Yuan Wan slowly lowered her head. She couldn't help but take a deep breath: "But, I once treated you like that, I once... I once did so many excessive things to you, I really...
..It’s really bad. Thinking about it now, I feel really guilty.”
"I told you, it's okay. Since it's been so long, don't think about it. There's nothing to feel guilty about. It's all over. What's more... we're not just classmates now, we're still friends. Okay, okay, okay
"
I patted Yuan Wan's head gently, looking magnanimous.
It's just that this girl hasn't told me about the confusion she mentioned before.
[This girl...isn't she confused anymore all of a sudden?
What is this all about...
I'm really uncomfortable with apologizing all of a sudden.
Is this a thank you and commendation meeting, or an apology meeting...]
To be honest, I am actually very tired of such polite apologies. Even if you say it sincerely, I feel that many words are just a waste of time.
I tilted my head and comforted him with a smile on my face.
"Okay."
I rubbed her hair gently, as if trying to calm her down.
"Well...thank you for forgiving me."
At this moment, Yuan Wan's eyes were dim and she nodded slowly towards me.
"Hey, didn't you say before that you were confused? Why don't you mention it now?"
I looked at her with a smile, and there was a gentle and slightly wry smile in my eyes: "Don't worry, I am willing to help you. If it is a troublesome matter, we may have to think about it for a long time, so we have to
If you tell me earlier, you won't waste time. What do you think?"
My gentle voice slowly smoothed away the traces of her soul, trying to comfort her restless soul.
"Um..."
Yuan Wan bit her lip. Although she hesitated for a moment, it was obvious that she seemed to be a little shaken when she made that sound.
"It's okay, just tell me."
I continued to maintain my expression and whispered comfort.
"You said, if I choose to start over and complete my life again, what should I do to forget this tragic past?"
Yuan Wan's voice was a little hesitant, as if he really didn't know what to do at this time.
"Forget the past..."
I was stunned, and for a moment I didn't even know how to explain it.
"As expected...can't you even forget the past?"
Yuan Wan smiled bitterly and sighed, and the look of haggardness on her face added to it.
"No, you are wrong. There is no need to forget the past."
I slowly raised my head and blinked at her.
"Don't you have to forget the past? Why?"
Yuan Wan's voice gradually became filled with confusion and confusion.
"Because time will heal the wounds left by the past."
I sighed softly and said with a gentle face: "Since the past exists, it has its reasons. Without this past, you might still be innocent, romantic, kind and simple. But from now on, you might be much more mature.
.I will slowly become a strong person in the future.”
"This is what it means to be strong."
I gently rubbed Yuan Wan's hair and couldn't help but smile.
"Become a strong person..."
Yuan Wan pursed her lips and thought
He lowered his head consciously, seeming to be thinking about something.
"Yes. Think about it, if none of this had happened, maybe we would still be living our own lives now. You would still be innocent, cute and romantic, but you could not withstand the blows of life, and I would still be my own traveler.
Carry everything on your back and move forward slowly, pursuing your own truth."
At this moment, I just feel that I am having a literary explosion at this moment.
Even if at this time you praise me as a great writer, poet, poet, or young artist, I will agree without hesitation.
After all, I feel like this is who I am at this time.
Actually, tell the truth.
The kind of chicken soup for the soul that I am talking about is confusing to others. Not only others are confused, but I am also confused.
When I said it, even I felt funny.
Therefore, many times they are just pretense of being literary and artistic. They look very literary and profound, but in fact they are like chicken soup articles and are meaningless.
However, this kind of words is more effective in persuading confused people.
Because they will think too much and bring these words to themselves.
They will realize their own life and their own truth.
Many times, the other person's thoughts are already determined from the moment the words are spoken, and at that moment, her own path slowly takes shape.
If they don't understand what you are saying, just say that the secret must not be revealed, or that your experience is not enough, so you taste it carefully.
Then just use this method to fool him directly.
Thinking about it this way, I am really an old scammer.
"Do you understand it?"
I looked at her with a smile and winked at her lightly.
"Hmm... you are saying that the past is like a passing track that cannot be changed or eliminated."
Yuan Wan pondered for a moment and continued: "Our lives are originally tracks. Many times, because of the losses we suffered on the tracks we passed before, we will re-determine our best path at the fork in the road.
