Volume Four, Volume 4, Chapter 149: The Desolate Me
Now, I am a witness in the world. I witness all this happening. I witness the arrival of the "doomsday" and the end of the "doomsday".
Unexpectedly, I didn't see anyone, no one successfully transformed, and no one showed signs of zombies.
On the street, the scene from before was soon restored.
However, everything has changed.
I witnessed the last crowd emitting cheers, howls, cries and curses, all intertwined for a moment, making people unable to help but shake their heads and sigh.
Yes, the outcome of everything has been determined long ago, but I have no power to change it. To put it bluntly, I have now become a sinner by killing countless zombies on my hands.
I watched the outburst of emotions in this group of people, watched their sadness,
I looked at the existence of looting and smashing banks, and I looked at the dusk of the "doomsday".
I witnessed everything and everything, and in the end, I even forgot about the existence of emotions.
In this way, I walked safely to the side of the army, and in my words, I completely told everything and everything that happened to the people in front of me.
Some of them were lamenting that Tian Ji was a talented person, while others were lamenting that his death was unjust.
What's more, I also lament that this guy's behavior and character are really not good enough.
As for me, I didn’t have much of a reaction.
On the way, I have become bearish, understood, and thoroughly tested.
After all, to me, it is normal for one person to have one opinion and one person to evaluate.
I can't control their thoughts, and I don't have to control their thoughts.
It is enough for this person to have flesh and blood in my heart, and his meaning has been achieved.
He also lived a life that was praised by scientists.
Although the process was wrong, the ending was achieved.
So, I don’t want to comment on what these guys think, nor what this guy does.
In my opinion, I just feel that this scientist has returned all the malice that the world has brought to him to the world, that's all.
I won't judge or interfere with the rest.
What they think has nothing to do with me.
After returning to the lounge, because the huge technology of these genes has made a qualitative leap for the country, they wanted to give me some rewards.
But I waved them all down.
Because I don't need it, all I want is a moment of peace and a moment of rest.
They agreed.
That night, I looked at the sky, and the light shining in my eyes was extremely peaceful, extremely deep, and extremely sinful.
I was brought into silence by the scientist's words, and I was brought into the area of questioning by these words.
Fairness, these two words, may be what this scientist wants to pursue throughout his life.
He doesn't dare to deal with humans or face them, probably because of his experience.
When he saw me, his own evil deeds and various memories emerged in his heart. Perhaps, the moment he saw me, he brought me into the role, and his soul began to suffer and suffer.
He knew I could survive and go through a lot of things.
However, he never realized that his heart had been shaken.
In just a few words, he became his own opposite.
Facing his original self, he felt regret, helplessness, unwillingness, and pain in his heart, but in the end, all that was left was regret.
So the purpose of his choice to commit suicide is very clear.
I know this, I understand this, I want to stop him, but I can't.
You can never stop a person who wants to die. What's more, I don't even have the tools or measures to protect him, so how can I save him?
But this ending can be regarded as a happy ending for him.
That night, I slept very hard. In my dreams, I kept repeating this scene. I woke up again and again, thought deeply, and thought again and again.
fell asleep.
When I woke up again, the world had changed again.
"I am..."
Looking at the high-tech world around me, I was a little confused. Looking at the endless flow of unmanned vehicles, looking at all kinds of suspended equipment, and looking at everyone's orderly life, I couldn't help but wonder.
[Where is this? What on earth am I going to do?
What role did I... play?]
Three self-questions made me couldn't help but observe my position carefully.
At this moment, I was sitting on a high-speed train. The scenery outside the window was changing rapidly, and my body was tightly bound by a seat belt. When I came back to my senses, I found that there were already overcrowded people around me.
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[Welcome the host to the last day, the last world. Of course, the fun of random exploration is far more than that. Today, the host will travel through three worlds and see three different versions of himself. ]
[Today, the host will be a bystander and follow Yang Chen’s life. 】
Listening to the sound of the system, I couldn't help but purse my lips, and I couldn't help but think subconsciously.
[Do I observe myself? Although it sounds weird, it is still a good job.]
Thinking of this, I raised my head and glanced at the people on the high-speed train, almost everyone wearing VR glasses.
Everyone in this group of people had expressionless faces, which seemed a little bit intrusive.
"call..."
As I was about to shake my head, I couldn't help but sigh. At this time, my eyes began to scan around randomly, trying to find myself.
Sure enough, hard work paid off, and at this time I had already discovered where my own body was.
I was sitting in a back seat, quietly closing my eyes and relaxing.
"call..."
"We've arrived at the Blind Chicken Stop. Passengers please get off the bus in an orderly manner. Thank you for your cooperation."
The high-speed train suddenly stopped, and passengers began to get off one after another. My eyes were fixed on myself not far away, for I was afraid that he would run away.
I just watched helplessly as I slowly opened my eyes, stood up directly, and followed the flow of people to get off the car. I also quickly joined the people getting off the car, and slowly walked out of the car.
