Thinking of this, he looked at Zheng Zai's disappeared back.
I couldn't help but shook my head to myself, showing a helpless wry smile.
"Forget it, stop thinking about it. Let's go back to the dormitory."
Talking to myself, I put my hands behind my head and chose to give up worrying about it all.
At this time, I was still walking on the road back to my dormitory, but I didn't know that the cafeteria at this time was already full of the smell of gunpowder.
...
On the other side, inside the cafeteria.
Two girls sat across from each other, and the atmosphere was tense.
"Are you Ling Xue? What a big change!"
Yuan Wan looked Ling Xue up and down in disbelief, and couldn't help exclaiming at the same time: "Now that I think about it, we haven't seen each other for several years, right? I didn't expect that you would change in such an exaggerated way.
, it’s really unimaginable.”
Although Yuan Wan's eyes were casual, there was still a hint of surprise in her expression, and her attitude was pretty good.
But the attitude shown by Ling Xue was not as good as expected.
"Yes, it's just that I have changed and you haven't."
Ling Xue's voice was very light and soft, just like before.
However, there was a hint of irony in the tone.
"Indeed, I have indeed changed a lot. These changes are good and bad, and I do deserve them."
Yuan Wan heard Ling Xue's sarcasm, so she sighed and accepted the sarcasm helplessly.
"Huh... It seems that you have become much more haggard than before. It seems that you are no longer the same as you were back then. To be honest, I already know your experience, but I don't have the slightest sympathy.
Even, it’s a little ridiculous.”
Ling Xue's voice was very soft and gentle, as if she was afraid that her words would not be able to penetrate Yuan Wan's heart.
Yuan Wan listened to Ling Xue's tit-for-tat, although she didn't understand the situation.
But no matter what, it’s uncomfortable to hear others criticizing you all the time.
But it only happens three times, and this is only the second time.
Yuan Wan comforted herself like this.
"Yeah, I didn't expect that I didn't cherish the person who pursued me so seriously and treated me. Later, someone who understood and understood me appeared, and his love was just for revenge on Yang Chen. I really...
..Somewhat unexpected.”
Having said this, Yuan Wan just smiled bitterly and shook her head. There was no telling how much bitterness and pain was contained in the raised corners of her mouth.
"Although I really shouldn't ask this, I'm still very confused."
Ling Xue took a deep breath, lowered her voice as much as possible, and calmed her tone: "I want to know why you didn't like Yang Chen, who worked hard for you, and why you liked Liu Yu, who only worked hard for such a short time.
Woolen cloth?"
"Because if you like this thing... many times you won't fall in love with it even if you pay a lot of money, right? This thing depends on your heart..."
Having said this, Yuan Wan slowly lowered her head and revealed a wry smile.
"Forget it, this is your choice after all, I won't interfere any more."
Ling Xue sighed and waved her hand helplessly.
"However, I do admit that I was indeed a person with incorrect views at the time. I hurt Yang Chen so many times intentionally or unintentionally. Now that I think about it...I was really vicious...what I have experienced
Everything is really deserved."
At this time, Yuan, who was whispering in front of Ling Xue,
Wan seemed to be repenting, repenting for what she had done, with guilt written all over her face.
"However, your words still changed Yang Chen. Since then, he has indeed lost his confidence. Looking back now, all your actions at that time were not only sinful, but also quite immature.
"
When Ling Xue said this, she seemed to have no intention of letting Yuan Wan go.
"Yes, since elementary school, maybe you are the most mature person I have ever seen, right?"
Yuan Wan bit her lip. She couldn't stand being chased and whispered in pain, so she directly spoke back.
After all, no matter how you say it, there are only three things.
"No, it's not about being mature or immature."
Ling Xue shook her head slightly: "I just want to tell you. In front of Yang Chen, in front of me, I think it is hypocritical no matter how you repent. If you really want to repent, you might as well speak with actions. That's the only way
, is the beginning of proving your maturity, and only then can you atone for your previous actions."
Only now did Yuan Wan realize that everything Ling Xue had just done was just a preparation for saying these words.
"Okay, I understand, I will."
Yuan Wan was stunned for a moment after hearing Ling Xue's words, and then nodded slowly.
"However, I can only tell you this. Although time can bury the original hurt, it is definitely not something you can take casual actions to change and make up for. Therefore, I hope you will not waste all your efforts. I hope you can truly
I will make up for Yang Chen, even if it is to repay your life-saving grace."
Ling Xue looked at Yuan Wan in front of her and continued to explain her views.
"good."
Yuan Wan nodded thoughtfully. She seemed to have recalled something, her face was a little solemn, but then she forced a smile, as if she wanted to escape from something.
Obviously, this expression was clearly observed by Ling Xue.
