"I'm just kidding. You were drugged and lost a blood."
"What you said is really ugly..."
"I'm just stating the facts. Why don't humans like to hear the facts?"
"You don't seem to be a human being...forget it, you pervert really doesn't look like a human being at all. Hey~~~ I'll finish telling you the story today!"
"Very good, if you are willing to tell it yourself, I don't need to force you."
"You are really annoying! If I don't want to say it, it's useless for you to force me!"
"Elizabeth's Secret is back in limited edition."
"Guh...!"
"Bai Yanghua, you have to remember. In the face of my absolute power, your will is meaningless and your dignity is worthless."
"Damn it! Can I only live in humiliation next to you for the rest of my life!"
"You can live proudly away from me."
"What are you thinking! Why should I leave you when you have an unlimited wallet! It's so abominable Elumia, the one who really corrupted me is you! It's you! You are really a devil!"
"It doesn't matter, whether it's goddess or devil, it's just what others call me. I will always be myself."
"I am such an upright person and you have corrupted me!"
"Stop talking nonsense and start telling stories quickly, otherwise I will cancel the reservation."
"I'll tell you what I'll tell you! Let me brew my feelings first!"
"Okay, you gave away first blood in a daze, but in fact, it was just you taking the opportunity to find an excuse to break through your own bottom line."
"...It's okay Elumia, you really make me want to curse people when you open your mouth."
"Are you feeling down enough now? Let's start talking."
"Okay, okay~~~~I'll tell you everything about myself, you bad guy!"
"Um."
"After that day... after that day... I took a week off and lied to my grandma that I was going to a classmate's house for intensive tutoring. Then I stayed in the house I rented and saw no one. Even if he came to see me, he would just look like crazy.
I yelled him away... I must have regretted it at that time... Yes, it was regret. I regretted that things that shouldn't have happened because of my ridiculous ideas, regretted why I wanted to take revenge in this way.
Parents...in the end, the one who was hurt the most was myself..."
"Are you excited to be a mother?"
"No, maybe God wants to give me another chance. I didn't feel happy to be a mother because of that night..."
"That's not bad, at least it hasn't developed into the necessary plot of a vulgar youth drama."
"During that week, my mind was always in a mess. I don't know how to describe that feeling. I was probably afraid, excited, regretful, and helpless... I couldn't eat, and even my breasts lost weight.
I remember a lot, and the scene of that night and the ferocious faces of my parents kept repeating in my mind..."
"Then what."
"Then again I made a totally thoughtless decision to break up with him and quit the band."
"So you gave up your love and your dreams at the same time, but you didn't even know why you did it."
"Well... No, it's better to say that this love and dream were obtained by chance... Didn't you say that I don't know what my dream is at all? I have always just done various things according to the requirements of my parents. I
I don’t have any dreams of my own at all. Even music is just for the sake of having a dream, and I happen to be very good at it... Elumia, your vision is really poisonous. I haven’t been able to understand it for so long.
You will know the matter just by listening to me once."
"It's been a long time, it's only been three years at most from the first year of high school to now."
Yes, three years is not long at all. It took me nearly ten years to get out of my emotional predicament...
"Yes, the painful time always feels very long. It really hasn't lasted more than a few years~~~"
"Also, it's not that I have a vicious vision, but that you have been denying your own conclusions. You know that you did something wrong, and it was outrageous, but you are unwilling to admit it, and you are unwilling to admit your stupidity. Stubbornness, this is
Your greatest shortcoming, bar none."
"That's right..."
"Bai Yanghua, do you know why I always treat you in a condescending manner?"
"Because you have the upper hand."
"No, my appearance is indeed as cold as ice, but I have always been as passionate as fire towards my own people..."
"I know, you are very good to me, so good, even better than your own parents."
"You interrupted me again."
"sorry."
"No need to be sorry, because you are my friend, and I have always been tolerant and kind to my friends. When I first met you, I thought your shortcoming was dissipation, so I really disliked you at that time, even in
At first, I didn’t want to get along with you. But later, I discovered that your debauchery was just a disguise to cover up the emptiness and loneliness in your heart. Of course, there are many such people in society, and you can catch a lot of them just by going to a nightclub.
Well, there is nothing to be surprised about, and I will not pity you because of this. I really started to care about you because I found that you actually wanted to resist your current situation and find your true self. But you
If you can't do it, your original intention can't defeat the reality, and you feel pain because of it, so I want to help you and see your true appearance."
"Is that so..."
"The more I get to know you, the more I find that you are a stubborn person, so stubborn that you are willing to give up everything but stick to your stupid ideas. What's even more frightening is that your stupid ideas come from your stubbornness. You
You are unwilling to admit your mistakes, and would rather stumble on the wrong road than get back on track. You are the kind of person who is said to not shed tears when he sees the coffin, and this kind of person has no future at all."
"Yes... maybe I already knew that I had no future~ That's why I worked hard to get into the university I am now in. Maybe this was the only right thing I did at that time~"
"That's why I use such a blunt attitude to restrict you and restrict those behaviors that I think are wrong. I admit that part of this is because I am not tolerant of your feelings, but mostly it is out of love for you.
.You know that I am not good at dealing with people, especially not at persuading others, so I can only use my own power to suppress you and use orders to force you back on track. But I didn't expect that you are better than
I imagined you were even more stubborn, and you even dared to resist me. You know Bai Yanghua, you are the first person to reject my kindness, which really makes me very angry and incomprehensible."
"I don't understand what I'm doing... I obviously took the initiative to hook up with you, but I took the initiative to break up with you... I know clearly that the restrictions you put on me are beneficial, but I can't stand this kind of being
The feeling of control... Even if I fall, I still hope that I can live according to my own will. I clearly know that you are sincerely good to me, but I still choose to part ways with you. I have hurt your sincerity, and I am sorry for you...
"
"You're sorry for yourself. The only person you hurt is yourself. You gave up your life for a vague sense of freedom. Bai Yanghua, you should apologize to yourself."