At this time, my hands could not help but tremble, and an extremely suppressed emotion emerged in my heart again.
That girl, under that streetlight, that place...that sentence.
Things that I didn’t want to recall resurfaced in my mind again.
Such a feeling, such pain... no one can understand it better than me.
At that time, I could only watch helplessly... helplessly, looking at the girl I had liked for several years, and the girl who I had been pursuing for several years before getting results.
It only took a few days for that person... to be hooked up with that person easily.
Obviously I work harder than him! Obviously I love her more than anyone else! Obviously... I cherish her more than anyone else! But... I lost.
There is no right or wrong in love. There is a natural winner between the two of us.
I lost, completely lost.
Obviously I understand this truth better than anyone else. Everyone I compare to understands that I lost completely. I should forget this ancient emotion.
But once I heard his words, I couldn't help but bite my teeth together hard and make a gurgling sound.
My fists can still be clenched.
[Am I...am I not wanting to admit defeat? Am I...am I unwilling to give in to something? What am I doing?]
I gritted my teeth and kept questioning myself, as if I had completely forgotten that I was still talking to someone.
"Huh? Are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere in your body?"
He smiled and patted my shoulder, pretending to be concerned and asked me.
"Well, that's about it. I do feel a little unwell. By the way, since you got her, I have nothing else to say. I wish you happiness."
At this time, I forced a smile on my face, raised my head as much as possible, and tried my best to put on a blessing attitude, and answered him.
"Happiness? Hahaha!"
When he heard this, a smile appeared on his face. Then he lowered his voice and whispered in my ear: "There is no happiness between us. I am tired of playing with this girl. If you want
You can find her at any time if you want. She is very sad now. If you want her, go now. I will give it to you."
"Liu Yu! You...what do you mean?"
I'm so angry that I'm shaking all over. Normally, I would be able to perfectly display the characteristics of the Zaan people and render him speechless.
But now I am not sure at all, because my mind is extremely confused by what he said, and my heart is beginning to become confused.
Even if I greet him the way Zu An greets him, I'm afraid it will be regarded as an angry word.
"What do you mean? You know better than me, right? It's just a breakup after a bad relationship. What's the point?"
Liu Yu looked at me shaking with anger, looked at me with concern, and said softly to me: "You seem to be seriously ill, why don't you go to the infirmary now. Don't fall down soon."
Here, it makes things difficult for everyone."
"call……"
"call……"
I took two deep breaths and tried my best to calm down. At this time, I pressed my fingernails as hard as the palm of my hand, and an extremely strong sting came over me, and soon I was
A lot more awake.
At this time, I forced a smile and pretended to be calm and replied: "Oh, you don't have to worry about me. I'm actually very good now."
Liu Yu put his arm around my shoulders and pretended to be very intimate.
He asked me: "Then why were you shaking just now? Is it because you were wearing too thin clothes?"
"Oh? You said you were shaking just now."
Because of the pain in my palms, I had completely calmed down.
I glanced at him with a sneer, and replied very calmly: "Liu Yu, what are you talking about? You are my good brother, how can I not be happy to see you? We haven't seen each other for a long time.
Woolen cloth."
Having said this, I reached out my hand hypocritically and patted his shoulder with a friendly expression.
My seemingly weak slapping actually used a lot of strength, and my vigorous slapping made him a little bit too much, and then he coughed several times as I slapped him.
"Oh, why are you coughing? Are you feeling unwell?"
I looked at Liu Yu coughing with a smirk on my face, and before he could speak, I continued to sarcastically say, "Would you like me to contact the crematorium for you? I see the intensity of your cough, and it must be hopeless.
, but I know a friend who sells urns, maybe he can sell it to you for a lot cheaper?"
I spat out three curse words in a row without any curse words, and he was instantly angry and speechless.
"You...heh, are you so anxious to refute me because you are so angry?"
Liu Yu was speechless for a moment after what I said, so he could only reply quickly, as if he wanted to embarrass me.
I couldn't help laughing when I heard Liu Yu's words. The contented look on his face seemed completely different from the one I had just been shaking with anger.
"Angry? No, look how happy I am to you, how could I be so angry? But you, if you need me to help you buy an urn, I will definitely do it. And I will definitely make you a bigger urn.
