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A grumpy Amy

I don’t believe in hard work. To be precise, I’m not superstitious about hard work. People always like to exaggerate the role of subjective initiative, but selectively ignore the impact of objective factors. Anyone who emphasizes objective factors will be accused of making excuses, and

People who work hard but fail are considered to have not worked hard enough. In my opinion, such strong words are the same as "you have not truly accepted the faith, and it is not working because your heart is not sincere".

The rhetoric of gangsters. In my hometown, this subjective and omnipotent idea is highly praised and has become the mainstream argument in the entire society. Any problem that occurs to people is the fault of the person involved, at least the main fault lies with the person involved. For example, if a girl is violated, it is

Because of the cool clothes, men can't make money because they are lazy, students do poorly because they are playful, etc. Everyone selectively ignores the real reasons, because those reasons are difficult to change. Assault cases occur

Naturally, this is because there are perverted criminals, and there are many unscrupulous units that exploit employees. Inadequate intelligence and difficult teaching content will lead to poor performance. People are often powerless when facing a truly powerful enemy, so they turn away in anger.

Attack those poor victims. Therefore, in addition to their own abilities and opportunities, the reason for losers' failure is also the groundless accusations of others.

When I was in junior high school, I could barely be regarded as a top student. Whenever a classmate came to ask me how to study, I didn’t know how to give an appropriate reply. This was certainly not because I was unwilling.

Sharing tips, but because there is no trick at all. I just listen to lectures in class and do homework after class. I neither attend tutoring classes, nor study a lot of exercises, nor any special methods. I can’t remember the knowledge points.

What should I do? How do I know what to do? How can I remember it? What should I do if I can’t solve the problem? I don’t know. Anyway, I can do it as soon as I see it. After I get home, I really have nothing else but to complete my homework.

After studying and doing activities, I naturally got higher scores than others~

Of course, I know that my achievements are just a taller one among the short ones. Compared with students from the mainland, I will be reduced to dregs in seconds. But even under such low standards, many people still fail the exam~ I remember

At that time, there were several students in the class who studied very hard and continued to work on the questions after class. However, they were the weakest in the class and were criticized by the teacher every day. No matter how hard they worked, I watched their hard work.

We are all ashamed, but we still can’t change the fact that we are at the bottom of the pile. On the other hand, we students in the high-scoring echelon are better at playing than one after another. We even think that playing more can reduce stress and improve performance. Teachers never accuse us of playing.

Too many, because the results are there, the results are there, and your original intention and process are not important at all.

After I entered high school, I met outstanding classmates from all over the world, which made me realize that I was not the best. I began to study harder and successfully climbed into the first echelon of my class again.

Please pay attention to my wording, I am working harder. Compared to my junior high school days, I did put more focus on my studies, but I was still far from being distracted. Since high school is far from home, I have to squeeze in the bus to go to school every day.

, this is a great challenge for me who has been going to school nearby since I was a child. In fact, during high school, the most tiring thing for me was squeezing the bus, not studying for exams. Because I was too tired to go to and from school every day, I was returning

After I got home, I didn’t want to study at all, and even my homework was written in the self-study class. The first thing I did after I got home was always to go to bed, and then I was transferred to a key class after falling asleep.

I did work harder after entering the key class, but that was not because of the learning atmosphere or anything like that, but because I couldn't integrate into the new class. In a place with no one around me, what else can I do after class besides studying? Now

Thinking about it, this should be the first time in my life that I was assigned, and the first time that I realized that my wishes were useless. At that time, I proposed many times that I wanted to return to the original class, but in the end I was ignored.

It was then that I came to the source of my depravity, and I began to understand that my life was not under my control. And everything that happened next confirmed my view.

As we all know, my math scores were very poor, extremely poor, and incredibly poor. As a science student, I was promoted even though I failed math, which shows how dedicated I was to other subjects. At that time, I and everyone

The relationship with the teachers is very good, except for the math teacher. I am a math scumbag who always scores 40 points on all papers, regardless of the 100-point system or the 150-point paper. I always feel extremely guilty when I see the math teacher. Especially after entering the key class.

