"Human beings are social creatures. If you don't communicate with others, you will feel uncomfortable all over. I understand what you said, but I also understand one thing better. If you go against your own heart and force yourself to be with someone you don't like,
I'm afraid it will be even more uncomfortable if you interact with other people."
I raised my head seriously and looked into his eyes. There was a lot of helplessness and sadness in those dead fish eyes.
"But... how do you know you don't like them before you have even had contact with them? Do you really want to deny them? Isn't your idea a bit too arbitrary? You are in conflict with the corrupt Qing government.
What’s the difference?”
Chen Xingran sighed. I don't know how he could talk so much nonsense at this time, and what he said was still reasonable, which made me unable to refute him for a while.
Of course, listening to his question, I couldn't help but feel a little silent for a while, after all, I really didn't know what to say.
What he said is indeed reasonable, and it is true that I can't refute it, but I still don't want to admit my mistake.
So I chose to be silent for a long time and use my silent words to express my attitude.
"I understand, Master, you feel very sad. I also understand, Master, what you have experienced and encountered is really beyond the reach of ordinary people. Sigh..."
Chen Xingran sniffed and took a breath: "But, Master, I believe you also understand. People are social creatures, and they have to deal with others sooner or later. If you only have a few friends in your life, although it is enough, it must be difficult to
You also understand that you can't do anything in many aspects and things, and it also limits your actions and development. I believe you also understand that the more the merrier, right?"
The look on Chen Xingran's earnest advice was like encountering a firefly when I was walking in the dark. Although the light was not much, it pointed out a new path for me.
[Could it be...could it be that I was really wrong?]
This is the first time in recent times that I have some doubts about the way I act.
"Okay, then I'm willing to give it a try, so... is that okay? Are you satisfied with this?"
Unable to refute, I chose to surrender.
Feeling a bit angry, I raised my hands in surrender and strode towards the meeting point.
"Master, please work harder."
Chen Xingran looked at my leaving figure and couldn't help but cheer me up.
People who didn't know looked at my resolute back and thought I was going to do some difficult task, but they never imagined that I was just standing in the crowd.
"oh!"
I raised my hand impatiently and waved my arms behind me without looking back, with a look of helplessness on my face.
At this moment, my mind is full of thinking about how to refute what Chen Xingran just said.
But no matter how I thought about it, I felt for a moment that this guy's words were impeccable and could not be refuted.
〔Forget it...
Since I'm already here, let's try to stand here for a while.
Maybe after dragging that annoying guy away, I can continue to enjoy my solo world.
Alas, although this guy is right.
However, there is still a little distance to change my mind.〕
…
At the same time, at the other end of the playground.
Chen Xingran rubbed his nose with a smirk on his face, then went to a quiet corner and took out his phone.
"Hey, Sister Yang, I've done this."
"What? Are those words useful, you ask me?"
Well, yes, it is indeed very useful. The master was unexpectedly speechless."
"That's right. For someone as contradictory as Master, he may not be able to convince himself of what he is doing most of the time."
"Tsk, tsk, tsk, I didn't expect you, Sister Yang, to know the master so well? Are you interested in the master?"
"Oh? You told me to die! No."
"Ah, it turns out she asked you to do it...it seems like their head teacher is really trying his best."
"Indeed, I'm quite envious too. Their head teacher is really nice."
"Oh? What other reaction did Master have besides being speechless? Let me think about it..."
"If I have to say it, maybe it's because the master looked a little shocked and confused when he was speechless by what I said. He didn't seem to understand why I became so eloquent in a short period of time."
"Hahaha, the look on the master's face is as if he has eaten xiang. It's really interesting."
"I still don't quite understand, Sister Yang, how did you do it? You can actually predict the master's words. It's really amazing."
"It's a secret...if you don't want to tell it, forget it, no matter..."
"Yes, class is about to begin."
"Okay, Sister Yang, I'll hang up then."
"Bye-Bye!"
Seeing Chen Xingran whispering to the other end of the phone with a smile on his face. Looking at this happy and happy face, it is understandable to say that this is a conversation between lovers, right?
Chen Xingran gently put down his phone, with a look of helplessness on his face.
