"After I entered high school, I focused mainly on the band and basically dealt with my studies casually. But because I had a good foundation and was very efficient in class, my grades were in the ordinary classes of ordinary high schools.
Still among the best.”
"You are good-looking and smart, so you must be very annoying."
"Well, at that time I was almost the public enemy of girls, and various unfavorable rumors about me were also spread among boys. But because I met a lot of people in the bar, no gangsters dared to harass me anymore.
Me. Everyone avoids me when they see me, and I never take the initiative to cause trouble. In addition, because of my excellent grades, the teachers also have an indifferent attitude towards me. Even if I am often late and skip classes, they will not get into trouble.
At most, it’s just a symbolic criticism.”
"You actually skipped class?"
"That's right~ If you're late in the morning, you can skip the useless sub-classes in the afternoon, otherwise you won't have enough time to practice~"
"Doesn't your school have access control?"
"Yes~ but I know how to climb over the wall~"
"Okay, then your parents don't have any objections."
"How could it be? They only care about my grades. They will smile when my grades are improved. And I have also talked with the teacher. I promise not to cause trouble and make sure my grades are excellent, and then I ask them not to bother with my parents.
I have to report something, otherwise I cannot guarantee that I will continue to be excellent. At that time, I was no longer so reckless, and began to know how to fight in roundabout ways. I behaved extremely well-behaved during the first period of school, and then showed it with excellent results.
I thought I was 'very obedient'. My parents were strict with me at first, but after meeting their expectations, they became amiable parents again. I have pocket money, and my time at home is no longer restricted.
, and because I live at my grandma’s house, I can even perform all night on weekends. During the parent-teacher meeting, the teacher also commented on me that I performed very well. Tsk~ Apart from being late and skipping class, I didn’t perform very well.
Well, it completely meets the teacher’s performance needs.”
"The school actually still has performance?"
"What do you think? Today's teachers are all employed, no different from salesmen. If the class's enrollment rate is not up to standard, then basically you have no choice but to leave. I often communicate with teachers, so
I fully understand their difficulties. It’s not that they were unwilling to teach and educate people from the beginning. It’s because reality only requires them to teach but does not give them the opportunity to educate people. Why do teachers today only care about grades and why do they treat students with poor grades?
Cynical? Because students with poor grades are a burden, or to put it more harshly, they are obstacles, preventing the class's enrollment rate from reaching the standard, and preventing teachers from continuing to make a living from this job. If students are forced to study, they can still teach.
If you do this, you won’t even have the chance to teach.”
"But students who do not study well do not all lack ability, but more lack the motivation to learn. As long as they are not really too stupid, their grades will not be bad if they study hard. Teachers should try to stimulate the will to learn of lagging students.
Instead of turning a blind eye to it.”
Well, my IQ is really not good enough in mathematics. No matter how hard I study, my grades are still very poor.
"You really can stand and talk without pain~ The teacher has to take care of so many students, and he is already very busy with daily affairs. How can he have extra energy for psychological consultation? And we all know that it takes more than ten and a half days to change a person.
What can be done in a few months, instead of spending a lot of energy betting on a turning point that may not exist, it is better to ignore it and save energy for top students like me. If I can make them completely lose their will to study and drop out of school,
That's the best thing. The reality is so cruel Elumia, a young lady like you doesn't understand the world of ordinary people. You think this is a prosperous age of singing and dancing, but in fact it is a grassland where the weak and the strong prey on each other."
"So you think you are strong."
"It's not a feeling, it's a fact. Well...although I can't compare with you, but compared with ordinary people, I am indeed very good, right? Although I won't despise and laugh at them, the fact is there, between me and them
The lifestyle is just different. I can basically understand everything in class, and even if I have questions, the teacher will answer them clearly for me in time. I can figure out the routines by taking some time to do the exercises, and I don’t need to be like other people.
Such endless repeated training. I can memorize words and other words just by flipping through them. I can't understand why some people can't memorize them..."
"Stop it, you don't have to say any more."
"What's wrong?"
"It seems that I wrongly blamed you before."
"ah?"
"I used to think you were just an ordinary smart girl, but now I realize you are a god of learning."
"Ah? Elumia, you are smarter than me, aren't you? I have to turn over things several times to remember them, but you memorize them like a photocopier!"
"No, I am different from you. I do not belong to the category of mortals."
"Tch~ You're starting again. Don't you just want to express that you are nobler than me? You~ are pretty good in other aspects, but you are always so self-righteous and annoying."
"No, I'm not pretentious...Forget it, you can understand it however you want and continue telling your story."
"Okay~~~ In short, I successfully deceived my parents and continued to pursue my own interests under the cover of many forces. I made rapid progress in music, and during the summer vacation of my freshman year of high school, I was able to play guitar and sing at the same time; I
I learned how to put on makeup and drink, and learned a lot of social knowledge that was not taught in school. Our band’s development was getting better and better, and by the second semester, my income could already meet my various expenses. He was also very kind to me.
Well, because I have never had the will to lift the ban, so he has been playing at my pace..."
"This is not necessarily good for you. I admit that you are a super beautiful girl, and you are very good at playing. Even if you don't break the bottom line, you can still satisfy that man."
"...What you said seems to make sense, but...forget it, you just like to pour cold water on me. Anyway, it's all in the past, I'll continue."
"Wait a minute, I have another question. A beauty like you goes to those chaotic places all day long. Isn't there some gangster who takes a fancy to you and snatches you away?"
"Hey, hey, I am a singer with both beauty and ability, okay? Although there was indeed a suspicion of selling meat at the beginning, but later on, the audience who liked us saw it all because of our ability! He thought of this, so every time I go out
I wear very thick rock makeup so that basically no one can see my real face. And because our band has the potential to become a golden phoenix, the bar and nightclub owners who invite us to perform will also ensure our safety~
Do you think they want something to happen to their cash cow?"
"It seems so."
"So~ At that time, I felt unprecedented happiness. That kind of happiness was stronger and more real than the previous experience. And because I had my own dream, I also gained an unprecedented sense of accomplishment. What else can be compared?
What about something even happier with a good career and love?... However, I was a little carried away, and I was so happy that I began to forget my true heart. I originally hated gangsters, but in that environment I came into contact with them.
The gangster is far more skilled than before. Slowly, my guard against that kind of atmosphere became lower and lower, and then finally one day...that thing you have always cared about happened..."