"Sister, what are you thinking about? Are you still angry?"
Cherry patted my shoulder and asked softly. Because I didn't use high-speed thinking mode when reminiscing about the past, so in her opinion I must have been in a daze.
"No, I just remembered some bad memories."
I shook my head and looked into Ellie's eyes and said.
"Huh? Does my sister also have unpleasant memories? I feel like you do look a little sad~"
"Of course, everyone has sad pasts. I should be expressionless. How did you see that?"
"Because your eyes have changed~ Although sister has always been cold and cold, your eyes always betray your inner thoughts~"
"Aren't the eyes part of the expression? I don't have any expression."
"Theoretically, it's true~ But I can feel the difference in my sister's eyes~ Actually, I can't explain how I made the judgment. Maybe it's the telepathy between the sisters?"
"Well, maybe."
It's not possible~ This should be a sign of Cherry becoming a goddess, right? We goddesses all have the ability to feel each other's emotions without any clues. I'm afraid this girl has also turned on this function.
"Hey, can you tell me what you're unhappy about? As a younger sister, I want to share my worries for my older sister~"
Cherry came close to me and nuzzled me like a puppy.
"It's all in the past, there's nothing to share."
"Hey~~~ Then I want to know about onee-sama's past~ What exactly makes onee-sama feel sad~?"
"These are all children's things, not worth mentioning."
Oh, how can I tell you these nonsense? I am a sister in your heart. Do you want me to tell you that I used to be an ordinary little kid? No, no, I will never destroy your
Beautiful fantasy! I can tell you anything, except my past! From now on, I will tell you at most that I used to be a man, and there are more things that I absolutely cannot say! Well, I will talk to Ling Mei when I get back.
Classify my identity as top secret... No, how about erasing it from the concept? Wait, this should affect people who have known me, right? For example, gay friends? Hmm... How about including him?
Forget about getting rid of it? But he also has a goddess in his family, so there shouldn't be anything he can do about it, right? Forget it, let's keep it a secret for now, and go back and give Ellie and Pachi a good beating so as not to cause trouble for me in the future.
"Hey~~~So it happened when I was a child? So, onee-sama has never had any worries since she grew up?"
"How could it not be?"
Troubles and the like have always existed, but because I was a child and had a simple mind, I didn’t realize it...or I could easily put it behind me. Being carefree is just an illusion, and that world has never been
He has always caused trouble for me.
I remember that it was when I first entered junior high school. Since I was admitted to a foreign school, I couldn’t have long-established interpersonal relationships like my classmates who went directly to my school. Although I was generally well regarded among my classmates because of my peaceful personality, I don’t know why.
, but there is no one who likes me very much. I am like one of those TV dramas that have no special characteristics. I think it is okay after watching it, but I no longer remember it after watching it.
Due to my tutoring, I was extremely pure at that time...to be precise, I was ignorant. Compared with other veteran classmates, I was simply not a modern person. Before I received the necessary education from my classmates, I always thought that you could get pregnant by kissing.
, the girl is peeing from the anus...
At that time, my grades were pretty good, and I was considered a top student in the eyes of my classmates. For the so-called icing on the cake, the teacher arranged for me to have a girl with good grades in liberal arts as my deskmate. In my memory, that girl is not named
He is not tall, seems to be relatively thin, and his skin is not fair. In terms of appearance, he is probably above average.
In this world, your motivation is not important, your execution process is not important, your attitude towards doing things is not important, only the results are the only things that need to be cared about. No one will praise you because you are serious about doing things, they praise you
It is the result of your seriousness. If you screw up something seriously, then others will treat you seriously as garbage.
In my memory, there was a classmate in the class who worked very hard and had poor grades no matter how hard he worked. He was not only a frequent visitor to the teacher’s office, but also the object of despise by his classmates. Although I did not interact with him
Others despise the other person, but they also have no good impressions of him. They simply regard him as a passerby. In other words, everyone and I are in a relationship that is neither far nor close. Except for beautiful girls,
I have absolutely no interest in approaching other people. From that time on, I had the idea that "most people in the world are similar, only beautiful women are different." I don't know how this idea came about.
