraph in the article "Girl Disciple". After all, they are idols, and idols should give people hope and encouragement.
"How should I put it? I probably just like this text." Oda thought for a moment and replied. For her, idolization has not been her goal since she was a child. Although becoming a selected member would be great, but
Falling out of the selection won't make her feel so uncomfortable. She doesn't want to set up any kind of personality for herself like other members. If she likes it, she likes it, and if she hates it, she hates it. Being an idol is just a job for her. Although she works in the group
Many things have happened, but Oda can guarantee that he has never lied 100% about those things about himself.
"There are no perfect people in the world, and I am no exception. I hope you can like me with my shortcomings." This is probably the point of view that Oda wants to convey to passers-by and his fans. "But there is a high probability that most people will not
You should pay more attention to the content of the recitation but to me wearing a kimono," Oda complained in his mind.
"You can persist in things you like, but you won't last long in things you don't like." Because Oda thinks it's interesting to be an idol, and it's pleasant to get along with these members, so Oda will do his best to do this job well;
If one day this job becomes too heavy and Oda feels she has lost herself, she will probably decide to graduate.
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Of course, Hoshikawa Koyuki also watched this episode. After watching it, she immediately looked up the source of this passage and its meaning online.
"There are no perfect people in the world, everyone has shortcomings." Hoshikawa read the comments on the novel evaluation website line by line on the computer, "Since Oda-san likes this book, I will buy it and read it tomorrow.
"Thinking like this, Xingchuan wrote down the book "The Five Declines of Heavenly Beings" in a small notebook that he carried with him. In it, he also kept various personal information about Oda that was so detailed that it made people go crazy.
"By the way, Koichi looks really good in a kimono." Hoshikawa lay on her chair, raised her phone above her head, looked up at the Oda recitation video she had just recorded, and lines flashed across the top of the screen.
According to the information, it seems that Oda’s fan group is also having a heated discussion about Oda’s performance in the group today.
"When she saw the messages that flashed by, Xingchuan felt a little angry again. "Are you satisfied so easily? It's obvious that Xiaoshi didn't even get three orders..." She murmured to herself and put her phone away.
He put it back on the table. Next to the phone, there was a group photo of Nogizaka members, in which Nishino had a big cross drawn on his face.
"This bitch... I will definitely rescue Xiaoshi." After the curse through gritted teeth, there was the sound of "crackling" keyboard tapping.