"I didn't expect, Master, that I would eventually turn into the dog-licking person I hated the most."
…
The words are divided into two parts.
Joining the crowd on this side, I stretched helplessly, with a look of reluctance on my face.
Obviously, even though I was speechless for the first time, I was still a little bit worried about this incident.
Although there are still ten minutes until class starts, there are not many people gathering at the meeting point, so the gathering place is also a little unexpectedly crowded.
Feeling helpless, I looked at the noisy crowd in front of me and couldn't help but feel uncomfortable. After all, I had no friends here and everything was a bit strange to me. Thinking of this, I couldn't help but shrink back to a part of the crowd.
My feet, working hard, don’t look so lonely.
I watched them chatting from the side, and after a long absence, I found that I also felt lonely.
This feeling...is a little strange to me.
I haven't tried to deal with others for a long time, and I seem to have forgotten about it.
I will also be lonely, and I will also feel some different emotions.
Usually when I'm in the company of Erha's roommate, I don't seem to notice that much.
After all, they would stay by my side most of the time, chatting and cursing with me in a civilized manner.
Once I left them and looked at the people discussing in front of me, I couldn't help but feel a little nostalgic.
〔did not expect...
Seeing the group of them discussing excitedly, I even felt a little bit envious. Maybe I was really soft-hearted...
Or, have I really solved the knot in my heart?]
I pursed my lips and tried to take a step
I wanted to join the conversation of the group of people in front of me. But before I even started to move, a feeling of retreat arose in my heart.
I'm scared.
I don't have the guts.
I couldn't blend into their crowd very naturally, let alone talk and laugh with them naturally.
[Oh, that’s it. That’s it.]
Feeling like giving up, I took two steps back. On the one hand, I gradually stepped back away from the crowd. On the other hand, I did not forget to shift my gaze to prevent myself from looking at the crowd in front of me, so as not to have that feeling.
Just as I was about to leave quietly, a man stood behind me and patted my shoulder gently.
The sudden force from my shoulder made me stunned. At this time, I turned around quickly and looked behind me with a confused expression.
When I saw that the man behind me was not a familiar face to me, I subconsciously distanced myself a little and swallowed softly: "I'm sorry, who are you? Do you have anything to do with me?"
"Uh... we are classmates in class together... I didn't expect you didn't remember me at all..."
When the boy heard my question, he couldn't help scratching his head in embarrassment, and a blush appeared on his face.
"Oh, sorry, I didn't notice. In fact, I rarely take the initiative to make friends with others, so..."
Listening to his words, I couldn't help but scratch my head in embarrassment. At this moment, I just felt that my behavior was a little rude and a little impolite, so I quickly apologized softly to express my apology.
"It's okay, it's okay. I feel honored that you said that."
The boy quickly waved his hand at me, expressing his big belly. At the same time, he did not forget to slowly step closer to me, and at the same time, he gave me a weird hand.
Although I felt very unhappy after hearing what he said, I really had no reason to refute it.
"call..."
The boy in front of me suddenly stood up straight and said to me seriously: "I actually wanted to make friends with you, but it seems that I accidentally scared you just now, so I should be the one to apologize. However, I
I want to make friends with you, but I don’t know if it’s okay?”
After listening to his words, I couldn't help but look him up and down.
He looks fair and clean, a little different from other boys.
Coupled with the clean cheeks, the light white and gray coat, the clean white shirt, and the straight black trousers, it is enough to give people a very quiet feeling.
"Can."
I listened to his polite conversation, plus he gave me a very good impression in the first place, and by the way, I also felt a sense of loneliness when I saw the crowd just now, so in an instant, my brain let me
A decision was made.
"Thank you so much. Let me introduce myself. My name is Zhou Heqin."
While introducing himself, the boy bowed to me very politely and extended his right hand to me like a gentleman.
Polite people like him are really rare in a school like this.
"Hello, hello, my name is Yang Chen. Please give me your advice in the future."
I quickly returned the salute to Zhou Heqin, expressing my respect and courtesy.
"Then... would you like to sit in a corner of the playground and chat for a while? It might be noisy here."
Zhou Heqin asked for my opinion with a smile on one side, and stood up straight on the other. Such a polite invitation was really irresistible.