"Amy, do I really not need to go back and take a look? What if something really goes wrong?"
"Even if something goes wrong, you will only add fuel to the fire if you go back. Not only will you not be able to help at all, but you will only increase your parents' worries, if they really hate you as you say."
"..."
"Did I say something wrong?"
"Amy, what if...my parents are actually not that bad? What if there is a deviation in my own subjective perception? Then am I a traitor~?"
"Why do you think so suddenly?"
"It's not because of you~~~"
"because I?"
"Well...if I think about it carefully, maybe, maybe...I am the one who made the big mistake..."
"Where did you go wrong?"
"Probably they did everything wrong... They are not as unbearable as I said. At most, they are just a bunch of stupid parents who are strict with their children and don't know how to take care of their children's feelings... My approach can be applied to any family.
I’m afraid it’s all unacceptable…”
"Turning classes, hanging out, running away from home, and having sex with minors. Everything you do is stupid enough to make your parents miserable."
"That's it...I understand now..."
"Not to mention your parents, if you were my daughter and I caught you doing something like that, I would probably break your legs directly."
"Ugh...are you willing to break such a beautiful leg of mine?"
"Of course, I'll pick it up again after interrupting it, then interrupt it again after it's connected, over and over again until you don't dare to do it anymore."
"Ugh...you are really a cruel person, but you promised to be gentle!"
"I am not gentle anymore. I have carefully healed all your injuries."
"My injuries were all caused by you, okay..."
"So you must not accept me as your mother. For a rebellious child like you, I will probably beat you until you are paralyzed every day."
"I will never consider you as my mother again, absolutely!"
"So, do you still think that you will never be able to reconcile with your parents?"
"...I don't know, I don't know if they can forgive me. Maybe they didn't hate me so much originally... No, Amy, if they didn't hate me so much, why did they ignore me when I first entered high school?
Why not ask?"
"They may not be able to trust you, but they trust your grandma. Your grandma trusts you, and you betrayed that trust."
"Is that so..."
"Of course, all my judgments are based on what you said. I don't know what your parents are like. I just use my own experience to distinguish between false and true."
"Amy, I'm really worried about something happening to grandma, so take me back?"
"There's no point in you going back."
"People don't only do meaningful things, Amy, don't you ever have emotional moments?"
"What if something happens and you are so distraught that you ruin your studies and your future?"
"Then I can't pretend to be deaf and dumb!"
"If I could pretend to be deaf and dumb, that would be a blessing."
"what are you talking about!"
"I've been through this."
"ah?"
"Before taking the college entrance examination, I encountered great grief, and this grief almost completely destroyed me."
"...So you have also experienced pain...what is it?"
"Just treat it as my sister and leave me forever. Anyway, this is something that almost makes me collapse."
"I really can't imagine how you collapsed..."
"Don't think about it, it's terrible and sad. It was from then on that I decided to be a gentle person, challenge this damn world, and insist on spreading love and hope to the outside world."
"Sadness will indeed make people become a middle school student, but Amy, you are a kind middle school student..."
"I'm not a middle school student, I'm a cry of despair. Anyway, I'm not going to die, so why should I choose to go along with this garbage world?"
"This is a rubbish world... Yes, even a strong man like you is helpless. Then wouldn't the lives of other people be even more desperate... This world is really cruel..."
"The world is cruel, but what is more cruel than the world are people. It is cruel people who make the world more cruel. It is not a terrible thing to have bad people. What is really terrible is that the vast majority of people die after being hurt by bad people.
Choosing to become a new bad guy. This choice is like nuclear fission, which ultimately created the current chaotic world."
"That's right... If I hadn't met you, maybe I would have carried wrong resentment and continued to go astray, and eventually become a bad person..."
"Actually, it doesn't matter if you become a bad person."
"What?"
"There is a saying that you are happy to be a bad person. In fact, I have met many bad people. Some of them kill innocent people indiscriminately, some abuse violence by any means, some deceive and kidnap people, and some can sacrifice their feelings for profit.
of……"
"Ah? Have you seen so many bad people?"
"But they have one thing in common, that is, they do not want to be such bad people. They are all forced to become bad people by life. Once they are given the opportunity, they will not hesitate to change and atone for their sins, and will do their best to
To make up for the mistakes you have made, instead of continuing to be a bad person with peace of mind. Not everyone can do this. Although many people have been turned into bad people by life, they begin to enjoy the feeling of being a bad person. This
That’s the scariest thing.”
"...I don't want to be a bad person or a bad boy...but if I don't be a bad boy, I won't be able to get the life I want, and I will always be my parents' puppet..."
"Bai Yanghua, do you really know what your parents' puppets look like?"
"What's it like? It can't be like this, right?"
"Of course I'm not, but there are people like this around me."
"What's it like?"
"Excellent, extremely excellent, everyone can only look up to him."
"What about themselves?"
"pain."
"That's inevitable~ I just don't want to be like this..."
"They didn't want this, so they made different choices. One chose to explode, and the other chose to endure."
"The results of it?"
"If he hadn't met me, one might have become a villain, and the other might have become a cold-blooded animal."
"It's not a good ending~ So it won't be a good ending for me..."
"So you understand, children cannot change anything unilaterally. The family is a whole, and if you want to change, you must involve both parties. We will only make things worse."
"But my parents are not willing to change, and they think they are not wrong..."
"Then go prove them wrong."
"how to prove?"
"Proof that you can succeed without following the path they planned."
"Didn't I...have succeeded? But they still don't recognize it..."