Things did not develop as I expected, but went in a completely different direction. Life is like this, and the so-called grasping destiny is simply a dream. In front of the God of probability, no matter you are a strongman or a loser, the coin of destiny will not matter. It will land according to your wishes. It will only show its dark side randomly according to the laws of the world.
I am not saying these words to increase the sense of existence for Sister Clara, who has no sense of existence, but because Ling Mei is punishing me in a way that I cannot accept! Originally, according to my estimation, Ling Mei will forcefully force me tonight. Push me down and then make sex with me in various positions. I even thought about the lines of wanting to welcome and rejecting! But... but this kind of thing didn't happen at all!
Reimei did call me into her room, but she didn't push me away. Instead, she asked Aini to come over and look at me. I thought an indescribable three-person party would happen, but she actually closed the door and left. ?After that, Sister Aini pulled me to bed. It was just an ordinary sleep, and she didn’t tell me what Lingmei was doing. I was extremely disappointed and after rubbing against Sister Aini a few times, I went to bed in a daze. I fell asleep... Then, I heard an indescribable ambiguous sound from the president and Reimei in the next room! It was that kind of sound! The kind of sound that Reimei and I should have made! I was shocked and angry. I wanted to jump up and smash through the wall to see what was going on, but I was hugged tightly by Sister Aini beside me, and I couldn't break free at all. Her crimson eyes radiated a harmful red light in the dark night, and her tone of voice was also As hard and cold as an iceberg.
"Boy, Ling Mei is free to have sex with whomever she wants. Do you think you are the only one who can pick up girls? Always remember, you have never been the master of the harem, Ling Mei is."
Sister Aini's words hit my heart like depleted uranium bombs, and easily tore apart my fragile self-esteem. I suddenly realized that I was really just one of the members of Lingmei's harem, and what she said was not what she said. Just kidding. Since I became a goddess, I have been immersed in an illusion. I thought that I was the only one who would pick up girls from everywhere and take them home. I thought that all the girls, including Ling Mei, were mine. But now... I have confirmed it. One thing is that Ling Mei also finds girls for herself, and I am actually one of the girls she finds for herself. She belongs to me, but she doesn’t just belong to me. I have never considered the goddess among myself before. I took that strange relationship to heart, and even thought smugly that it was Ling Mei's excuse to make it easier for me to have a harem... It wasn't until now that I understood what the goddess's so-called compound relationship was about... It turns out The girls I found are not just for me, they will also have a share. This is the so-called love for each other... At the same time that Lingmei accepts my harem, I am also obliged to accept her harem. harem, and I have to accept her occupying my harem...
My billions of cuckolds may not just be a joke.
There was a time when I really thought that I had accepted the goddess's way of thinking, accepted the wonderful relationship between goddesses, and thought that I had integrated into the goddess's ecological circle... But at this moment, I understood How ridiculous my thoughts are. Now, I am still just a dead girl dreaming about being a beautiful girl, thinking that all the girls in the world belong to me... I have never seen Ling Mei's lover before, Sister Aini. I only see my own goddess as my lover, or the lover of other sisters. This gave me a wrong understanding, thinking that they only like me, and that the goddess sisters are all my harem. What I think The understanding of loving each other is actually just the diaosi mentality of "everyone likes me". I never thought that they would have their own lovers, even though I knew that they had traveled to countless worlds, even if they had only traveled a few times. I have already picked up a large number of girls... I never realized that Lingmei and the others would also have their own harem, and I never thought about how I should face these girls who belong to them. From the beginning to the end, I was the one doing it The disgusting otaku in the harem dream has never integrated into the ecosystem of the goddess... You see, Lingmei just dragged the girl I picked up to exchange feelings, and I already... already... can't stand it... already I cried... If she tells me that she has three thousand beauties from another world waiting for her, and she has time to take me to get to know her... then how should I... and how should I face it... still How can I continue to be with her as a mortal with a strong desire for exclusivity...
I am still a mortal, far from a real goddess.
"Sister...have you picked up...many girls? Where are they now?"
I was trembling all over and asked this question like a self-flagellation.
"They all live in their own world."
"Then...why don't you go see them? Why...don't you bring them back?"
"I will use my clone to accompany them, so there is no need. And if I bring them back, can you bear it?"
"Can't stand it..."
"But we can tolerate you doing this, and we can continue to tolerate it."
"I...I'm sorry, sister, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for Ling Mei..."
"Why are you apologizing? As I said, we are actually happy to increase our staff. You didn't do anything."
"But...but I...Lingmei is punishing me, right?"
"No, you just improved your understanding of us. We have always been like this, but you have never taken it seriously, right?"
"Yes...I always thought...the things you said were just to tease me...I always thought you were the only one with me..."