Orbit, maximizing the use of our past.”
"Well, what then?"
I nodded with a smile on my face and motioned for Yuan Wan to continue.
"So, the existence of the past has its meaning. The past can be forgotten, but it should not be erased. If we erase our past, then those useful lessons and experiences will be in vain. Is that so?"
Yuan Wan muttered to herself for a long time. Although her voice was not loud, I could still hear her clearly.
Obviously, she took the words into herself and analyzed them carefully.
[Look? Look!?
See what I'm saying?
This is called, as long as you drink a lot of chicken soup, you can travel all over the world and be fooled.
Hey, this is called perfect understanding.
As long as I say a word, he will step down immediately.
What a face, hahaha!
It seems that I can also become a Zen master.]
When I thought of this, I couldn't help but smile slightly.
Obviously, I was really amused by my own thoughts.
"Since you said that, I already know my future direction. Thank you for saving me once again and giving me guidance."
Yuan Wan suddenly raised her head and looked at me with respect. At the same time, she suddenly lowered her head deeply to me, as if to express her respect and gratitude.
Although the paleness and haggardness on Yuan Wan's cheeks are still there, the good news is that the pain and confusion are no longer in her eyes, and her mental state seems to be much better.
Such a huge change makes me admire my own talent.
At the same time, I was also happy for Yuan Wan's relief.
"Thank you, thank you again for your help."
Yuan Wan stood up directly and bowed deeply to me.
"You're welcome, actually I didn't do anything."
I looked at her calmly and smiled with some relief.
In fact, I did speak from my heart, after all...
After all, I really didn't accomplish anything.
I just gave some words of guidance, and she could figure out some things on her own, which was far more important than me.
After all, if she doesn't figure it out herself, even if I have some ideas, I can't really help her.
"No, you really have made a great contribution. Thank you."
Yuan Wan bowed deeply to me again, expressing her gratitude to me.
However, this silly girl kept bowing and apologizing, which made me feel a little embarrassed.
More importantly, I feel a little embarrassed.
I took out my phone from my pocket and looked at the time.
【9:14】
At this time, I couldn't help but feel infinite emotion in my heart.
I have two emotions.
First, the evening self-study teacher asked for leave today, so I did not attend evening self-study.
Second, if the teacher hadn't happened to be busy today, maybe today wouldn't be such a troublesome thing. Or maybe, there was no way to see Ling Xue. There was no way to tell Liu Yu the truth, and there was no way to save the soul of a dying person.
Thinking about it this way, I actually feel that I am a little lucky.
Maybe, all this is the so-called destiny.
"Okay, now that your troubles are solved, it's time for me to leave. It's getting late. It's time to wash up, brush your teeth, wash your face, etc."
I stood up slowly and looked at Yuan Wan who was very polite to me. I couldn't help but rub my nose gently.
"Then...since you don't want to give me a contact number like Penguin, you should at least give me a payment collection code...You have helped me so much, and you still pay for my milk tea."
Money, I... really have some..."
Yuan Wan's eyes flashed with a hint of guilt and some inexplicable emotions.
But before Yuan Wan could finish speaking, I interrupted Yuan Wan's words directly.
"No need to pay me back. Just treat it as..."
At this point, I couldn't help but remain silent for a moment, and tried my best to make up a reason: "Just think of it as one of the blessings that will surely bring you good luck if you survive a disaster. Okay, don't refute me, that's it.
Happy decision."
Although I am an unscrupulous money addict.
But I also know that now is not the time to be stingy.
After I finished speaking, without even waiting for what Yuan Wan was saying, I turned around with a smile, took the lemon tea in my hand, and quickly walked downstairs and left the cafeteria.
In the cafeteria, only Yuan Wan, who looked apologetic, and Ling Xue, who was cheerful, were left.
...
[Huh, I didn’t expect that...
It's really a nice weather today...
I didn’t expect that I could also be the male protagonist and have a great time.
It feels so good to save people and explain the truth today, and to resolve everything in one go.
In this way, if I am really in an online novel, then I can be considered a qualified male protagonist, right?]
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but smile, and I felt surprisingly comfortable.