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Chapter Two My Bitter Youth

"I... I have liked you for a long time. So... so... can I... chase you?" The boy looked at the girl in front of him and smiled shyly, scratched his head in embarrassment and said with a blush.

arrive.

"No, you are a good person, I am not worthy of you..." After the girl said this, she lowered her head slightly, closed her eyes and sighed.

"Then, what else can we do..." The boy gently raised his hand. Just as he said this, the girl in front of him reached out to stop him.

"Please stop talking... Yang Chen, there will be girls who are more suitable for you than me. I hope you can find the one you love most soon. I'm leaving." The girl turned around heartlessly and took the package in her hand.

, lowered his head and left the street without looking back.

Under the illumination of the street lamp, the girl's long shadow and the distance between her and Yang Chen were just like the distance between two people's hearts, getting farther and farther.

"Really? I am indeed a tool." Yang Chen raised his head with a wry smile and looked at the street lamp above his head. The soft light illuminated him clearly. He pursed his lips with a smile and raised his head hard.

, in order to prevent the tears from flowing down from the corners of my eyes.

For a long time, Yang Chen lowered his head gently, held back his tears, and stopped looking in the direction where the girl was going. While raising his own slow pace, he walked forward with a wry smile and whispered: "That's it, that's all, I should have done it long ago.

You thought I was the spare tire, you should have thought I was the tool, blame me, blame me."

The boy smiled bitterly and walked forward step by step. Looking at his miserable appearance reflected on the roadside, he couldn't help but grinned bitterly and whispered softly: "I am really annoying like this."

-

"Well, it's this kind of dream again, ugh..." I rubbed the tears from the corners of my eyes, looked at my hands, and whispered with a wry smile.

[Although these are things in the past, but...even if I think about it now, my heart still hurts...but it's okay, I already have a girlfriend now, so I'd better chat with her and have fun.]

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but grinned, turned over, and picked up the mobile phone next to me.

【7:00】

[It’s already seven o’clock in the morning. My baby should be up. It’s time to talk to her more.]

I clicked on my phone and opened QQ.

"No... news?" I looked at the QQ interface without red dots and whispered to myself.

I clicked on the person with the big spark in the list, and seeing her perfunctory attitude and sudden lack of reply yesterday, my heart suddenly pounded, and I had some bad premonitions.

[Is this going to happen again?]

I asked my inner self.

After being in a daze for a long time, I finally made up my mind, opened the chat box, and slowly typed on my phone: "These days, when I'm chatting with you, you suddenly disappear. Is it possible that you are annoying me so much..."

Tick, tick...

Time passed by minute by minute, and I didn't receive any message on my phone.

I continued to click on the keyboard and typed helplessly: "Baby...are you still sleeping?"

Another painful wait.

"Alas..." I sighed softly, and a wry smile appeared on my face.

I lowered my head and fiddled with my phone and looked at the time.

【7:13】

"Forget it, I can't sleep anymore, let's go wash up." I got up and put on my clothes, picked up my toiletries and walked to the sink.

"It's been a long time since you got up so early. Don't you want to sleep more?" Li Hao stood behind me and patted my shoulder, asking with a smile.

"I can't sleep, what's wrong? Aren't you sleeping too? This isn't like you." I glanced at him and asked with some confusion.

Li Hao lightly shrugged and said with a smile on his face: "I woke up from a nightmare and dreamed that the person I was getting married to was you. This dream was really scary."

"Go, go, behave properly." I turned around and pretended to kick him.

"The nightmare is real, but what makes me curious is that as soon as I got up, I saw you sitting on the bed and sighing, so I wanted to know what happened to you." When Li Hao said this, he couldn't help but look at it with curious eyes.

I glanced at it and asked with a smile: "How are you doing? Can you tell me?"

"I have nothing to tell you. Besides, my sigh was just out of bed." I said while giving Li Hao a professional fake smile.

"Don't lie to me. I can understand. That kind of sigh..." After Li Hao said this, he took out a cigarette from his arms and held it in his mouth.

"No smoking in the dormitory, it smells very strong." I picked up my toothbrush and squeezed out a little toothpaste. Watching Li Hao smoke a cigarette, I said directly with an unhappy look on my face.

Li Hao smiled, patted me on the shoulder, and said confidently: "Don't worry, I won't smoke in the dormitory." After he finished speaking, he looked at me a little uneasily and whispered softly.

Asked: "It's up to you, do you want to chat together after washing up? You are worried a lot. I can see that. If you talk about it, it might make things better."

"Oh, okay then. You can go to the corridor and wait for me." I sighed, nodded slightly, and then started to wash myself.

-

"Would you like a cigarette?" Li Hao said to me with a smile, leaning up and half leaning against the window sill, reaching out to hand me the cigarette.

"No, you know, I don't smoke." I said as I walked towards him, waving my hand to refuse.

"I'm afraid you'll choke it. But it's okay if you don't smoke. Just save it. I'll keep it for myself." Li Hao gently took back the cigarette. Shanshan smiled and took out the lighter from his arms.

