"You don't believe me, you still think I will abandon you."
"no!"
"Then what are you afraid of?"
"Because I don't want to share you with anyone else!"
"Sharing, I am not something that can be shared. I am an independent individual, Yanghua."
"I mean your love for me! I don't want this love to be taken away by others!"
"That won't happen."
"Why not! Everyone's love is limited, one more person will make it less!"
"I am not a human being. My love is infinite. It is richer than an average mother's love for her children. I will not treat anyone badly."
"How is that possible! Isn't it normal for you to neglect your old love after you have a new love?"
"What you are talking about is love, which is the most unstable and unreliable relationship. What I have for you is family affection, which is the most stable and trustworthy relationship. There is no such thing as new love or old love."
"That's the family love in your family! To me, family love is the most unreliable! I still don't know if my parents really love me! Or just use me as a tool to realize their dreams! I now
Everything they do is their own wishful thinking, I don’t know what they think at all! You don’t know either! But I am listening to your command!"
"So you just don't believe me."
"It's not that I don't believe it! I just... don't know if what I did is what I want... I just changed from acting according to my parents' wishes to acting according to your wishes. I still have no goals of my own...
"
"Then you are confused again."
"Well... no, this is not confusion... in fact, I already have my own goals..."
"What is it."
"Just to be with you...so I..."
"I told you a long time ago, Yanghua, I will not leave you unless you take the initiative to leave me."
"I know...but I'm just worried..."
"I have more than a dozen sisters and close friends at home, and I love them all the same."
"Are there so many..."
"There will be no problems on my side. The problem is on you. To get along with me, you must abandon ordinary people's thinking, because I am not an ordinary person."
"What ordinary people think?"
"Such as the desire for exclusivity."
"..."
"Or maybe it's jealousy. These things don't exist in my family."
"...Amy, are all your family saints who have no desires and desires~~~"
"No, our desires are far beyond ordinary people."
"Really, I thought your house was full of ice cubes like you~~~"
"Ice cube, are you cold next to me?"
"No, it's very warm...so I don't want to lose this warmth..."
"You won't lose it, because my power is infinite."
"What?"
"I am a central air conditioner with unlimited power. I can warm everyone around me."
"But I don't want central air conditioning! I just want you to warm me alone!"
"Yanghua, you have no brothers or sisters."
"Of course I didn't!"
"So you don't understand the meaning of love. You think lonely love is the most perfect, but in fact it's not like that."
"What's the meaning?"
"Love can be a goal. The more objects you love, the stronger your motivation to pursue love, and the stronger the love you have. In turn, the more objects you love, the stronger the love you have.
The stronger the love, the harder it is to be taken away. This is why ordinary young lovers can easily turn against each other, but those great people with great love can practice their beliefs throughout their lives. I am not an ordinary person, and you who are with me
You are destined not to be an ordinary person. Don’t constrain yourself with the narrow thinking of ordinary people, try to change your thoughts, and you will see a broader world.”
"...What you said is so insubstantial that I can't feel it. I can only feel you."
"I'll prove it to you, but not now."
"Why can't it be now?"
"Because your problem hasn't been solved yet, you can't be a member of my family yet."
"Then when will my problem be solved?"
"It's up to you, it's up to you when you can turn your trust in me into your own belief."
"I don't have any beliefs, I just choose to believe in you."
"You won't regret your choice, and I don't want to regret my choice either."
"What did you choose?"
"I chose you. On this planet, I only chose you, Bai Yanghua."
"...You really won't ignore me?"
"You can ask my sisters in the future to see if I have neglected them."
"..."
"Also, you need to change your understanding of the word snub."
"Why?"
"In order to help you, I haven't seen my sisters for three years, and I may have been separated from my friends for even longer. In your opinion, does this count as neglect?"
"Ah? That's right, you haven't been home for a long time... Why don't you go back?"
"To accompany you. This kind of abandonment of my sisters for several years because of someone, does it count as neglect in your opinion?"
"You...why are you doing this? Aren't your sisters sad?"
"No, because they all understand that I cannot reduce my love for them. This is an absolute trust."
"Even if they trust you, wouldn't they feel lonely without seeing each other for such a long time? Is this fair to them?"
"They won't feel lonely."
"How can it be?"
"Because they still have each other, their sisters, and their own friends. I am just a part of this love, not indispensable."
"So you are saying that you are dispensable?"
"No, I'm irreplaceable."
"Isn't this contradictory!"
"This is not a contradiction. No matter how long my love is missing, I will eventually return to them to fill the gap and let them feel complete love again. Before I go back, they will still form a complete relationship with each other.
My existence only makes this circle bigger. So they are willing to wait for my return, believing that I will definitely go back. Of course they need this bigger circle, but even a smaller circle,
It is also much more stable than a line segment formed by only two points. I need you to be a point on the circle, not to draw a line segment with me alone."
"I understand what you mean, but I can't understand this feeling... How can we still maintain the love between each other if we haven't seen you for several years?"
"So I said, you don't understand the true meaning of love. I don't need you to understand, I need you to feel it, and you will feel it in the future."
"Why can't it be now?"
"Yanghua, actually there is another most important reason."
"what reason?"
"A few years seems long enough to you, but for our family, it is not much different from going out in the morning and coming home at noon. Do you think your lover has neglected you just because he goes to work?"
"...Because the love between you two is very stable, right?"
"That's also just one reason."
"What about other reasons?"
"Because we are not ordinary people, it is common not to see each other for several years, and maybe we will not see each other for more than ten years, decades, or even hundreds of years in the future."
"How many...hundreds of years?"
"Yes, I have said it countless times, I am not an ordinary person, and you will never be again."