It seems that I haven't felt an emotion called shock for a long time. What I mean by shock is not the kind of emotion that naturally arises from seeing something strange. I mean the feeling of trembling in the soul after a strong impact on the three views.
.This feeling is like the excitement when I first saw Ling Mei appear in front of me, and the anger when I knew that Meng Xilu had betrayed me. When something I had long been accustomed to, and even took it for granted, suddenly changed.
, the strong impact was really unbearable for me.
In this world, is there a beautiful girl who doesn’t want to continue being friends with me? Even though I am super powerful and can give her everything she needs, she still doesn’t want to continue being friends with me, and even feels uncomfortable being with me?
Is this girl crazy, or is there something wrong with the world?
"You want to break up with me?"
"Well... no, no, no, you don't have to break off the friendship completely. It's okay to just be ordinary friends. Don't be as close as now... No, maybe it's better to break up the friendship, because Elumia, you will definitely..."
"Why, why do you want to break up with me? Is it because I don't buy you enough famous brands, or I don't play well enough with you."
My heart was trembling, but my voice was as cold and calm as ever.
"No, none of it... Elumia, you are very good to me, so good that I can't bear it anymore... I thought about it for a long time and made a lot of determination before making this request to you.
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"Can't bear it? Did I put pressure on you?"
"Of course! A lot of pressure! Your kindness to me is like a mountain, and I really can't bear it anymore! I'm sorry Elumia, I'm really sorry! You can call me a scumbag and heartless, but
I can no longer be friends with you!"
"I can change the aspects in which I put so much pressure on you."
"You can't change Elumia! If you could, you wouldn't be you! I don't want you to change your heart for me, and I don't want to change your heart for you, so... I don't want to be friends with you anymore.
,Elmia!”
"..."
I don’t know how to retain others, and I haven’t needed to retain others all along. Whether it’s Ellie or Cheryl, they are all the type that can’t be chased away. Socially disabled nerds don’t know how to flirt with girls.
I will just wait for the girls to come over and treat them wholeheartedly, and then I will treat them wholeheartedly. And under the current situation, I have tried my best to give my best intentions, but the other party is still unwilling to be with me, then I really
It's totally out of the question.
Baiyanghua buried her head deeply, almost stuffing it into her own canyon. The skirt of her miniskirt was also wrinkled and she probably had to be sent to a high-end laundry to have it straightened tomorrow.
"I respect your choice. You can leave. From now on, we are no longer friends."
I resisted the urge to trample the floor and said to Bai Yanghua as calmly as water. I am a pseudo-facial paralysis plus a pseudo-three-no, and it is not difficult to control my emotions.
"I'm sorry Elumia, I'm sorry..."
Bai Yanghua stood up suddenly, stared at the floor and ran towards the door. The impact of the girl's running was concentrated on the extremely small contact area of the heel of the boot, causing shallow pits one after another on the floor that I had always carefully protected.
.
"stop."
I called her without looking back.
"Erumia!"
Bai Yanghua, who had already rushed to the door to open the door, turned back with a sad and angry look, as if she thought I wanted to keep her.
"Don't delete me as a friend, I will transfer living expenses to you in the future."
"...!"
Tears welled up from Baiyanghua's eyes. She wiped them randomly, opened the door and rushed out.
"Click~"
The outdoor door was equipped with a door closer, and even if Bai Yanghua closed the door hard, it still closed slowly. I heard her hurried footsteps quickly move away, and then disappeared in the direction of the elevator. I turned off the super sense, and there was silence in my ears.
, the sound insulation of this house is very good, ordinary people's hearing can't hear the sound outside at all.
Suddenly I felt so boring, why on earth did I come to this university? I might as well go home and hang out with the girls.
I was actually dumped by a girl~ It was the first time I was dumped by a girl after becoming a goddess~ I gave her everything she needed, but I still got dumped~~~ I tried so hard to help her but in the end she still dumped me.
Dumped it~~~
Ordinary girls are so troublesome and not cute at all. As expected, I still like abnormal girls.
Forget it, anyway, this Baiyanghua's appearance is not very good, it will be gone if it is gone. Going to college does not mean that you have to make friends. You see, those top students are obsessed with studying and have no time to socialize. Now I have
In order to become a top student in physics, so being addicted to learning is not a bad thing, right? Although the knowledge of this world is of no use to me, it can improve my intelligence level in all aspects. I have always been because my brain is not strong enough.
And I am entangled, now I have the opportunity to seize it. University is the best place to learn to learn, and I want to develop a good character of loving learning here, so that I will not be so mentally retarded in my future life.
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I'm very unhappy today, let's play in VR. Lingmei and the others won't come across the world to accompany me, so they can only vent in virtual reality.
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I didn't fall asleep all night, and I felt indescribably aggrieved. Although I said I didn't care if she left, she was my first and only beautiful girl friend in this world after all. Now I feel more confident
There is no shortage of girls, no shortage of friends, and no shortage of lovers, but...living alone in the world is indeed very lonely~ I can no longer stand the loneliness.
I didn't ride a bike again when I went to school today, but walked silently on the campus avenue alone. The classmates around me pointed at me, and rumors about my breakup with her quickly spread throughout the campus. Of course, I didn't know these things at all.
I don't care, I only care that I have become a loner again. My originally perfect college life suddenly exploded. I have no idea what the meaning of continuing to stay in this world is. I have no interest in making friends with ordinary people, let alone
To cater to those boring people. And if I want to find another beautiful girl of her level to make friends with... I guess I have to find the ends of the earth. The beautiful girls I met were all arranged by Ling Mei and them in advance. If I didn't cherish it
If I lose it, it is almost impossible to find it on my own.
Bai Yanghua took leave today and didn't come to class. She probably wanted to avoid me on purpose. She should be full of guilt towards me. After all, I was really nice to her, even better than her family was to her. But in this place
In the same class, how should she face me when I look up and down every day? Will our awkward relationship affect her normal study? She is just an ordinary girl, and her studies are very important to her.
She has her own life, and I can never harm her.
So, history repeats itself again, and I plan to change my major again.