"This is the craziest thing I have ever done since I was a child!" Zhuo Yuexuan said with a smile.
"It's also the craziest thing I've ever done. It's so enjoyable." Fang Ximeng chuckled. He pulled the hand she held and said, "Xiaowei, are you okay?"
Why is Ling Xiaowei so quiet? Her breathing is so shallow.
"I'm fine!" Ling Xiaowei responded.
Why was the sound so far away? Whose hand was he grabbing? Fang Ximeng jumped up in fright and exclaimed: "Ghost! Yeah, who are you!"
"Ah..." Zhuo Yuexuan screamed timidly and hid away from the person next to her. Jiang Cheng was startled by Wen Ruan who suddenly approached, and his heart jumped fiercely. He wanted to avoid it.
But he was reluctant to give up, feeling very strange, "No...it's okay, don't be afraid!" He patted Zhuo Yuexuan's back very, very gently.
Zhuo Yuexuan was a little embarrassed, so she quickly avoided it and whispered: "Thank you!"
Jiang Cheng coughed shyly and whispered: "It's okay!"
"It's me, not a ghost." Ling Chunxia said calmly.
At this moment, her mood has stabilized a bit, but her voice is very low. When she said this, her voice was very low.
Who is this? He didn't even recognize him. Fang Ximeng took a few steps back and asked, "Who are you? Why are you with us?"
"You didn't drag me away!" Ling Chunxia said calmly.
"She is my cousin." Ling Xiaowei said.
Fang Ximeng understood immediately. No wonder he started fighting with those people. It turned out to be because he wanted to save Ling Xiaowei's cousin. Thinking of this, he felt like a hero.
"Hello cousin, are you okay?" Fang Ximeng said with a smile.
"It's okay, Ling Xiaowei, you don't have to worry about my affairs, I'm leaving!" Ling Chunxia walked out of the alley.
The lights at the intersection stretched her silhouette.
"Ling Chunxia, where are you going?" Ling Xiaowei caught up and pulled her.
If she went back so late, those people would definitely not let her go.
"Ling Chunxia, you are going to die! Qin Lili has changed. She is no longer the innocent Qin Lili she used to be. Stop following her around and go home! You are only fifteen years old. You will have a long, long life in the future.
Life." Ling Xiaowei spoke from the bottom of her heart. No matter how much disagreement she had with her in the past, she was simply trying to persuade her as a person with a conscience.
She didn't want to see such a young girl being ruined like this!
"Then just go die!" Ling Chunxia waved away Ling Xiaowei's hand and left resolutely.
Ling Chunxia's lifeless words shocked everyone slightly. This was not asking for death, but begging for death. How desperate can a person be to want to die!
"Ling Chunxia, do you remember brother Zhang Yunfei!" Ling Xiaowei said. She looked at Ling Chunxia as if she was mentally ill. She had read a magazine that said that a few years later, many people suffered from a disease called
depression!
For people suffering from this disease, their entire spiritual world is gloomy and they have no interest in anything. Living is a burden and only death is relief.
After these several exchanges, she felt that Ling Chunxia was suffering from a disease, depression! She wanted to die! Her mood was up and down, and she did things that looked like a psychosis. These were all manifestations of depression.
Hearing the words Zhang Yunfei, Ling Chunxia started to tremble all over, pointed at Ling Xiaowei and cried loudly: "Ling Xiaowei, what do you want to do? Are you trying to threaten me again? I was wrong. It was all my fault in the past. I and I
Please apologize and leave me alone. I'm so tired from living! I'm so tired. My mother always pushes me and tells me that I can't compare to others. I don't want to compare. I can't even compare to you. I really don't want to.
Bi, so tired!"
Listening to Ling Chunxia's hysterical cries, Ling Xiaowei was also a little moved. At this moment, she could understand the depression and fatigue in Ling Chunxia's heart. She was the second child in the family, her father did not love her, her mother did not love her, and she had a weak-tempered eldest brother.
She has a doting and selfish younger brother, and she is bound to learn those tricks to please others in order to survive in the cracks.
Her annoying mean words, snobbishness, and tendency to please others are just a protective shell for herself! She wanted to seek some attention and some peace in that home.
"Ling Chunxia, I'm not threatening you, I'm just telling you, please keep the innocence and beauty in your heart. You are still very young. Don't think about dying. You have to live for yourself, okay." Ling Xiaowei
Slowly walked to Ling Chunxia, patted her back gently, and comforted her.
Ling Chunxia's mood stabilized a little.
"I didn't expect her cousin to be so pitiful!" Fang Ximeng sighed.
"Well, if I hadn't seen it with my own eyes, I wouldn't believe that someone would seek death because of a little dissatisfaction. It turns out that there are so many stories behind every dissatisfaction." Zhuo Yuexuan said with emotion, she used to feel that she was going to die like this.
Girls who want to live are very hypocritical and sneer at this kind of thing.
But today, she felt that she had learned a lesson, and she should not be so biased about this kind of thing in the future.
Ling Chunxia, comforted by Ling Xiaowei, followed Ling Xiaowei back to her master's house.
Everyone said goodbye at the door. Shi Mingwei was reluctant to leave. He was going to training tomorrow and would not be able to see each other every day. He watched Ling Xiaowei enter the door before turning around and leaving.
"Brother, are you really reluctant to let go?" Jiang Cheng teased Shi Mingwei with a smile.
Shi Mingwei ignored him. There was really nothing to communicate with people who didn't understand him.
"Hey! Um...how does it feel to like someone?" Jiang Cheng asked with a smile.
"I don't know!" Shi Mingwei said proudly, how could he tell this kid, "This kind of thing can only be understood but cannot be expressed in words!"
The smile on Jiang Cheng's face gradually faded. He raised his fist and wanted to hit Shi Mingwei. Didn't he ask because he didn't understand? He was a stingy man. Jiang Cheng touched his chest and took a breath. Now his heartbeat was not fast.
.
In the room, Ling Xiaowei brought clothes for Ling Chunxia, she changed into clean clothes, looked at the room, and said dumbly: "They are very good to you!"
"Well! My master and wife are very nice." Ling Xiaowei brought a blanket to Ling Chunxia, "Here is this for you, go to bed early!"
"Ling Xiaowei, how come your life is so good!" Ling Chunxia stared at Ling Xiaowei calmly and said.
Maybe she would be jealous of her before, but now she doesn't feel it and just wants to know why.
"Same life, but different fates, why are we so different!" Ling Chunxia said lightly.
"You want to know why?" Ling Xiaowei felt that Ling Chunxia was too depressed.
"I don't want to know!" Ling Chunxia turned over and covered her face with the blanket, facing away from Ling Xiaowei.
"Because I know that happiness must be achieved by yourself." Ling Xiaowei said in a shallow voice.
Ling Chunxia closed her eyes and tears flowed from her eyes. She didn't even have a home anymore, so where could she find happiness? She was a person that no one loved or wanted.