My liking for beauties was not even because of erotic desire. I just simply wanted to get close to my pretty classmates, and I felt very happy when I was with them. There were indeed many pretty girls in the class at that time, and even the teacher had beauties. Between mine
My grades are very good, and everyone is relatively close to me, but only when discussing study-related matters.
My female deskmate did not bring any help to my studies, I mean the kind that I need to test. In terms of physical health, she was my real enlightenment mentor. At that time, I didn’t understand why.
This girl knows so much pornographic content that even now I don’t know how she became a veteran. The biggest insight she brought me is, "It turns out that lust is not a privilege of boys. Girls can also be lustful, even more lustful than women."
Boys are more lustful."
Although I was taught a lot of knowledge that seemed terrible but was actually necessary, I was still as pure as a lotus flower in junior high school. That female classmate always touched my thigh silently during class, and not only did I not feel any pleasure,
I even thought this guy was so annoying and always affected me in my lectures! She also liked to draw Naizi on paper and taught me how to draw the Naizi smoothly, and then corrected my call, making sure I called her
When I came up with the scientific name of Naiko, I thought at the time that this girl was very idle and did these boring things every day. However, I didn’t have the habit of suing the teacher, so I was instilled with a lot of eroge knowledge by her.
If I remember correctly, the girls in the class at that time were very open-minded, or rather aggressive. When faced with harassment from boys, they would fight back like a monkey stealing a peach. This terrible way of fighting back, I later learned
I have never seen them again, and I don’t know how those girls became like that. But the strange thing is that in such a bad atmosphere, boys and girls get along very harmoniously, and no one has ever caused trouble for making inappropriate jokes.
Trouble. Everyone knows how to get along with the opposite sex, and knows what can and cannot be done. Of course, the girl's monkey stealing peach is a special case.
My deskmate, now that I think about it, might be a bitch? She had a very bad attitude towards me, but she kept talking to me, and said in a humiliating or threatening tone that she would crush me or something. It was just that...
She only showed a calm expression when she secretly...and blatantly touched me in class. Later, she said jokingly that she liked me, but she didn't show any expression. Naturally, I didn't have any thoughts in my mind, so I just wondered if she was there again.
Are you trying to punish me? My relationship with her is still the same as before, one finds trouble and the other tolerates it.
Ah, I remembered. That girl always seemed to tell me that she wanted to wear her high-heeled boots to trample me. I don’t know where a girl of that age got high-heeled boots, let alone why she had such high-heeled boots.
Interested. Although I just regarded what she said as annoying harassment at the time, but now think about it, is this how my shoe-control attribute came about? Although I am not subjectively aware, do I subconsciously have feelings for that girl?
I also have a good impression? But there were too many beautiful female classmates and busty beautiful teachers in the class, so my attention was distracted and I didn't pay attention to her at all? If I had paid more attention, maybe I would have grown into a current girl.
Maybe? But in that case, nothing like this would happen, right?
The female classmate said that she would show me her boots on graduation day, but I was unconvinced by her statement. When she finally graduated, she didn’t wear any boots after all. We just took graduation photos with all the classmates, and then we
We went our separate ways. Maybe it was because she was disappointed with my indifference? Or was it really just a joke? In short, these are the only memories she left me, and we never had any interactions with her again. Now think about it, I
I should thank her for imparting so much useful knowledge to me, and maybe I should also thank her for saying she likes me? If I meet her again, should I say thank you to her?
"Sister, you are stunned again. What are you thinking about?"
"Maybe it's the troubles of youth."
"Haha~ Sister, you are so interesting. Aren't we in our youth now?"
Cherry smiled, and that smile was prettier than any pretty girl I've ever seen.
"I mean, the long-lasting, ignorant troubles of youth."