, my grades are simply a mudslide among students. Every time the results are announced after the exam, I can’t wait to rush out of the classroom and hide back in the original class. At least there are guys with similar grades to me, right?

My family didn't respond to my desire to "change classes", but they couldn't tolerate my math scores. So I, who had never started a small class before, started working after class to improve my grades.

After school, when I could have rested comfortably in bed, I had to squeeze on the bus and go to a teacher's house in another school, where I sat with several classmates I didn't know and didn't like and did exercises that I couldn't understand.

I promise that I really listen and think carefully, but I still don’t understand it~ No matter how many times I practice, I can’t get the key points of mathematics, as if mathematics and I are mutually exclusive. On the other hand, looking at physics and biology

And so on, I hit it off with them, and I don’t dare to try no matter how difficult the question is~

After-school tutoring has seriously taken up my time and energy, and it is of no use. I am getting more and more tired of this behavior, and I am more and more tired of mathematics. I think that improving my mathematics scores is an impossible event, and I hope to give up useless efforts.

And put all their energy on other subjects. However, my parents don't think so. They always have illusions and think that if I am good in other subjects, then I should be good in mathematics.

I was exhausted mentally and physically, and it even began to affect other subjects. Because of the fatigue caused by tutoring, I even started to doze off in class. However, everyone selectively ignored my situation. People only believed in their own opinions and thought that I was good at mathematics.

Not working hard enough.

Only I, only myself, know that human abilities have limits. As long as I continue to be a human being, my math scores will never improve. Maybe my brain has been filled with other subjects and can no longer accommodate math.

That's it. If you force it into something, it will only crowd out what you already have and won't be able to stuff it in. I've never been as smart as others think, I'm just good at what I'm good at. If you force me to do it, I won't be able to get it in.

Those who are good at something will have the same result as those students who study hard but still fall behind, that is, they are in vain.

Until the college entrance examination, my math scores still didn't improve at all. And because of "God rewards hard work", I was too stressed and suffered from intestinal cramps when taking the science comprehensive exam, so I gave up the plan of relying on the science comprehensive exam to score points. In the end, I

I was admitted to a university I didn’t like, a major I didn’t like, and started my second journey of degeneration in a place I didn’t like.

If I had not made unnecessary efforts, might my life have been different? Under the saying that hard work brings success, how many people who work hard but achieve nothing are ignored by everyone? Reality is not animation, it depends on will

It doesn't change everything. The probability that was originally 0, even if you work hard, will become 1 at most, which is still too far away from 100, and the price paid is too high. Instead of believing in this kind of gamble, it is better to build on the achievements you have made.

Make it indestructible. There are too many things in this world that can destroy your efforts, but as long as you still have the ability, you can make a comeback one day...

"Amy-chan! The president also fainted, what should I do? Amy-chan! Don't be in a daze, Amy-chan!"

What's the use of trying to get closer to girls? If you don't have the ability to protect them, your girls will just say no and they'll be gone!

"Amy-chan! Don't be stunned, Amy-chan! Use your almighty holy light to think of a solution!"

What's the use of trying to understand girls' hearts? If you don't have the ability to protect them, how can your girl still have the heart to be with you?

"Amy-chan! Why are you so frozen? Woohoo~~~!"

Ability always comes first. Effort without ability is meaningless. Even if you have to work hard, you should work hard to improve your abilities instead of doing useless work that makes you feel like you are working hard. Don't believe that hard work will lead to success.

That's nonsense, only those who are capable will succeed if they work hard~

"Oh no, I'm going to find Prillola for help!"

"Moonlight."

"Ah! Amy-chan, you finally reacted! I thought something was wrong with you too~~~!"

"I said I would protect you, right?"

"Ah...did you say that? I can't remember~~~"

"Now let me see what real power is."

I held Yuehua's hand and said, my tone as calm as water.


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