There was obviously a slight cry on the other end of the phone.
"No, I don't need your pity. Maybe my experience is indeed very tragic, maybe I am really pitiful. However, I don't want to be viewed in this way. I prefer that others see me with normal eyes.
, I saw a me who persisted and worked hard to survive."
My voice was very calm, so calm that there was no emotion at all.
"Tell me, what is the meaning of your life?"
The cry on the other end of the phone improved significantly after my words.
"Because, I have things that I like, I have things that I care about, and I have things that I look forward to. Even if no one cares about me, I only need to have my concerns and expectations."
I slowly touched my chest and my tone became slightly softer.
"But, is there really a chance to start over in life? I've already been abandoned like this and completely lost myself... Is that okay?"
Yuan Wan's voice was soft and indifferent. At this time, she seemed to really ask for my opinion.
"Yes, you still have a chance."
I swallowed and continued: "It's not because of anything else. It's because you are still young and you have a chance to come back anytime. You can still make many choices and do many things. You know.
?"
The voice on the other end of the phone seemed a little silent, and for a moment I didn't know how to answer me.
"Come on. Love is just a hurdle in life. You can't stand up forever just because you fall at this hurdle. Besides, if you learn a lesson and gain wisdom, you will pay attention in the future.
The harder you fall, the deeper the lesson. As long as you gain experience, that's enough."
Having said this, I couldn't help but grin, showing a wry smile out of habit.
"I...I know."
The voice on the other end of the phone was obviously much more stable, and I breathed a long sigh of relief, and a big stone in my heart slowly fell to the ground.
After all, she had been so impulsive before, but now she has basically calmed down, and it is no longer so difficult to save her.
Now, I can be considered relieved and slowly relaxed a lot.
"Is it really possible? Can I really get out of this pain?"
Yuan Wan took a deep breath and asked me again.
"Okay. Look, a tragic clown like me has the guts to live in this world, so why can't you?"
At this point, my voice became even gentler: "Although everyone's experience is different, but... you have to know that there is bitterness and there is sweetness. After every pain, you will taste something different."
Sweetness. Your suffering has just ended, why did you leave before the sweetness comes?"
"Isn't there ever a time when you can't think about it?"
Yuan Wan slowly stopped sobbing. At this time, she sniffed and asked slowly.
"If one day, even I have no hope in life and want to throw away my own life, please stop me. Of course, if I have such an idea, it proves that I am not qualified to persuade you.
Then from now on, I will never advise you again in my life, okay?"
I raised the corners of my mouth gently and whispered in a light voice.
My voice is like a gentle spring breeze, gently blowing through Yuan Wan's body and mind.
Not only did it bring her a little vitality;
hope.
The other end of the phone was silent for a long time. I don't know what kind of psychological struggle he went through in his heart.
After hesitating for a long time, he slowly said to me: "Okay, I promise you."
"Phew...alright, alright."
"Come down from the roof quickly~ Stop thinking about it. Your nightmare is over. There is no need to escape or be afraid anymore."
Looking at Yuan Wan from a distance at the bottom of the dormitory building, I sighed and comforted her softly.
"No, I...I still want to stand here and watch the scenery for a while."
Yuan Wan, who was standing on the roof of the building, gently flipped her hair and looked at me, who was standing in the crowd downstairs.
I watched the black shadow move slightly, as if it shook its head at me and rejected my proposal.
"It's very dangerous upstairs! Don't be like this, okay?"
I just smiled bitterly at the other end of the phone, and the helplessness was written on my face.
"I'm thinking... if, if I really hadn't suffered these blows, would I be living a very nourishing life now?"
Yuan Wan's somewhat doubtful voice was obviously a little confused. She seemed to be worried about her future, and she still seemed to be brooding about the past.
"To be honest, I don't know..."
I sighed and continued: "But, since the matter has happened and it has become a foregone conclusion, we must not... we must not continue to think wildly~"
"How can I not think about it randomly? He is the person I love the most, no one else."
Yuan Wan's voice was soft and weak, but it could be heard that she was still feeling lost.
"call..."