"But, like the scars from the past, wouldn't it be better to let time heal them? Why do you have to let me act?"
Yuan Wan pursed her lips and asked with some confusion.
"Ah......"
Listening to Yuan Wan's words, Ling Xue couldn't help but sneer: "Let me tell you, I will never forget the shadow you once brought to me."
"We? I didn't join the group of people who bullied you. So I don't know!"
Yuan Wan raised her head and raised her hands, looking innocent.
"No, you don't understand how I felt when I was bullied."
Ling Xue shook her head, with a look of hatred on her face: "Did you know? During an avalanche, not a single snowflake is innocent. Yes, you did not do anything, you did not take action. However, in my eyes, you who stood by and watched are still
Sinners. Just as sinners as the perpetrators.”
Ling Xue's words were like a blade, cutting directly into Yuan Wan's pain and into the past that Yuan Wan did not dare to recall.
"Think about it. A girl like you, who has been protected by everyone for so long because she is beautiful, will never understand the pain of being looked at when being bullied, and the feeling of powerlessness when being bullied.
.You will never understand.”
Having said this, Ling Xue slowly brushed the hair on her forehead and took a sip of the milk tea in her cup: "Our experiences and encounters all determine our vision and personality. This is how we handle things differently.
, which is different from our previous attitude toward others.”
"Your great principles are really disgusting."
Yuan Wan raised the corner of her mouth with a wry smile, and a little irritation did flash in her eyes.
"Yes, the truth is indeed disgusting. But although it is troublesome, I hope you can listen to it. I hope that you can slowly eliminate your own sins. As for what sins you have, or what you want to repay the most
Who, I suppose, knows better than you do?"
Ling Xue's voice was gentle, but every time she could speak to Yuan Wan's heart and the things that Yuan Wan didn't want to face.
"Thank you for advising me."
Yuan Wan was silent for a long time. It wasn't until most of the milk tea in her cup was drunk that she slowly spoke.
At this time, she took a deep breath, but the word "escape" still flickered in her eyes.
"I know I'm talkative, but I also hope you can listen. After all, although you have your own difficulties, I still hope you can treat your savior better."
Ling Xue just looked at Yuan Wan in front of her with a serious look on her face.
"Tell me, is this guy Yang Chen too bad for a good person?"
Yuan Wan held the milk tea in her hand, gently released her sucking mouth, and suddenly asked.
"Yes, he's not just a bad guy. He's just too bad. He's just a piece of mud!"
In Ling Xue's words, there was also a sense of resentment: "After all, there are not many people like him who are always willing to help others. It doesn't matter who you are or what the relationship between the two is, let alone this
What do you guys think? Sigh... Although it is said that suffering a loss is a blessing, but this is like the east sea."
"Indeed, this guy has a strong desire for revenge, but he also has a soft heart."
Yuan Wan nodded, agreeing with Ling Xue's view.
"Although I don't know what this guy is thinking, but...if he continues to repay kindness with kindness, maybe one day he will not be able to bear this kind of pressure and this kind of pain..."
Ling Xue slowly raised her head and looked at Yuan Wan very seriously. The meaning in her eyes was self-evident.
"Wait, are you secretly disgusting me? Repaying evil with kindness, you are talking about me, right?"
Yuan Wan raised her head in displeasure, and the smell of gunpowder in the air became a little stronger.
"To be honest, I am an upright person."
Ling Xue raised her head and took a deep breath, squinted her eyes and whispered: "Let me tell you, I am very unhappy with your behavior. Even if you were my former best friend, even if you were the person he once liked, but you took advantage of him.
A good person’s personality makes him become your tool. I get angry just thinking about it.”
Although Ling Xue's words were rough and straightforward, they were like a sharp bayonet, hitting Yuan Wan's heart directly and piercing the part where she felt most guilty about Yang Chen.
"I..."
Yuan Wan bit her lip, looking like she wanted to speak but hesitated, as if she was afraid of something.
Although she wanted to say something at this time, it was indeed the truth.
"To be honest, I'm really unhappy. Why is Yang Chen willing to give up so much for you? Why does Yang Chen step forward to help you at critical moments after his character has been ruined by you? Yang Chen has helped you not once or twice.
, but, last time, you treated him as a tool, and I knew it very well."
Ling Xue slowly put down the milk tea cup in her hand, her sharp eyes so piercing that Yuan Wan did not dare to look at her.
"I didn't want to say it outright, but looking at your attitude, I really can't help it. You look so careless, as if you want to pretend to forget everything in the past! How is that possible! How can I
You might let this happen! I will never let Yang Chen get hurt!"
Ling Xue's voice was no longer gentle and light, but was very serious and angry, as if she was very angry at Yuan Wan's attitude.