"For my own good? Don't say that, you know what? My broken body insists on forcing me to choose various extreme sports. What can you let me choose?"
After saying this, I sighed: "For them, I can't make a choice, and I can't make a choice. I'm in pain, very painful."
"pain?"
Listening to me talking to myself, the heaven in front of me fell into deep thought.
"Yes, because of this, I can't make a choice, and I don't want to make a choice. Choice means the end of all this, but I can only choose the end."
My words once again caused Tiandao to fall into silence for a moment.
"What's wrong? Why can't I make a choice?"
Tiandao was very confused: "Is it possible that you have something to hide?"
"do you know?"
I sneered and shook my head, with emotion on my face: "In reality, we have only escaped for less than three weeks. In different worlds, the things we have experienced are extremely rare. In many cases, we even rarely have
Intersection, you are forcing me to choose love now, I can’t do it.”
"Why?"
Tiandao still refuses to give up.
"Because such a choice is not love at all, but the pain of choosing for the sake of choice."
Unknowingly, a serious look appeared on my cheeks.
Being very serious, I instantly silenced Tiandao in front of me. For a moment, Tiandao didn't know how to answer me.
"and..."
Having said this, I sighed again.
"And? And what?"
Tiandao still seems to be wondering why I didn't finish speaking directly.
"And, to be honest, didn't you tell me before that this eye is the pupil of faith? Didn't you say...this eye conveys power through faith? Torture was suddenly replaced by love?"
A series of questions also silenced Tiandao again.
"I don't know how to answer you. To be honest, I can only tell you this. First, they did not make a drama of choosing love at any time at that time, covering your previous life, that is, Yang Chen hundreds of millions of years ago.
So. He was trapped by love and hurt by love, so until his death, he could not feel love. So, if you ask him to explain love, that is faith, firm faith."
After saying that, Tiandao sighed vaguely: "To be honest, although I am actually Tiandao and am responsible for planning the macro history, I didn't know that there would be so many gaps in the small world. To be honest, I am very confused.
You have suffered such harm for generations. Although I feel sad, there is nothing I can do."
"Are you saying that, up to this point in my reincarnation, I have never truly tasted the taste of love?"
I raised my head, and there was a hint of confusion in my eyes.
"Well, that's right, because they either can't get love, or they are in endless pain and hurt by love, or..."
Suddenly, Tiandao paused.
"Just what?"
I asked in confusion.
"Otherwise...like you, everything would be over before you even had time to make a choice."
Tiandao said calmly.
"..."
Listening to Tiandao's words, I couldn't help but become silent.
For a moment, I didn't know what to say, or how to answer. All I could do was respond in silence, that's all.
"Why don't you speak?"
Tiandao looked at my silence and asked with a smile.
"Tell me...what is your understanding of love?"
I grinned wryly, with a look of pain on my face.
"Love is illusory
It is a dream, a strange thing that originates from hormones and is promoted by the brain. Love is natural from the beginning, and it is wrong from the beginning. Love creates life and everything.
It also creates sadness and pain."
Tiandao's voice seemed to be a little emotional, as if he was lamenting my life: "Without love, reproduction can still be achieved, but with love, there will be corresponding pain. However, no matter how much pain love can bring, it will
How much happiness it brings. How many of those who are bathed in the pain of love were previously bathed in the happiness of love? Speaking of which, it is really ironic."
"It is indeed ironic, but in many cases, things are like this: droughts lead to drought, and floods lead to waterlogging."
After saying that, I raised my head and glanced at the sky seriously, my eyes full of helplessness: "Sometimes, I really think it's ridiculous. The more I look forward to, the more disappointed I am, and the more unwilling I am, the more hurt I am. Life
, it’s really painful and helpless.”
"You kid, you should understand this thing best, right?"
Tiandao asked with a smile.
"Maybe... yes, but maybe not. After all, everyone's understanding is different, and people's physiques cannot be generalized, don't you think so?"
I smiled, with a look of ease and emotion on my face.
"That's true. In the eyes of a thousand people, there are a thousand Hamlets. I know."
After saying that, Tiandao couldn't help laughing at himself.
"I think you look very human now."
Suddenly, I said with a smile.
"Oh, is it so?"
There was a touch of freedom and ease in Tiandao's tone.
"Yes, after all, as a god who is supposed to have no emotions, you should have no concept of love, let alone such a heavy topic as happiness."
I smiled and explained.
"Yes, actually, the first generation of Yang Chen, the Yang Chen who became a god at that time, although he was very powerful, although he also had shortcomings, such as never feeling love, he did a good job in dealing with me in terms of human behavior.
