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1. This book will update chapters every day: two chapters
2. This book will be updated regularly in the future: 12:00, 19:00
3. Thank you all readers for your support, thank you to the editor of Yexiao for your help, and thank you to Mr. Toad for his help.
4. Remarks and farewell.
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All of a sudden, I don’t know where it started.
Originally, I really had a dream and jumped in after I became a full-time employee.
However, the gap between reality and dreams is indeed quite large.
I started researching the novel at the beginning of this year, and the book was uploaded on April 3rd. As of today, June 11th, it contains 820,000 words.
Suddenly, I didn't know what to say.
My mood is complicated and my mind is confused, so let’s start with reality.
Some other personal experiences have been mentioned before. Here I will talk about the real situation.
I haven't worked part-time for more than a year. Over the past year, I have made many attempts, always thinking of reaching the sky and becoming rich all at once.
However, the results were all in vain and nothing was achieved.
My girlfriend and I now live in a single room with an area of more than ten square meters, and we have two cats.
A bed, a wardrobe, a computer desk, a small sofa, and a cat litter box are all the furniture.
Other bits and pieces are stuffed in every corner.
In such a small space, I sometimes regret that I adopted two cats, causing them to spend their entire lives in such a small space with me.
I didn't want to say it before, but now that it's over, let's just say it. I've been in debt for several years.
Still haven’t paid it off, and I still haven’t paid it off yet…
The two of them made some money, paid off their debts, and had a hamburger, which made them both feel luxurious.
Life feels like there is no way out.
To be honest, I quit smoking because I was poor.
When I was under a lot of pressure in the first two years, I could smoke two or three packs a night. Later, I consciously relieved myself and averaged about two packs a day.
When a person is really too poor, he really can't afford to smoke.
To be honest, I blame myself. The Huabei borrowing limit is too high. Over the years, even if I am in debt, I still use borrowing and Huabei to do evil.
It's like a dead fish whose broken jar has been smashed and whose debts are too heavy to bear.
After a year of hard work, I didn't accomplish anything. Instead, I posted a lot of random posts. If I hadn't relied on the book club my girlfriend opened to make some money, otherwise, I would have been unable to survive long ago.
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Internet writing is another attempt of mine. I really wanted to work hard. At the beginning, I couldn’t write at all. I had to rely on force to write it down. There were many gaps in the middle, which was not fun at all, and there were still many places.
, are all poisonous.
The high order and follow-up orders completely collapsed. The collapse was severe. One collapse is enough for others. I feel like I collapsed three or four times.
Those who have been able to catch up here are really very powerful people. At least 5,000 people have read my book, but there are only 10 of you who have persisted until now. I am very touched!
There was a period of time in which I was really giving myself a boost every day. I couldn't write from the beginning, so I forced myself to write, ten thousand words a day, fifteen thousand words a day, and finally twenty thousand words a day...
Recently, for some reason, I have had nosebleeds every morning for five or six days...
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At first, I set a time to get up and write at 8 o'clock in the morning.
Later, popular category recommendations came, and I started getting up at 7 o'clock every day to write.
Unfortunately, it still doesn't work. I updated 100,000 words in 7 days, and ranked 12th in the test list, but it doesn't work.
After continuing for a while, I asked for another test. Then, maybe it was because of my late night snacks that I was trying so hard, so I tried again. The popular recommendation came, and I changed it to 6 a.m. every morning.
Get up and write.
However, I still made a save and ended up in 11th place and did not advance.
After finishing this time, the time was advanced again. I had clearly set the alarm clock for 6 o'clock, but I woke up at 5 o'clock to write and write.
When the Toad God gave me a chapter recommendation, I woke up at 4 o'clock and started writing.
I didn't dare to stop until ten or eleven o'clock in the evening.
It's like, if you don't work hard, there is really no way to survive.
It's like, if you don't work hard, I'm sorry to everyone...
However, from April 24th to today.
It is indeed, uncomfortable.
The manuscript fee has come out, 250 yuan.
Plus perfect attendance is 850 yuan.
Even a fraction of the monthly repayment is not enough. When the quality of the novel is of questionable quality, it is of no use to work harder and harder.
The beginning is not good and the middle is not good. Even if it is 100,000 words a day, no one can read the rest. Just like now, at least 5,000 people have read this book, but only 10 readers have persisted to the latest chapter.
So, I finally made this difficult decision.
I broke my promise!
I said it would last until the end of June.
Sorry, I can't do it.
Tomorrow, I will go out to work.
During this period of writing novels, I also took time to think about it.
Getting rich overnight and then paying off debts is too nonsense.
Maybe, but it's not me.
Tomorrow, I will take up my responsibilities again. Even if the salary is small, the work is tiring, and there is no future, I will still go to work and pay off the debt slowly, even if...
Alas, after all, I actually came to the online literature world with the mentality of becoming a god with one book and getting rich overnight.
I had a dream that I deceived myself.
The day when you become a god should be postponed a little later.
My thoughts are messy, my writing is messy, and I am too lazy to correct it.
In short, from now on, two chapters will be updated every day.
I will work hard to finish it after get off work and try to update it as often as possible.
Don't know how to end.
I entered this industry aggressively, and finally left in despair.
Moreover, I couldn’t bear the 600 yuan for perfect attendance, so I decided to write two chapters every day!
Maybe, just working part-time like this, I can start working again in the future.
This time, it was like being reborn suddenly.
I never wanted to accept reality, but now I have gradually accepted it.
I woke up from the dream and had to face reality. I could no longer let my girlfriend support me alone.
at last.
Thank you to the readers who can see this, it is really true love, thank you for your company.
In the beginning, when I had 300,000 words, without those 2-3 readers, I might not be able to continue writing.
then.
Thanks to the late night editor, after I tried pushing in the first round, I was willing to give me a chance to try again, even though I jumped again.
And, thanks to the late night editor, who added me, I also discovered it accidentally.
At the same time, I would like to thank the Toad God for the chapter recommendation. I am always disappointed. This book really cannot help me.
The back order collapse is frightening, and the ratio to haute couture is over 10.
I have researched and found that this is the data that has crashed more than three times...
Also, I would like to thank the book friends from Toad God’s side for their support, and some of them even gave me rewards.
grateful!
I hope that I can have the opportunity to come back again in the future.
When the time comes, I hope to change my attitude.
For example, preaching...
Haha, if a person has no dreams, what is the difference between him and a salted fish?
ps: The player with 20,000 yuan a day left and became a salty player with two chapters a day.