, I guarantee you will get value for money." I patted his shoulder with a smile on my face and said to him very excitedly.
Before Liu Yu could answer me, I rubbed my cheeks myself, and then said to him with an apologetic expression: "I'm sorry. I just thought about the scene when you were about to arrive in the box, and it was inevitable that my mood was a little wrong. So I
I apologize for what I did just now, and I promise that I will make you live happily in the remaining few days and let you enjoy every day."
"you……"
Liu Yu was speechless for a moment and could only make a sound like a repeater.
I raised my eyebrows slightly, looked at him with disdain, and said slowly: "What are you? Are you stuck? Or are you stuttering now and can only say this sentence? I know a gynecologist
Doctor, do you want me to take a look?"
Liu Yu couldn't stand what I said, so he quickly took two steps back, took a deep breath, and replied slowly: "Your mouth is still the same as before, as annoying as a dog's mouth."
I squinted my eyes, put on a fish-eyed look, and replied very calmly: "Oh? It seems that my irritation therapy is still effective. Look, won't you stop stuttering when you speak? You still have to be good.
Thank you for thanking me, right?"
Liu Yu lowered his voice and whispered in my ear: "Oh, I won't quarrel with you, but I can tell you that I will snatch everything you get and throw it away one by one."
"You can try."
I gritted my teeth and said with great disdain.
"Oh? Have you forgotten? When Wan'er abandoned you under the street light, your helpless look and helpless eyes must have been very nice."
Having said this, Liu Yu gently took two steps back and distanced himself from me. Then he raised his eyebrows at me and licked his lips, as if he was still there.
Remembering the pain I felt back then.
"You are right, but since the matter has passed, there is no point in pursuing it any further. Let the past go."
I nodded and said to him pretending to be very calm.
"Hahahaha! Okay, very good. I just like the way you are trying to be strong and do nothing. You must keep it up and don't fall out with me again when the time comes."
Liu Yu smiled and patted my shoulder, pretending to admire me very much.
"Thanks for the compliment."
I smiled, cupped my hands, and said to him very calmly.
"You're welcome, but... your goddess seems to be in great pain now that I have dumped her... Do you want to comfort her now?"
He looked at my very calm look and dropped another bombshell, as if he wanted to see me trembling with anger again.
"It's not necessary. Since she chose you in the first place, she has nothing to do with my life path. And I should be gloating that she was dumped by you."
I smiled very calmly, with an invulnerable look. This expression seemed to make him a little disgusted.
Liu Yu gently picked up a cigarette, took a deep breath, and said to me with disdain: "Tsk, I won't waste my time with you. I'm telling you now, I will take away everyone you fall in love with."
Go, I will make you feel the pain of hell."
"Then try it and let me see how I can be loved by you without any emotion."
I looked at him very calmly and replied calmly.
He didn't answer me, just gave me a smile.
"Crack."
A pale red flame spurted out from the lighter mouth, lighting the cigarette, and the faint scent of tobacco filled the air in front of me.
"Hiss...hoo..."
Liu Yu took a puff of his cigarette with great enjoyment, looked at my calm face, and said with some emotion: "You have changed, but you will not be my opponent."
"Please help yourself."
I looked at him very calmly and watched him slowly walk away.
"You and that person... seem to have a deep hatred..."
Zhou Ke looked at me and asked cautiously.
"It's okay, it's all in the past."
I sat on the bench and sighed, trying to answer her calmly.
"Is it something in the past? That's it."
Zhou Ke looked at me with a confused expression, but she was very smart and did not continue to ask further questions.
"Drink a glass of water."
Another girl watched me sit down, then gently reached out and handed me a paper cup filled with warm water.
"Thank you."
I politely thanked him, but I took the water glass very rudely and drank all the tea in one gulp.
"He...did he steal your girlfriend?"
The girl who complimented my painting before slightly pursed her lips. Although she was afraid that I would be unhappy, the gossip in her heart still made her ask.
"No, that girl is not my girlfriend. I just like her. I'm just...her spare tire."
At this time, I tried to look as calm as possible, as if what I was telling was not my story, but another person's story.