"Also, we've run out of fruit again. Can you buy a few hundred kilograms more?"
"I know, I'll order it."
"And more! I want to start a new business recently!"
"What new business."
"People feel that stepping on fruits is no longer enough. They want... to step on something that can see blood~~~"
"You have fallen into darkness, haven't you? Believe it or not, I will trample you to blood."
"Oh, why can't you take a joke?"
"I'm just kidding you can't bear it, okay?"
"I just got tired of making jam and wanted to make something else! Like sausages stuffed with meat or something like that!"
"Are you sure? Raw meat is not as fragrant and delicious as vegetables and fruits. Can you bear the bloody and greasy smell all over the house?"
"Uh...there seems to be this problem?"
"So don't be too whimsical and just make your jam and vegetable jam."
"Oh...hey! I have a new idea!"
"what idea."
"I can use a hammer to pound the meat~ Then I don't have to step on it?"
"Can holding a hammer give you pleasure?"
"That's right...Does spiritual pleasure count?"
"Bai Yanghua, I asked you to do this to divert your interest. Why do you want to distract from the nature of the matter?"
"No, haven't I successfully shifted my points of interest during this period? Your method is very effective! Of course, the main reason is that the boots you gave me are magical, otherwise it would be impossible for me to eliminate my dependence..."
"You didn't eliminate dependence, you just transferred the object of dependence. During this period, you made several tons of jam. If it weren't for the convenience of selling things online, our family would be overwhelmed by these jams. How dare you say that you
Dependencies have been eliminated."
"Oh~ It's better now than before, right? At least I'm a healthy and optimistic girl now!"
"She is a super beautiful girl."
"No need to praise me at this time! No need to emphasize the facts!"
"Why don't you make coconut milk instead? It's harder and feels better when you step on it."
"No no no~ Coconut is also a fruit, I really don't want to do any more fruit!"
"Bai Yanghua, you have to be clear about your purpose. I don't let you step on the fruit to produce jam, but to replace the joy of hey hey with the joy of stepping on it."
"That's right~ But recently I suddenly discovered that I seem to like cooking food, so I want to expand my business..."
"Huh? You mean, you're interested in cooking."
"That's right~~~"
"I understand, just buy whatever you need without my permission. Anyway, you have made a lot of money selling jam recently."
"That's right~ I'm about to change my career and become a supplier for the coffee shop! But why is the jam I make so delicious~ It's obviously made by stepping on it..."
"Just because it's made by treading water, it tastes good. Don't you know that wine is made by treading water?"
"It seems so?"
"Everything that ordinary people step on can be sought after, so it makes sense that the jam made by a super beautiful girl like you is delicious."
"Oh...wait a minute, there seems to be no comparison between these, right?"
"I can't explain the specific reason to you, but you have to remember that the jam will only taste delicious if you step on it with the boots I gave you, and no other way will work."
"Oh... I guess it's your family's ancestral superpower that's causing trouble again, right?"
"It's okay if you think so."
"Hey~~~Although the method you thought of is really good~but I feel like if I continue like this, I will become a cook~~~"
"No, it's good. You are good at everything, which means you are suitable for everything."
"That's true, but it also means that I can't find what I really like to do... If a person is good at everything, then he doesn't know what to like, and he has no direction to work hard..."
"What you say is like complaining that you have too much money. You deserve a beating. How many people want to do what they like and have to give up if they can't do it, but you are complaining that you are doing too well."
"This is something of a different nature~ Don't you have similar troubles, Elumia? Didn't you say that the more powerful you are, the more trouble you have?"
"No, I know very well how hopeless it is to be incompetent, so I would rather cause trouble than become incompetent again."
"That's right~ Then our ideas are really different..."
"It doesn't matter. We have plenty of time. You will always find something you really like."
"Oh~~~I'm already quite old, do I really still have time?"
"Of course, there is plenty of time."
"What if I can't find it? What if I stay like this for the rest of my life?"
"So what, your name is Bai Yanghua."
"...So my parents gave me a bad name?"
"No, I think your name is very good."
"What's better? Just decide my character directly, okay?"
"How can a person's character be determined by his name? Are you making excuses?"
"If you don't make up your mind when something happens, just blame it~"
"Besides, why do you think your name means a libertine?"
"Isn't it? It reads and writes the same thing?"
"Why can't it be as strong as poplars and as beautiful as wild flowers?"
"..."
"What's wrong."
"Can I really do it..."
"Why not. In my opinion, you are strong enough and beautiful enough."
"Don't you always dislike me..."
"Stop saying such things, Baiyanghua. From the moment I accepted you as my friend, I no longer dislike you. The person who has always disliked you is actually you. Your inferiority has always been hidden in your heart."
"My low self-esteem... I thought I was quite confident~~~"
"You have low self-esteem. Maybe you started having low self-esteem when you were caught having sex for the first time."
"Why? Why do I feel inferior?"
"Perhaps it comes from the guilt towards my parents and feeling that I am a sinner."
"You're kidding! How can I feel guilty about them! They should feel guilty about me!"
"White Yanghua, it is difficult for us to notice subconscious thoughts, but this does not mean that they do not exist. Human thinking is very complex, and there is currently no evidence that subconscious assumptions are wrong."
"Then it's impossible for me to feel guilty about them!"
"Maybe, and very likely. You think you are rebellious by nature, but are you really rebellious? Maybe you are just braver and dare to pursue freedom in a rebellious way. You also said that you have always been a good girl since you were a child.
If you are really rebellious by nature, then this is simply impossible. You just wanted to pursue freedom after being exposed to the concept of freedom, but you chose the wrong method. Of course, this is not your fault, because your parents
There is no education and guidance for you in this regard at all. But even so, you know very well that your actions are wrong, and you also know that these actions have caused harm to your parents, but your terrible stubbornness makes you refuse to admit these facts.
In the end, these feelings of guilt are suppressed in the subconscious, and a sense of inferiority is derived that you are not aware of..."
"Stop talking nonsense! I don't believe it...what you said...well, everything you said so far is correct. There is no point in denying it..."
"Good. You finally learned to control your urge to deny."
"Then what should I do~ How can I not feel inferior to myself? You see, I am obviously very good now, better than most people in this world, but I still feel very inferior. What should I do..."
"Of course it's to eliminate the original trigger."