Baiyanghua's hometown is in a third-tier city, which is a little more prosperous than my former hometown. Since there is no goddess involved in this world, this city also has a mixture of prosperity and chaos, which is inevitable for ordinary civilization.
The problem. The abilities of mortals are extremely limited, and it is impossible to make everyone happy. Or, to be more accurate, it is impossible to make most people happy.
Although she was talking nonsense and bickering along the way, her mood still became depressed when she approached her home. It was like a child who got zero marks in the exam and went out to have fun to avoid being beaten by his parents. He was not allowed to stay until ten o'clock in the evening.
It’s the same mentality when I’m about to go in if I don’t go home for dinner.
This girl actually cares about her parents, but her rebellion and stubbornness have kept her from facing the problems at home, so she can only drag them out like this, making the gap between herself and her parents become wider and wider.
As she said herself, Baiyanghua's family is a traditional and old-fashioned model, which can be understood from the location of her home. A tall fence with an electric grid and a tightly guarded community gate are nothing special.
, a residential building that looks like a giant wooden block, her home is in this prison-like family compound. The moment I arrived here, I suddenly understood why Baiyanghua wanted to "escape" so much and be herself.
want to do.
A beautiful and good-flying bird cannot be willing to be locked in a cage and chirp and beg for food. What it needs is the vast sky and the rich gifts of nature.
Because the community is so closed, we had to go through a lot of trouble even to get in. Bai Yanghua has changed so much (I made her look so beautiful that she doesn’t look like a normal person). No one in the community knows her at all, even if she gives her parents’ names.
It was useless, because there was no one in her home, and the security guard could not confirm through the intercom system. In the end, an elderly man recognized Baiyanghua because he still remembered that there was such an unusually beautiful girl in the community.
With his guarantee, we were able to get in smoothly. But the price we paid was that Bai Yanghua had to take a photo with the lewd old man with a look of disgust on his face.
"I remembered this perverted old man. He used to be greedy for my beauty. He would always stay in the yard when he had nothing to do, watch me go to and from school, and he would always greet me like a lunatic."
Bai Yanghua kept patting her shoulders, where the old man put his hand when they took the photo just now.
"Then he has never done anything to you?"
"No, he seemed... just to look at me and talk to me. He was satisfied. Maybe it was because I was still young at that time and couldn't arouse his desire."
"I do not think so."
"What?"
"Perhaps he just simply likes to admire beautiful girls, not because of men's desires."
"How is that possible? Aren't all men equally virtuous?"
"But he is old and frail, and his hormone levels and nerve excitability cannot support that desire."
"this……"
"Didn't you notice? When he took a photo with you, he deliberately kept a punch distance from you and did not press his whole body on you. He could have taken advantage of you, but he didn't, and instead took advantage of you.
Put my arm around your shoulders. This action is not excessive at all, but at most it is a bit rude."
"When you say this, it seems like..."
"Maybe he once had a beautiful daughter or granddaughter, maybe he found a familiar shadow or some kind of sustenance in you, maybe he had an unknown bleak past, maybe your photo with him will
It became the last thing he saw before he died..."
"Stop talking Amy! I'm really going to cry! I can't even take care of my own grandma, let alone other elderly people!"
"I just want to tell you, don't speculate on other people's intentions with the greatest malice. You no longer need this, you have me now."
"...I know, I will gradually change my perception."
Bai Yanghua stopped patting her shoulders and lowered her head, wondering what she was thinking.
When she ran away from home, Bai Yanghua carefully took the keys to her home. Although she had made up her mind not to go home at that time, she still left a way out for herself. She was a person who was afraid of death.
It's impossible to force yourself into a dead end.
The furnishings in the room are old-fashioned and messy. It is obvious that the owner of the room has no time to clean up and the aesthetics are outdated. The air is filled with an indescribable historical atmosphere. To put it bluntly, it is a mixed smell produced by living in the house for too long. Because it has been there for a long time.