Arrived at the site.
To be honest, the Yang Chen in front of me is still dressed differently from me.
The Yang Chen in front of him was wearing a black sports coat and a hood. He looked a little decadent, with a few strands of black hair hanging on his forehead.
It looked particularly dark, as if it had suffered some kind of blow.
[What’s wrong with this guy? Why is he looking so embarrassed? What happened?]
With some doubts, I slowly slowed down my pace and followed this Yang Chen.
Suddenly, Yang Chen in front of me seemed to have discovered my presence. Not only did he speed up his pace, he even tightened his hood and put on a mask by the way.
"Damn...he ran so fast."
I watched Yang Chen in front of me speed up, and my body also slowly accelerated. At the same time, I tried my best to avoid other people's sight, just like others.
After chasing him like this for about a minute or two, Yang Chen in front of me flashed out of sight and disappeared from my sight.
Before I could recover, I watched Yang Chen disappear in front of me, so I anxiously walked into the place where he disappeared.
I had just stepped into the alley, and then a rough palm directly covered my mouth. My body would have been hooked by Yang Chen's arm.
"Who are you?"
An emotionless voice sounded from my ears. As the question came out, the hand covering my mouth loosened and switched to hooking my neck.
"I am Xu Chenfu."
I lowered my voice and replied softly.
"Stop joking, Xu Chenfu? There is no such name, and there is no one with the surname Xu."
The voice behind me slowly became lowered, and I felt some discomfort in my neck.
"Well, I really can't hide it from you, who is so smart.
Actually, I am Yang Chen."
After saying this, I felt my neck relax for a moment.
"You said you are me? Or do you mean we have the same name?"
Yang Chen lowered his voice in shock, and the strength in his hands gradually slowed down.
"I am you, I am Yang Chen."
My voice was calm and without any emotion. After all, I felt that it would be very difficult for this guy to trust me.
"Okay, I believe it."
The voice behind me laughed, and the restraints on my body were released at the same time.
"You believe it?"
I turned my head and looked at him in disbelief.
"That's right. I believe it."
Yang Chen in front of him lowered his hood and looked serious: "Why are you looking for me?"
"Because I want to observe you for a while."
I didn't hesitate at all and just chose to tell the truth.
"I can't refuse you, and I can't get rid of you, right?"
After Yang Chen heard this sentence, he seemed to understand something. He directly raised his head and looked at me seriously.
"Well, that's right."
I nodded, confirming Yang Chen's thoughts from the side.
"Then how long do you need to observe? How many hours? How many days? How many months?"
Yang Chen in front of me glanced at me and asked softly.
"Probably a few hours."
I thought for a moment and spoke without hesitation.
"Okay, then come to my house and chat with me for a while."
After saying that, Yang Chen in front of him couldn't help but sigh a few times, and directly chose to turn around and leave.
"Hey, wait for me."
I waved and slowly followed Yang Chen.
In this way, the two of us turned left, right, left, right, through the streets and alleys.
Soon, we came to a small rental house.
"Wait until I get off and I'll open the door."
In front of him, Yang Chen was groping for the keys on one side, while asking for instructions with a somewhat gloomy look on the other side.
"What's wrong? What happened?"
Seeing that Yang Chen looked not right in front of me, I quickly asked.
Let's talk after we get inside.
Yang Chen opened the door, walked slowly in, reached out and touched the switch, lighting up the light bulb.
Although the room is narrow, it seems to be well-equipped.
"How could you be like this?"
I looked at the scene in front of me with some emotion.
"Very depressed, isn't it?"
Yang Chen glanced at me and raised a wry smile at the corner of his mouth.
"I'm sorry, to be honest... I'm really depressed, so depressed that I didn't even expect it."
I looked at Yang Chen who was smiling bitterly in front of me, and I scratched my head in embarrassment.
"It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, I'm used to it."
Yang Chen in front of him sighed.
"How are you sure I'm yours?"
I pursed my lips and chose to change the topic.
"Because when I see you, I feel an inexplicable sense of intimacy and familiarity. As soon as I see you, I think that you and I must have known each other before. This feeling is absolutely unmistakable."
Having said this, Yang Chen slowly found a bench and sat down in front of him: "After all, I am quite sure of my actions and behavior."
"You really trust yourself."
After saying that, I looked at him with a smile.
"No... I just know myself, but I don't trust myself. Guys like me shouldn't have appeared from the beginning. If they did, they should have become very strong. Otherwise, I have no qualifications at all.
Protect my friends, I can’t save them at all! Me!”
The more he continued to talk like this, the man in front of him showed signs of struggle and entanglement, and his expression became more and more wrong.
"It's okay, it's okay. Take a breather and speak slowly. Don't be in a hurry. Let's speak slowly."
I looked at Yang Chen who was getting anxious in front of me, and quickly stretched out my hand to touch his chest, signaling that he would calm down.