"He is a good man... no, I should say he is a good man. He had no intention of pestering me at all. After he failed to redeem himself, he agreed to my request to break up... Because without me as the lead singer, his band can only
The disbandment...maybe not just because there is no lead singer, but because there is no me...but he still gave me the guitar, saying it was to keep memories."
"Why should you accept it".
"I don't know... maybe it's because of guilt..."
"Why do you feel guilty?"
"Because I deceived his feelings. I didn't really love him at all. I just wanted to find someone to rely on outside of my parents. Just like I am good at studying and music, I am also good at playing with people's hearts and taking other people's feelings into their own hands.
The soul is firmly grasped... Everything I do is not what I want to do, I just can do it and do it well..."
"But he doesn't lose money. You know very well what level you are and how much you can get if you sell it."
"Erumia, do you always clearly mark the price of everything like this?"
"I'm not putting a price tag on it, I'm just looking at it from a man's perspective. In this world, human beings... no, I should say beautiful human beings can indeed be traded as commodities."
"Haha~ Then your level is much higher than mine. What's your price?"
"The whole world is not enough."
"Then you really think highly of yourself~~~"
"Baiyanghua, I never boast or brag. What I say is all true. Although people are not distinguished by high or low, this is limited to the concept of 'people'. People in this world are more than simple people.
In addition to natural people, there are also people in various societies, and people in society are divided into high and low."
"Your thoughts are always so realistic. Yes, if he can take away my first blood, he will indeed not lose money. It can even be said that he will make a lot of money... But so what? This does not change the fact that I deceived him.
He wants to marry me and have children, and he wants to love me only for the rest of his life... But what about me? I never loved him from the beginning, I just got along very well with him..."
"Then what happened to him next?"
"I don't know. He completely cut off contact with me and left the city. Maybe he wanted to completely forget me, Qingtan..."
"Then do you have any regrets?"
"No, this is what I hate most about myself. I actually don't miss him at all, because I really don't have any attachment to him... At that time, I realized this problem, and I began to doubt my character.
Am I really born to be a Qingtan... I'm scared, really scared. I started studying crazily, hoping to reverse my depravity in this way, hoping that I could become the good girl in everyone's eyes again.
…”
"Then why did you fail?"
"... There is no airtight wall in the world. Somehow my story reached the ears of my parents... I did not offend anyone... Then they took me to the hospital forcibly and confirmed the rumor... That day,
My mother beat me crazily, breaking the broom and mop, and my father scolded me in the most vicious words, calling me Qingtan and a bitch... After he scolded me, he scolded my mother again, saying that old Qingtan had given birth to a baby.
Xiao Qingtan, then the two of them started to yell at each other, and then started fighting... I took the opportunity to stumble out of the house, and wanted to seek shelter at my grandma's house..."
"Then."
"Then, I saw grandma being carried into an ambulance. She had a heart attack while buying groceries. Fortunately, she was discovered by a neighbor."
"What now."
"Grandma is still here, but she can no longer take care of me like before. Fortunately, my parents are not stupid. They didn't tell grandma about me, but they forced me to go home. I know very well about going home.
It meant nothing after that, so I packed up my savings and miscellaneous items as quickly as possible, and stole my parents’ IDs and went to school to complete the withdrawal procedures..."
"Wait a minute, dropping out of school doesn't require your guardian to be present in person to confirm."
"No need~ Although my grades are excellent, my reputation has become terrible in the school. The school confirmed this matter with my parents. They felt that this kind of thing could not be suppressed, so they did not want to
Instead of defending me, they just let it go. When I applied to drop out of school, they naturally thought it was my parents’ intention, so they did it for me... Haha, I really have to thank those who hate me so much.
Parents, without their wonderful performance, the school would not let me go so easily. After all, I am an extremely rare gifted student..."
"Then."
"Then, I came to this city alone, rented that cheap house in the urban village, and found a middle school specifically for migrants to enroll in. My goal is the current school, so I have to get familiar with the city in advance. How?
High school is not important to me. I am smart enough and can surpass everyone by studying on my own. But because I live independently, I need to solve the money problem, so I started working while going to school."
"child labor?"
"I had this problem, so I couldn't find a regular job at the time, so I had to look for solutions online. Then I found that there were many positions recruiting wild models, such as working as a car model at a car show or as an official COSER at a comic show. This kind of job was not available.
A contract is signed, but the salary is not certain, and the price is completely based on the quality of the applicant."
"So your pricing is high."
"Well... I was amazed by the first company I went to interview with. It was an agency that specialized in introducing wild models and developing professional models. They wanted to sign a contract with me, but I was underage and couldn't sign a contract, so
I could only sign an irregular agreement. The price they offered was very high, and I had no reason to refuse, so I accepted it without hesitation."
"Then it was unspoken, right?"
"You're right. Two weeks after I signed the agreement, they introduced me to some boss and asked me to drink and have dinner with him. Haha~ Although I have done stupid things, I will not do the same thing.
I fell into a pit for the second time. I didn’t drink a glass of wine that day, which made the boss so angry that he called people from the company to scold me on the spot. They wanted to cause trouble for me, and I asked them what they wanted without fear.
What to do. They asked me if I wanted to be famous and rich. I said no, I just wanted to earn a living. I wanted to get into the best university and become something you scumbags can never achieve. They were angry with me.
They threatened me to death and threatened me with the agreement, saying that this was part of my job, and if I didn’t comply, I would be fined. But how could I be so easy to scare? I knew that this kind of thing signed with a minor had no legal effect at all, so I
Not afraid at all."
"It seems you are braver than I thought."
"Brave? It should be said that I was young and frivolous... Anyway, I was kicked out because of this, and I didn't get the salary they promised."
"Then why did you refuse?"
"Why? Of course I refuse! I know you can't understand my thoughts, but I will never, ever sell my body for money! Giving for free is giving for free, selling is selling, the two are completely different in nature!
I may be a prodigal, but I will never be a slut."
"I really can't understand your logic. In my opinion, the purpose is not important, the important thing is the result, and the result is that you become a bus."
"I'm not a bus! You have to pay for a bus ticket! I don't need money! I'm a free charity shuttle bus!"
"puff……"
"Why are you laughing! Wait...Erumia, you actually laughed? You actually laughed!"
"Well, you have changed because of my influence after all, and you can even say such nonsense."
"What did I say! Ah... what a metaphor! It's all your fault, Elumia! It's all your fault for making me angry! You always say such crazy things!"
"I just think the atmosphere is too dull. I just need to liven it up a little bit."
"Am I just a clown who makes people laugh in your eyes?"
"You should feel extremely honored to be able to make me laugh. There are not many things in this world that can make me laugh, and you are one of them."
"I'm angry! I won't talk anymore!"
"Wait a minute, I received a message... Oh~ The pink diamond necklace I customized in Katia has been made. Do you want to return it?"
"..."
"Do you want it, Baiyanghua? Can you give me an opinion?"
"Devil! You devil! Big devil!"
"No way, my sister is really a devil, so it makes sense that I am a devil."
I'm not talking nonsense, Sister Aini has a demon form!