"Well... let's just say it, it's not something bad."
"Ani, don't be anxious. Since it's a stage show, you should first lay the groundwork, then heighten the mood, and then..."
"Oh, you're almost done! They're all unhappy things anyway, so let's get to the point!"
"The creator doesn't want to write a novel anymore."
"Damn! This is so exciting!"
"Ani, it was you who insisted that I omit the foreshadowing."
"Then at least give me some air beforehand!"
"I thought you knew."
"How would I know! I don't monitor the creator every day!"
"Now you know."
"Huh~ let me calm down and explain things clearly first."
"I've made it clear, that's the literal meaning."
"Why!"
"Because it's tiring, time-consuming and has no benefits."
"Is it so realistic?"
"Otherwise. The creator is a real person, and the influencing factors are naturally real. We can even say that the motivation to support his continuous writing is false, and it is the illusory thing called a 'dream'. Aini
, do you know how long this book has been written?"
"How long~ It seems to be quite a long time."
"It's been exactly 4 years now."
"It's been four years!"
"Yes, it has been four years. The creator has witnessed the decrease in popularity, accepted a major cut in benefits, and experienced a transformation of ideas and goals. Except for a very few great gods, there are no authors at the same time as the creator.
Even the later authors have left. Judging from the time when the website was established, although our book is not an ancient work, it is indeed a living cultural relic."
"It's actually been so long..."
"Since it is a cultural relic, it should be hidden in the dust of history."
"Why are you so depressed all of a sudden?"
"It's not sudden, but I've been so depressed, but it's reached a critical point recently. Aini, haven't you noticed that the creator updates are basically on the spot now, and there have been no archives of updates during the day for a long time, even if it's
The same goes for weekends.”
"indeed so."
"Do you still remember, the creator said, 'You will lose if you work'."
"This is not his original work..."
"No, but it's very realistic. Working full-time is a waste of time, and more terrible than wasting time, it consumes people's energy and enthusiasm. Being forced to code after get off work... No, to be precise, it is forced Coding after work is a terrible experience. It is no longer a hobby, but like another job, and this job has almost no income. In other words, the creator is now living a day's work Twelve hours of life, four of them for free, absolutely no fun at all."
"That's because he codes too slowly..."
"It is slow, but a low mood will lead to a slower pace, and a slower mood will make the mood even more depressed, creating a vicious circle. The creator is not a person full of energy, and the boring life consumes most of his energy and enthusiasm.
, unable to do anything else except work. Before, he could stay up late to write the manuscript for the next day, but now he can no longer do it. Apart from work, he spends all his time resting. But even so, the creator spends every day
I am still sleep-deprived, and I can’t concentrate at all when I go to work.”
"It's like this without entertainment..."
"Yes. Oh, and I forgot to mention it. Although there is almost no income from coding words now, it is almost not equal to zero. And in order to obtain this non-zero income, the creator must now code one-third more words, which is
New requirements.”
"This...creator really needs that little money?"
"For poor people, no matter how much money they have, it is not the most important factor."
"What are the main factors."
"The creator has obsessive-compulsive disorder. He believes that since he can get some reward for his hard work, he should naturally strive for it, even if the effort and benefit are not equal. If there is not even this symbolic reward, the creator will be completely lost.
Motivation, this book has been discontinued. You can think that this reward is like the shadow of an oasis in the desert, a reason for the creator to deceive himself and persist."
"well……"
"The creator is actually a very utilitarian person, and he is absolutely unwilling to do anything without gain. But even a small gain can give him the motivation to pursue his dream, so he can write this messy book until now.
"
"Then why doesn't he want to write now?"
"Because the creator is very anxious now and is once again at a loss."
"Stop trying to tantalize yourself and tell us what's going on!"
"The work of a creator is now stuck in the same quagmire as writing a novel."
"What a quagmire!"
"It starts with the work of the creator."
"Say it quickly!"
"The creator is now running a self-media account for an advertising company. There are about a hundred people in that company, and he is the only one with this position. It can be said to be very special. This job is a dead salary, and the amount is only the local passing level.
But the advantage is that you don’t have to work overtime, otherwise it would be impossible for the creator to update it every day.”
"Isn't this okay?"
"Creators don't actually have high salary requirements. They just need to be able to maintain daily expenses. What's important is to make achievements and give themselves a sense of accomplishment. But here's the problem."
"He can't do anything?"
"Yes. It is said to operate self-media, but in fact the creator does not know how to operate it. He will only create original content like code words. But the target user group of this original content is very small, accurate to a certain person in a certain city.
A group of people, and this group of people itself is very small, so basically no one reads what he writes, just like our book."
"Well……"
"Although there are no media accounts similar to his on the market, and a small number of existing readers also highly recognize his achievements, but if it is not popular, it will not become popular, and accordingly it will not bring any revenue. Because without revenue, the company will
It was equivalent to paying him wages for free, which made him very uneasy. Because there was no profit, the creator's salary remained unchanged after working for a year, while all his colleagues who came with him had their wages increased twice, and they were about to change jobs. This
It makes him feel that he is incompetent and has no value in existence. He doesn't know whether he can still do his job, whether he wants to continue doing it, and whether he is just messing around by continuing to stay here."
"This is because I'm not confident..."
"It's not just a matter of lack of self-confidence. The creator is writing about things in other places, so he needs the cooperation of local colleagues to collect information. But starting last month, the branch there was suddenly transferred to do other things while he was responsible for docking.
It's like a colleague here was suddenly transferred, and no one even said hello to him. Now he has no one to contact and no way to obtain information, so he can't continue his current job. He has talked to his boss several times
times, but each time he was dismissed with no results. He felt that the boss had given up on the project and his existence had lost its meaning."
"That is to say, the boss neither allocates resources to him, but also doesn't explicitly say he doesn't want him."
"Yes. Although the creator is dissatisfied with old age, his biological age is there, which is an absolute disadvantage when looking for a new job. Now the lease of the place where the creator lives is about to expire, and the price will definitely increase if the contract is renewed, but
There's turmoil again at work, and he doesn't know what to do."
"That's why he doesn't want to code..."
"Yes. The creator can't do anything, especially codewords. If the income from codewords can sustain expenses, then he will not be so embarrassed, but in reality there is no if. Whether it is codewords or current work, doing
There is no point in continuing, but if you don’t do it, it won’t work, but if you do it, you don’t know how long it will last, so the future is really slim. It is already very troublesome if there is an unknown variable in one thing, and all the creators face are unknown variables.
I don’t know how to leave anymore.”
"...I don't know what to say. All enlightenment and comfort are meaningless. There is nothing we can do."
"Yes, we are also waste to the Creator and can't do anything."
"Trash goddess~~~"
"This is the reason why the creator doesn't want to code anymore."
"This is really... the heaviest little theater... I don't want to talk about it anymore..."
"Well, please read and cherish it, although this messy book has no value in the first place."