"Amy, you are really good at... doing handicrafts. Why is this happening?"
"It must be caused by the environment in which I grew up~ My father likes to make some messy gadgets, which are ugly and difficult to use. My mother often quarrels with him because of this matter. I heard about it and started to mess around with some gadgets, but
My hands are weak, and the things I can make are not as good as those of my father. But now I am better. The precision of my body is comparable to a CNC machine tool, and I also have the almighty Holy Light, so I can do everything with ease."
"Then your family is quite happy~ Although there are quarrels because of objections to hobbies, it is still quite warm~ Unlike our family, my parents always only focus on me and do not have any hobbies, or they instigate me to be their hobbies...
…”
"No, you are wrong. Before Lingmei came to me, my family was on the verge of collapse."
"Why?"
"I am a deadlock and have no ability. I have failed my parents' expectations. I am really incompetent. Unlike you, I just don't conform to my parents' wishes. My parents are actually very disappointed with me, but they can't vent their disappointment to me too obviously.
came out, so it evolved into a conflict between the two. My father’s hobby of making things can only be regarded as half, and the other half is to save money. When he was a child, his family was very poor, and he developed the habit of stingy people and collecting garbage, and this
This habit is unacceptable to my mother. My mother has endured this problem for thirty years, and she can hardly bear it anymore. We quarrel every day. I was chewing on my old age again at that time, and squatting at home would only intensify the conflict between the two of us.
, so I ran out to live by myself. Without Lingmei, maybe my family would have fallen apart..."
"It turns out that your life is so much worse than mine~~~I never thought that a goddess would have such a past."
"You will also become a goddess in the future. Who would have thought that you were once the queen of open houses?"
"Although you took the opportunity to hurt me again, I can't be angry. It's not easy for you~~~"
"Yes, life is not easy for most mortals, and only a handful of lucky people can live a carefree life. Although this is not in line with the mainstream view, luck is indeed the best gift in the world, far more than ability and perseverance.
Things like this are much easier to use, and only luck can help you win."
"I think so...I am already a genius in my own world and work very hard, but I still had a bad life until I met you..."
"Okay, okay, let's stop here for nostalgia. Go bring the child and see if this coffin is suitable."
"coffin?"
"Oh, I made a mistake, it's a doll box."
"This kid is no doll!"
"Oh, it doesn't matter. I will definitely find a way to turn her into an exquisite doll in the future, otherwise this appearance will be a pity."
"Are you an evil pervert? You actually want to make her into a doll!"
"This is a metaphor! It means to make her as exquisite as a doll, just like the first and second forms of our goddess!"
"Then tell me clearly. You scared me! I thought you suddenly awakened your evil nature!"
"I'm kind in nature, okay? I'm not really evil, at most I have a dark side."
"That's scary enough... Is it right to put it this way? Will she feel uncomfortable?"
"Hey, this is the position. This child doesn't usually sleep curled up together, so it's just right for putting her in the box. I used the holy light to levitate her so that the box won't roll around inside if it shakes."
"What about ventilation? Where is the fresh air system you agreed on?"
"These are the seams. They are very hidden. As long as you use the Holy Light to paste a layer of filter membrane, you can achieve positive pressure air supply, air filtration, temperature adjustment and other functions. It is very exciting."
"Your holy light is so amazing. Why does it have so many functions?"
"Because I have this knowledge, and Holy Light is a way to put knowledge into practical use, which is equivalent to some kind of universal material tool~"
"It would be great if I could use holy light to communicate with people. Wouldn't that solve the problem of social barriers?"
"Social barriers actually have little to do with whether you have knowledge or not. They are mainly caused by your own mental state. You can also see that I am very cheerful and enthusiastic during the performance, and there is no barrier at all. And that is not
I'm pretending, but I sincerely want to bring happiness to the audience. But I can't do it when dealing with strangers, because I really don't want to cater to others in order to achieve my goals. I don't want to at all. I can't make others happy.
, then naturally there will be poor communication, and then there will be social barriers."
"Yes, that's probably the reason why I have no friends. It's easy to deal with those men, because they are just greedy for my body, and no matter how I behave, they will be regarded as a charm."
"Yanghua, how does it feel to have sex with someone you don't like? Will you be very happy?"
"Oh...how do I put it? It's probably like you are very hungry, but you can only eat unpalatable and unpalatable food, so you feel like you have to eat~~~ Although you can fill your stomach after eating, you don't feel...
Happy, maybe even a little disgusting. But the next time you are hungry, you still have to continue to eat these things. During this time, I thought about it carefully and found that I should be in this state at that time. I once mistakenly thought that I was born
I enjoy that kind of life because of my dissoluteness, but it’s not actually like that. As you said, I’m just paralyzing myself.”
"Okay, I just asked on a whim. From now on, you can do what you want to do, eat the food you like, and no longer have to live according to other people's expectations."
"I don't have to meet your expectations..."
"That wasn't of your own free will."
"It seems so, then it's okay."
"Okay, this way I can take this child with me. Oh, by the way...it's perfect this time."
"What did you stuff into her?"
“Amy-flavored ice-cold energy bar, delicious to quench thirst and satisfy hunger.”
"Ai... Amy's taste? Is it... your taste?"
"Yes, is there a problem?"
"No no……"
"Here, put this on, let's go find trouble with those gutter rats now."
"Do we really want to wear this sack-like hood?"
"It's not like a sack, I just made it out of a sack. If you don't want to, you can also choose to cut your hair."
"That's not okay!"
"It's just hair. Just now you were talking about small animals like that."
"It's different, it's different! This child is still young, so he doesn't need to worry too much about his appearance. I'm already so old, so I can't mess around casually. I'm a beautiful girl!"
"Look, it's a double standard, isn't it?"
"There are no people in this world who don't have double standards!"
"Yes, someone who can view all things equally is not a human being. That is the zero beauty of a state of chaos."
"What does it mean to be a sister in a state of chaos?"
"It's nature, which has no humanity and treats everything equally. It will let those who do evil things go unpunished, and it will also let the brave heroes die without leaving their bodies intact. Ling Mei is the world, but she has been fighting against her chaotic side since she awakened. I
I’ve said it before.”
"Sister Lingmei is really great. Fighting against another part of yourself and against nature is really unbelievable for an ordinary person like me."
"She doesn't think she is great. She is just doing what she wants to do and what she should do. Don't impose an unwarranted title on her."
"This is the indifference of a strong man~~~"
"But to be honest, I actually don't know what she is thinking, but she knows very well what I am thinking."
"You can ask her~"
"She has so many things on her mind that she will never be able to ask them all, so I just need to know that she loves me. Ling Mei is such an unknown but extremely charming existence that makes people want to stay with her forever."
"Actually, you are quite charming, aren't you? At least you are good at lying to a girl like me~~~"
"Did I lie to you? Are you a little girl?"
"Oh, this is just a metaphor, don't worry about the details!"