I couldn't help but sigh again: "Yeah, who hasn't loved a few people? But... you also know that forceful melons are not sweet. What's more... now that the matter has come to this, it's time for you too
I chose to forget him. Although I am not qualified to ask you to let go completely. However, I hope you can let go of your emotions for him and invest in life."
At this point, even I couldn't help but raise my head and glance at her: "Life is harder than you think, but it is also more enjoyable than you think."
"Throw into life... You want me to join in hope, but... in my life, what else is there that is hopeful?"
Yuan Wan suddenly paused her voice, and she asked me again with a cry in her voice.
"To be honest, I can't answer you this question at all."
I bit my lip hard and was silent for a moment: "But what I can tell you is that everyone has his own hope. This hope may be his own pet, his own relatives, or his own
Friends, one’s own property, one’s own expectations.”
"Then what?"
Yuan Wan asked slowly like a fool at this time.
"All these expectations will turn into your expectations, your pillars, your concerns, and your motivation to live."
I took a deep breath and seriously turned on the mouth escape mode.
"call......"
Yuan Wan on the other end of the phone suddenly sighed, but then she said calmly: "Forget it, hang up. I think about it, thank you for staying with me for so long."
"Really?"
I asked still a little worried.
"Really. Huh, just now, I was actually hesitating whether to commit suicide. Because I think it's really embarrassing and desperate after someone's feelings are played with. But, for a moment,
It felt like something was suddenly missing in my life. Moreover, I really can’t forget him.”
Yuan Wan's explanation to me at this time was somewhat inconsistent, which made me feel a little confused.
But I can at least tell from the tone that this girl's mood has improved a lot.
"It's okay. Look, only a few of us know about this. Don't think about it. It's okay. What's more, there's nothing to be ashamed of and no one will look down on you."
My voice became gentler for a while, for fear that Yuan Wan's mood would fluctuate a little more.
"Yeah...I know."
Yuan Wan nodded to me with a smile on her face.
[It seems, it seems...
Yuan Wan really thought about it, it's great.
It seems that I can take a good rest.]
Feeling that the matter couldn't end, I couldn't help but let out a long sigh of relief, and my pounding heart also slowed down a lot.
"Thank you for coming to persuade me to go to bed early. I'm going to take a nap now. I think I'll be much better tomorrow."
Yuan Wan's voice became much calmer and gentler.
It seemed that I really thought about it. But I still stood there like a fool, staring blankly at the roof.
After all, it was only when I watched Yuan Wan's figure slowly disappearing on the roof of the building that the stone in my heart completely fell.
〔call...
It's not easy...
Although saving one life is better than building a seven-level pagoda, I almost died from exhaustion.
Fortunately, fortunately, I was saved.]
"By the way, if you're unhappy, or if you have something else you can't think about, just call me."
I reminded him softly while watching Yuan Wan on the roof slowly leave.
"Okay, got it."
Yuan Wan's mood has indeed stabilized: "Don't worry, I promise. I'll hang up. Goodbye."
With a "beep" sound, the phone was hung up.
And I finally showed a happy smile.
Maybe the only thing I worry about right now is my phone bill.
Looking at me spending nearly ten minutes on the phone, I can imagine the consumption of phone bills. They are all wasted money. How can I not feel distressed.
But after all, it was to save people. Apart from comforting myself, I had no other choice.
Just when I was still immersed in the joy of successful rescue, a familiar voice appeared behind me.
"It seems that you are really powerful."
"I?"
I turned around in confusion and looked at the girl standing behind me.
"Ling Xue? Are you..."
"When did you come here? Why...why didn't I notice it at all?"
I scratched my head in confusion, not only looked at Ling Xue with doubtful eyes, but also asked a few questions in succession.
"Actually, I went to pick up the express delivery at that time. After picking up the package, I originally wanted to ask you for the Penguin number or something, but I didn't expect you to run away first. I saw you rushing away at that time, and it seemed that you were
There was something important, but he was running in the wrong direction, so I quickly followed him."
Ling Xue lowered her head in embarrassment. Holding the express package in her hand, she stuck out her tongue at me playfully.