"It's a pity, kid. This is how we really are. Our interpersonal relationships cannot be judged by mortal standards at all, because our existence itself is unreasonable. Although it may hit you again, I still want to say...
We not only love you, we also love other people, many, many people, each of them is our relative, and they are worth protecting with everything we have... Of course, the good news is that you are to us
The most important, the most special, the one who must be by your side at all times. If I say this, will you feel better?"
"Hmm...but...I still can't accept your concept of...being in love with N people at the same time...I feel like my love is infinitely divided..."
"Silly boy, how could it be possible~ Our love is infinite. Loving others does not mean that we will reduce our love for you? You said, you are the only one who will let us goddesses hang around, right? Everyone else is and
Aren't you satisfied with being pampered like this when we are living together as separate persons, and you are not able to live with us yet?"
"But... isn't this unfair to them?"
"Huh? You actually want to think about this? You kid~ You are so kind that you are mentally retarded! Don't worry, they are all happy, there is nothing unfair. Goddess does not need to stick to their status, you will understand this sooner or later... And I said,
You are the most special existence to us, and our love for you is also of the highest level. You see, even family members have closeness and distance between each other, right? Just like Pachi and Ellie, Ellie and Lingmei
, they are both your lovers, but your feelings for them will always be different in your heart, right? Don’t be confused by the concept of compound love~"
"Sister, what do you mean?"
"For example! My feelings for you are 50% love, 50% family affection, and there is no friendship component! And my feelings for Pachi are 50% friendship, 50% family affection, and there is no love component.
Exists! The so-called compound love~ The ingredients for different objects are completely different, so don’t confuse them together! Just like my harem girls, in fact, most of them are like sisters and friends to me.
Your kid is my sister and lover! Did I make it clear enough?"
"It turns out...the harem is not necessarily lovers...it could also be relatives and friends?"
"That's right! Do you think of Ellie as your lover? Do you think of Pachi and the others as your lovers too?"
"No~ Ai Li is my sister, and Pachi and the others are also sisters and close friends~"
"Isn't that enough? What are you suffering from? Although we all have our own lovers, not all of these lovers are lovers~ The only guy who really wants to get married is you, brat! You still have
Nothing to complain about!"
"But...but have you really never felt love for anyone else?"
"Of course I have. But in order to take care of your feelings, we have adopted a compromise method, which is to let our clones become independent individuals, that is, lower-level goddesses to fall in love with them. In this way, whether it is me or Zero
You are still the only one who is beautiful, so you have no reason to find trouble, right?"
"..."
"Boy, are you speechless?"
"You... are so cunning! Setting up lower-level goddesses to fall in love with the harem... is just like cheating!"
"Ha? We've gone beyond cheating a long time ago, okay? I'm not doing this just for you, brat! You're not touched at all!"
"sister……"
"Um?"
"Do I...have ten trillion cuckolds?"
"It depends on what you think~ If you regard all goddesses as zero beauties, then you are bound to wear this hat. But if you regard lower-level goddesses as other people, then you will be fine~ After all, we are all with you
You bastard are by your side!"
"Then...Why is Lingmei...with Cherry..."
"What are they doing? They are wrestling~ Cherry was seriously injured in the accident. Ling Mei said that she should help her stretch her muscles."
"Huh? So they made that sound because they were... wrestling?"
"Yeah~ What do you think?"
"..."
"What's wrong with you, brat? Why do you look so detached?"
"Sister, I will definitely pay attention to the relationship between girls in the future. I will never have feelings for girls beyond the scope of sisterhood, nor will I just pick up girls and take them home. And I will try to accept the fact that you still love other people.
Try to be philanthropic yourself.”
"Ah? Why did you suddenly jump back to the topic?"
"Because you have given so much for me, I must repay you. Perhaps the best reward for you is to become a true goddess, a true goddess who abandons the narrow thinking of mortals and can embrace the world."
"Ha... brat, why do I think you are trying to excuse your flirtatiousness? Our goddess can love many people at the same time, but it is all one-on-one love with avatars, single-minded love in every sense.
!You want to have one-to-many, use one identity to pick up N girls at the same time, right? We will be jealous if you do this. Especially Lingmei, she will really be jealous! We, at least we are not as individuals now
Without N boats, our current lover has no one but you! If you want to use this as an excuse to attract a group of girls to come and get married together at the wedding, you will be waiting for zero beauty to destroy the world.
Come on!"
"Don't...sister, don't misunderstand me! I have really made ideological progress, don't distort my thoughts! As you said, my feelings for other girls are all family and friendship, and only for you does it include love.
Ah! I will only marry you! I will definitely only marry you! You can tell Ling Mei that she is the only woman I want!"
"So you don't want me?"
"I……"
"Okay, white-eyed wolf boy, I can see you clearly now."
"So what exactly do you want me to do by telling me so much~~~!"