Baiyanghua had never breathed this kind of air, and she sneezed several times when she entered the door.
"Amy, please take off your boots. The floor in our house is very old, and I'm afraid that if we step on it with such a thin heel, we might get a hole."
Baiyanghua stretched out her hand and grabbed me who was about to walk in. After she knew that I was not a normal person, I returned to my previous living habits. I never changed my shoes when I came home. I only took a shower and slept, in order to take care of her.
You will take off your boots only if you feel the feeling.
"Yeah, but I'm not used to wearing slippers."
"I know that you have worn out your feet from wearing stilettos all the time. You can only walk on tiptoes."
"...My feet are not broken, I just feel more comfortable this way."
"Really, then I'd better get you a pair of slippers. This place is not very clean, and it will be bad if your stockings get dirty."
Bai Yanghua opened the shoe cabinet and rummaged around for a few times, then took out a pair of very new slippers.
"As expected, you're still here. It seems like there haven't been any guests at home in the past few years~~~"
Bai Yanghua bent down to search a few more times and took out a pair of pink ladies' slippers.
"Look, this is what I used to have, with slightly girlish characteristics."
Baiyanghua arranged the slippers, held my shoulders and lifted one leg, and took off the boots that were tightly wrapped around her long legs with a gentle tug. The creations of the goddess are so magical. The material of the boots depends on the owner's imagination.
When it is taken off, it becomes thinner and smoother than silk, but when worn on the legs, it is as tough as bulletproof fiber. Whether it is the "skin" of our goddess or the "clothing" worn by mortals, everything created by the goddess has it.
Such properties are neither scientific nor magical.
"Oh~~~Amy, do you think my current dress is too frivolous? My parents will immediately feel disgusted with me when they see it, right?"
Bai Yanghua stared at her silky stockings and sighed.
"Then how do you want to dress up? Do you want to wear cotton trousers and a cotton-padded jacket?"
"You want to heat me to death?"
"Theoretically speaking, your current physical condition is already very difficult to overheat, and you won't be able to cook it even if you throw it into a pot."
"...Forget it, it's useless to tell you this. I'll find some old clothes to change into."
"Can I still wear my old clothes?"
"Why not? I haven't grown much in these years."
"But your body changes a lot, especially the size of certain areas."
"..."
"What's wrong."
"I really don't know whether I should thank you or scold you."
"You still want to scold me?"
"Forget it, let's just look through it for a while. Anyway, you can't go see your parents dressed like this."
"Isn't it beautiful like this now? There's nothing exposed that shouldn't be exposed."
"You really don't understand~~~This level of exposure has touched my parents' bottom line. Now do you know how painful my life was before? Do you know why I am so obsessed with famous brands?"
Baiyanghua pointed to her absolute territory and looked at me with a look of resentment.
"But you're 22 now."
"No matter how old I am, in the eyes of my parents I will always be the bad boy who needs discipline."
"But this is the real you. The purpose of coming back this time is to let your parents see the real you, to let them understand that you are not a bad boy, and you can achieve something, right?"
"but……"
"No buts. I don't allow you to change your clothes to disguise yourself. You must show your charming self to them and let them understand and accept you like this. If you don't want to, we'll leave here now."
"……I see."
Baiyanghua nodded tangledly.
"Don't worry, I'm with you."
I grabbed her hand and held it tightly, feeling her somewhat panicked pulse.
"Huh~~~ Got it, I won't run away again this time."
Bai Yanghua took a deep breath, looked into my eyes and said.
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"You really know how to write youth literature? How can you have youth?"
I haven’t met a woman yet, why don’t I write about you as a goddess?
"Goddess and woman are completely different concepts, right? As the saying goes, it's easier to draw ghosts than to draw people. No one has ever seen our goddess, so naturally you can write whatever you want~"
Aini, what you said makes sense, but it's none of my business, I just want to write.
"...Forget it, I'm not angry with you, but your favorability point is gone."