One piece."
Tiandao's voice was a little emotional, and it sounded vaguely like he was being teased.
"you mean...."
I hugged my shoulders and asked softly.
"I mean, if it hadn't been for that bet back then, maybe I wouldn't have any weird humanity showing up until now. This guy really tricked me."
Tiandao sighed with emotion, as if he was still brooding over being plotted by Yang Chen.
"Tiandao, you said, you have become like this, you have lost your original divinity, can you help me, not only help me save the world, but at least help me do something useful?
"
I thought for a moment and then spoke softly.
"I don't know, maybe I can't help."
Tiandao replied without thinking.
"Why?"
My voice was still full of confusion.
"Because love is something that I cannot control. This illusory and wonderful emotion that exists in the human mind is beyond my control and cannot be known. I cannot control anyone's emotions.
There is no way to control anyone's thinking. All I can do is make big plans, that's all."
Listening to the voice of Heaven, I couldn't help but sigh again.
"Why are you sighing?"
Tiandao then asked.
"Because, being urged by you, I am very confused. I don't know what choice I should make, I don't know what I should do. Even if I am responsible for these girls, I am willing to like them and love them, but
The problem is, I agree, but the law doesn’t agree, and if the law doesn’t agree, the mothers-in-law won’t agree either. Right?”
While saying this, I shrugged helplessly: "You said that although they have a crush on me, they don't really love me. Love and liking are two different concepts.
Nian. Maybe, until the end of the matter, I won’t have time to make a choice, right?"
"You, you, you are like this in every life. Facing love, you are entangled and hesitant, and you never know what to do."
Tiandao sighed, just like a friend, he complained directly to me without hesitation.
"Then what can be done?"
I smiled and sighed: "Maybe it was wrong to let me get the knowledge of love from the beginning, are you right?"
"Forget it, forget it, anyway, for me, I can't do anything anymore. The rest, you can only rely on yourself. Many times, it's not what I can do, but what you can, you
What do you want to do? Remember, don’t waste these few months, understand?”
Tiandao's voice was very steady and indifferent, as if he was looking away.
"Okay, I understand. I will do it as soon as possible."
I waved my hands calmly, collapsed on the bed again, stared blankly at the ceiling, and couldn't help but smile bitterly: "Am I too stupid to even make a choice?"
"Dong dong dong..."
Suddenly, there was a knock on my door.
"Please come in."
I quickly sat up, turned my head and glanced at the door.
"Yang Chen."
Senior Zhou Ke actually walked into my room wearing a swimsuit with a solemn expression on her face: "Yang Chen, I have something I want to talk to you about."
"What's up?"
I sat up straight and asked softly.
"My father wants you to marry me."
Senior Sister Zhou Ke looked at me very seriously. At this moment, her cheeks were red, and she looked even more cute.
"Can I say no?"
I said expressionlessly.
"Okay, but...I want a reason."
The moment she heard this, Senior Zhou Ke bit her lip and replied softly: "I want to know the reason for all this."
"Then let me tell you this."
Suddenly, I sighed and looked out the window: "My feelings were deeply hurt, so, so... So faced with this kind of thing, I don't know how to make a choice, and I don't know what to do.
I don’t know what I should do when I make a choice, and I don’t know how I should face you..."
"But people always have to make choices, don't they?"
Senior Sister Zhou Ke pursed her lips and tried to argue with me.
"Yes, that's right, but there's just one problem."
I sighed and raised my head: "We have only been together for a few weeks. To be specific, it is only a few days. Although love at first sight does exist, I don't believe in love at first sight. More often, it is just
An impulse, it’s not really love, at most it’s just a certain kind of liking. When the heat passes, everything will disappear.”
"I...I can..."
Senior Zhou Ke seemed to want to explain, but was quickly stopped by me.
"No, there's no need to explain."
I smiled and waved my hand: "It's not that I don't believe in others, but I don't believe in myself. Although I have changed my view on love, it does not affect my fear of love. So, Qian
Don't tell me what you are willing to do for me...it's actually not necessary. Until I am willing to make a choice, everything will naturally end."
After saying that, I smiled and sighed: "I'm sorry to make you unhappy. Although I really want to accompany you for a while, but I have more important things to do, so I will leave for a while and wait for a while."
, I will come back to accompany you."
After saying that, with just a wave of my hand, I disappeared without a trace in the blink of an eye.
"Yang Chen, the trauma in your heart is more serious than I imagined."
After muttering to this point, Senior Zhou Ke slowly clenched her fists: "I, I am willing to wait for you."