He lit the cigarette he had been holding in his mouth for a long time.

"Tell me what you want to talk about." I sighed, and like him, I leaned up and leaned against the window sill.

"Are you worried about your emotions?" Li Hao took a puff from his cigarette and looked at me with squinted eyes.

"I don't want to say it, and I don't want to answer it." I raised my head expressionlessly and looked at the old and dim light bulb.

"I don't know how to advise you. However, if you really want to know the answer, I think based on your intuition, you should be able to make a guess." When Li Hao said this, he looked at me and smiled.

He laughed, then picked up the cigarette and took a deep puff, and continued: "I am here, I understand, I understand everything... That kind of sigh is definitely not caused by ordinary worries. If something happens at home, you will be anxious."

Yes, so..."

I opened my mouth and couldn't help but smile bitterly in my heart. While applauding, I said with a smile: "Our great detective is really amazing. I admire you, but it's a pity that I didn't guess correctly."

"Okay, do you feel uncomfortable? You know it in your heart. Huh, okay, it's time to wake them up. I'm leaving." Seeing my attitude, Li Hao sighed and glanced at his phone, then pressed it directly.

He took out the half-smoked cigarette in his hand, turned around and walked towards the bedroom.

I smelled the faint smell of tobacco in the air, smiled bitterly and shook my head...

-

Time passed quickly, and it was already evening in a blink of an eye. I stretched out after class had just finished, picked up my book and walked to the dormitory.

"Yang Chen, do you want to go to the cafeteria to eat together? I'm starving to death." Meng Tianci waved to me, holding a book under his arm and asked me with a smile.

I waved my hands to them and said with a smile, "I won't go. I'm not feeling well right now and have no appetite. You go ahead and eat."

Sun Fengqi looked at me a little worried and asked in a low voice: "I'm not feeling well."

Do you like it? Can I bring you some steamed buns or cakes or something?"

"Then bring me two steamed buns, the vegetarian ones are fine. Thank you. I'll go back to the dormitory first." After saying that, I smiled at them, picked up the book, stopped talking, turned around and headed towards the dormitory.

Go.

The walk back to the dormitory was not long. I kicked the stones at my feet and walked worriedly. I didn't even see the female classmate who was coming towards me and bumped into me.

"Pah!" I was thinking about something with my head down, and I bumped into the female classmate who was holding something, knocking her over.

"Ah, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I was distracted and didn't look at the road. It's my fault." I just came to my senses and apologized while helping to pick up things on the ground. There were many things on the ground, including boxes and books.

This makes me a little curious.

"Classmate, are you not injured? Do you need to go to the infirmary?" Under the dim light, I did not see the face of the girl in front of me clearly, nor did I look at her carefully. I just asked while helping to pick up things on the ground.

stand up.

"I'm fine. You can go about your business and be careful next time when you walk." The girl picked up the pile of things again and said to me in an emotionless voice.

"Do you need me to hold some for you? Let's take them to the destination together. In this way, I can be considered as apologetic." When I said this, I carefully looked at her regret. I was still a little afraid that the girl in front of me would be angry. After all,

It was my fault first.

"No need. I can just do it myself." Although the girl rejected me, her tone softened a lot, which reassured me a lot.

I looked at the girl in front of me with some worry, pursed my lips, and said quickly: "Okay, just be careful all the way. I'm sorry about what happened today. If you are injured somewhere and need to buy medicine, I have it."

The school medical insurance is much cheaper, and I can buy it for you. If you need me anywhere, you can come to class 3 of the second year of the five-year mechanical and electrical department to see me. My name is Yang Chen. I'm sorry about what happened today."

"Well, I understand." The girl picked up the pile of things and stopped slightly, glanced at me, and said expressionlessly: "No need to apologize, I was also wrong in this matter."

, the girl took another step and walked away without looking back.

"Huh... I was really careless." I sighed and reached out to pick up my textbook that fell on the ground.

[She hasn’t replied to me for a day... Is the truth of the matter really what I thought? Alas, no, no, I’d better focus on watching the road, so as not to cause any trouble later.]

Thinking of this, I shook my head slightly and walked towards the bedroom.

-

[She hasn’t replied to my message yet? Nothing will happen.]

I thought this with some worry, and became restless and started to toss and turn on the bed, waiting hard for a reply to the message.

"Ding dong."

The moment I heard the phone ringing, I quickly opened it and opened the message bar:

"Today's special offer for QQ members, and..."

[QQ member, your sister! Is it over yet? Can you give me some face? Hello!]

Such news made me a little crazy and even a little angry for a moment. I almost threw my phone away in anger.

"Ding dong."

[God bless, it must be her news... God bless.]

I took a deep breath and kept praying in my heart. While praying, I gently moved the phone that I almost threw away just now to my eyes, and carefully opened the message.

"My ex-boyfriend came to get back together with me. Let's break up."

I sneered when I saw this news. Now I only have one sentence in my heart.

〔I am in hell.〕


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